For the person she saw in herself,
She saw only a weak individual
Weak for not speaking out
Weak for veiling secret feelings
Weak for this barrier of boldness…
The barrier…
A trick…an artifice…a façade
A masquerade that closes the mind…
…Keeps the mind shut from the truth…
She never appreciated others, just to keep her barrier standing…
…A mask of boldness and self-worth that does nothing except for holding the insecurity and worthlessness back until she can't have the will to tear down her darkness and let it fade away…
She keeps the barrier…she doesn't speak to anyone; she lives for herself, to prove her existence…
To her, that's all that matters…but when the barrier finally collapses, she falls into a pit of despair, her life not worth living…
…Not anymore, that is…
If she doesn't seek another individual's help, she will be forever weak and forever alone...
Her barrier…will die soon enough.