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Okay last chapter and I am glad, I am tired of bring up sad memories but this story is just...i can't give up on it...
Shikamaru...Love always
Shikamaru: His part.
Shikamaru stood up and walked outside. He stood next to the ambulance that held his 'secret love' Temari.
He banged his fist over and over on the car, crying and hating himself even more with each hit.
"Temari why didn't you say no?! Your so strong! Why?" He grabbed the handle of the ambulance door and tugged and pulled at it to open it. He pulled until the felt it open. He heard a 'click' and the door swung open.
Before he could even go or even look in someone grabbed his shoulder and pulled him back with great force.
"Stop it let me go!" Shikamaru pulled back. Trying to pull himself into the ambulance. But the person wrapped there arm around his waist and pulled him out of the ambulance and pinned him to the ground.
"Come on boys lets take this poor girl to the hospital." Shikamaru heard the doors close and heard the engine start.
Shikamaru grunted and screamed, "WAAAAAAAAAIT!" Shikamaru began to cry as heard the ambulance pull away.
"CHOJI?! WHAT THE HELL!?" Shikamaru yelled at his best friend. "What is wrong with you!?" Choji asked Shikamaru.
"I...I wanted to see her one last time..." Shikamaru cried.
"Don t you think you did enough? I don't think she would want you to see her after what you did. Poor Temari...poor Sakura." Choji shook his head while Ino cried her eyes out. Choji grabbed Shikamaru's arm and pulled him up. 'Come on let's get going. I'm sure the Hyuuga's don't want people like us hanging around at the moment. Ino looked at Hinata. Kiba was holding her little form tenderly in his arms. He was cooing things in her ear sweet soft things meant only for her.
Ino cried harder. Choji kissed her head and pulled The broken man back to his house as a broken Ino followed quietly silent tears falling down her cheeks. How Silent. How Deadly. Those tears could be.
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"Go-Goodbye Shikamaru- Are you sure you will be okay by yourself?" Ino looked at her old teammate worriedly. Shikamaru nodded his head and closed the door. Ino and Choji started to walk away when Ino looked at him nervously and started to cry. Choji took her into his arms and kissed her forehead. He mumbled soothing words of comfort into her ear.
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Days have gone bye since the funeral. Its was sad. It was the saddest thing anyone in Konoha has ever seen. People from Suna and Konoha were there to morn the loss. Sakura cried Along side her friends coffin Naruto did the best he could to calm her down it was no use. Silent Tears those deadly tears
Hinata never left her seat. She was afraid of her friends death she couldn't even go up to see her one last time. She was afraid of Temari's arms of the cuts that will never heal. Silent tears for her friend fell down her face those deadly tears of pain.
Ino She looked like a wreck her hair wasn't done and no makeup on her face she was terribly horrid looking. She was crying those deadly tears Silent so Silent tears. Choji cried with her. Not a lot but he cried.
Shikamaru just couldn't stop staring at her. He just couldn't imagine seeing Temari in one of these boxes, In a coffin. He saw the people SHE put in coffins, He never thought he would be staring at her peaceful form in there. Most of the children she taught at the academy that were there were told she was sleeping, That she will never wakeup.
'She looks so peaceful' Sakura thought a small smile threw her tears were visible.
'She looks so beautiful' Ino thought crying harder.
'She looks happy' Shikamaru thought. Small tears now falling.
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Days after the burial its was getting cold out 'November was always Temari's favorite time of year.' Shikamaru thought crying. He walked past all of the now ghostly shops it was 9 and almost everyone was closed because of the cold weather. The places that were usually buzzing with life and people were now dull and black, just like his life.
His younger sister, Nara Tomano always loved Temari...She wanted Shikamaru to marry Temari so they could be sisters. Shikamaru cried at that memory to. Now his sister wont talk to him.
He grabbed a rock and broke it till it was sharp he wrote Temari up his arm with the rock he began to bleed but didn't feel the pain. He dropped the rock and continued walking.
He finally made it to his destination. The bridge. He climbed up to the edge and let his hair down, He let the wind calm his face and flow through his hair, It blew gently. It smelled of her, It smelled of Temari.
Yes Her sweet scent of Fresh spring water and roses. The smell sent shivers up his spin.
He cried loud and hard now, pieces of his hair sticking to his face.
"EVERYTING!" Shikamaru screamed to the cold waters below him. The rushing sound of the water made him think of her soothing voice even more. He grabbed his head. "EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF HER!" He cried and smiled. "Now I get to see her again." He whispered.
He let himself go- He slowly fell, down down to the rapidly moving waters. Its was November Her favorite season. It was November the time of his departure.
Once his body hit the cold water he felt his body numb, he loved the feeling, It felt so good. Like it was taking all his pain away, All of his troubles. Soon he blacked out. His body shut down and his heart stopped beating. But it didn't take to long because his heart was already broken.
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Silent Tears: By Haya-Chan.
Silent tears fell down her face
Silent tears they won't erase, How
She feels about him deep inside,
And what she must do to forget
him.
Silent Tears fell down his face
Silent tears they cant erase, What
he's done to her and how he has
treated her wrong. He wont forget the
things hes done.
Silent tears fell down their face
Silent Tears they have erased,
What has happened in there lives,
When the Silent tears fell from there
eyes.
The deadly,killing,evil silent tears.
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Thank you to all of you who have stuck by me during this story I hope you guys understand the things I went through...remember PLEASE Don't flame this story.