A/N: I'M BACK YO!
Day 11
I finally fell asleep.
It was after I stopped writing. I guess I was exhausted because the minute I shut my eyes I was out. I didn't even have any dreams. I guess that just comes with exhaustion. Having no dreams is kind of a relief for me to be honest. Last time Kevin was like this I had nightmares for the entire summer. And a few more months afterwards...
It's kind of embarrassing and sad to think of those days now. Even if Kevin was still a bad guy, things were simpler back then. No one knew who I was, it was just me, my grandpa, Gwen. Nothing was complicated. Even if I had the most powerful device in the universe strapped to my wrist. I want so desperately to go back to that. To be a kid without a care in the world. I'm so tired of doing this. It's so emotionally, mentally, and physically exhausting. I'm about to consider going to see a shrink. That's not a bad thing per-say. I just wish I didn't have to.
I'm going to meet up with Julie so I can hash a few things out about what I need to do. I'll write later if I have a chance to.
Ben T.
A/N: Not much to say. Please review!