Pain
All she ever felt was pain
The pain of loneliness
The pain of battle
The pain of war
The pain of hollow joy
The pain of vicious self-hatred
Even so, she feels happy
When she's left alone
So she wouldn't feel pain or sadness
Inflicted upon her by others
It seemed selfish, but…
She couldn't help that..
She couldn't control her emotions…
Not ever…she felt happy, sad, angry, disappointed, joyful…the list goes on
She felt happy and sad at the same time
All the time
She feels alone…..all the time
Yet she has her companions with her
But that's not enough
So why bother?
She'll be left alone very soon
Sooner than the others will think
Then She'll be happy
With or without the pain