Dislcaimer: I don't own any of the original Degrassi Cast, just the new generation. I don't own any songs I might put in here either.
AN: OMG I CANT BELIEVE ITS TAKEN ME SO FREAKIN LONG TO POST THIS! IM SOSOSOSOSOSO SORRY! I've seriously had extreme writers block w/ this story. I was sure if I wanted to turn it into a KIM story or something else, it's hard to explain! Anyways I'M GONNA NEED SOME NAMES FOR 2 BOYS AND A GIRL! If you have em' review and tell me! Thanks! Sorry it took so long! Enjoy!
Previously On FACING THE PAST:
KAY'S POV
He's coming toward me...Tim why are you doing this? Why are you here? I ask myself these questions as he gently raps his fingers on my window.I open the door and get out, slamming the door behind me.
"What are you doing here Tim?" I ask indignantly. I turn from him and stare down the haunting garage ahead of me. Continuously aware of my x-boyfriend's presence near me. I can remember the last time we were here...me and him...we went in...I saw my room. I started crying so hard that I coudln't stand...he just held me...Tim. now we're here again. It's been a year since we were here. But now it's different circumstances. I turn around and look at him, tears in my eyes. "What do you want?" I ask, his eyes are as tearful as mine. Without thinking I reach out and touch his face, his hand grasps mine. We're both crying now. And I'm speaking meaningless words.
"Kay..." He begins. I realize now Carrie has no idea what's going on. "Kay...I never..." I put my fingers on his lips.
"No Tim..." I say before I...
Chapter 3
TIM'S POV
Kay's talking, saying something fast and furious, the tears that had been spilling down my cheeks were drying and everything was becoming a blur as Kay continued to talk. I'd started calling her KK a year ago, I was the only one allowed to.But now, now if she heard it well whoever said it better be prepared for one hell of a fight.
"Kay..." I begin, Carrie has no clue I'm here, oh wel. "Kay...I never..." She places her perfect fingers on my lips hushing me.
"No Tim..." She says before and I know it's coming, she's going to say she hates me. "I..." I don't want to hear her say that,I can't take it, I'd die. So I kiss her. Yeah unethical at a moment like this but what am I supposed to do? I press my lips into hers hoping that she'll just return it, if she returns it I'll be okay. And she does, she wraps her arms around my neck and pushes me against her car, kissing me harder. Without missing a beat she's kissing me and pulling me into that garage...that garage. What is going on here? What is she going to do?
KAY'S POV
I'm kissing Tim...Tim kissed me...we're kissing. Oh my god...I've waited a year to hear whatever it is he needed to say but now that he is willing to say it I don't want to. I just want to kiss him. I want him to take me into that garage and do something with me that will make all the bad memories go away, every last one. Because that's what Tim does, he makes that bad go away.
"Take it away Tim...make it all go away," I whisper into his ear as he kisses my neck and I lock the garage door. We stop and look around the surroundings, dust covers the place but the beds and couches remain as ever.The bad has to go away, I look into his eyes. "Tim...make love to me." I whisper into his ear. I can feel him harden against me. This is such an emotional place full of pain and death and me ... well I'm just an emotional person all around in an emotional place and now I'm asking my ex-boyfriend to make love to me in this place. Am I crazy? I must be huh. I grab him and start kissing him again, feeling his lips against mine feels so right and so unexplicably perfect I don't want to let go. I cannot believe my first time is going to be in the place where my parents died...I'm insane.
TIM'S POV
She wants me to make love to her...here? Why? Is this normal? Maybe it is, she says she wants me to make it go away, take it away. Maybe she wants to replace the bad memories with a good one...a great one. I kiss her harder, passionatly and slip my tongue into her mouth nudging hers hoping she'll follow. I'm a guy and if a girl says make love to me I doubt I'm going to refuse...atleast if it's Kay. I pick her up and wrap her legs around mine, leading me to her old bedroom...that's ok right? I lay her on the bed before removing both our shirts, she removes her own bra before pulling me on top of her, grinding herself against me.I'm kissing her but she she grinds harder and harder into me I'm going crazy.
"Kay...I'm going crazy...I don't want you to..." She stops me with a kiss as she unbuckles my belt and slides my pants down. I'm well endowed I have no issues admitting it, it's the fact that she feels she has to...oh god i feels so good. She takes off her own pants and trades spots with me. She's on top now and she's grinding harder and harder as she kisses me. Without a a second thought she removes the rest of our clothing and we're together, I'm inside her and we're moving at a steady rhythm an soon it becomes a rocking harder rhythm. This isn't my first time...but I think it's Kay's...kay I'm sorry.
KAY'S POV
I'm on TIm and it feels so right...I've never felt anything this good. Ever. He feels so good inside me as I rock back and forth. As we come close to climaxing he turns me over and takes control. Licking and sucking my neck and breasts and stomach and back to my lips as we continue in our momentum. I can feel it coming and soon everything's dark. My first orgasm and I can't see anythign. My world is an array of everything good I've ever felt as my body accepts the heaven that Tim's provided...a good memory here. With that he falls next to me and we fall asleep in the old dilapidated, haunting garage. But now...it doesn't seem so bad. For now.
AN: Hope you enjoyed! Sorry if anyone is offended by the M stuff, but that's why it's rated M! I know I just wrote some M stuff in my IS fic too, if it offends you don't read. That's all I have to say. I think it's assanign for someone to read an M story and then be an ass and tell me they were offended. DONT READ IF IT WILL OFFEND YOU! R&R! More to come. AGAIN IF YOU HAVE ANY NAMES FOR TWO BOYS AND A GIRL LET ME KNOW! SORRY SO SHORT
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