Chapter 5

"What are you feeling right now, Rei-chan?" Shinji asked.

"I don't know," Rei said, her voice barely more than a frightened whisper, "It feels like an emptiness inside of me that disappears when you hold me. When you leave me, it grows and threatens to consume me. It makes me want to cry."

"Emptiness?" Shinji repeated, "That is loneliness, Rei-chan. It's okay. I'm here now."

"Yes, you're here now," Rei said, "but you said you were going to leave."

"I've changed my mind," Shinji said, "My Rei-chan needs me, and so I'll stay with her."

"Oh, Shinji-kun!" Rei gasped happily, and hugged him tightly.

"Would you mind if I took a shower, though?" Shinji asked, "I feel kind of gamey."

"Sure," Rei said, "I'll get you a towel."

Rei dashed to her hallway closet and quickly fetched Shinji a large, fluffy bathroom towel.

"Thank you, Rei-chan," Shinji said, taking the towel from her. Then, he winced with pain and clutched his shoulder.

"What is it?" Rei asked.

"I must have banged up my shoulder during the fight tonight," Shinji said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine. A hot shower will do wonders for it. Why don't you change into something that you feel more comfortable in? Then, when I come back out, we can sit and talk for a little while before we turn in for the night."

"All right," Rei said.

As Shinji started up the shower, he mentally recapped the night's events thus far.

Well, he thought as he stepped into the stall, this certainly has been an eventful night so far. I punched out the guy who's been bullying me for who knows how long, I got into a full-fledged brawl, got the crap beat out of me, walked my girlfriend home, and now I'm spending the night in her apartment. How lucky can I get?

Shinji couldn't know it at the time, but he was, indeed a lucky young man. His girlfriend was in the living room, setting up her bed, and she was deep in her own thoughts.

He was so brave tonight, Rei thought, My Shinji isn't afraid of anything. I'm afraid, though. I'm afraid of being alone. I don't ever want to be without him. His embrace…My body warms when he holds me. I've never felt that way before. The way he looks at me…I see something in his eyes. I don't know what it is, but I know how it feels. It's so strange. Can Shinji explain it to me?

As Rei talked with herself, she changed into a pair of light blue, silk pajamas. They were her favorite ones to sleep in, because of the way the silk felt against her skin. She loved the smooth, gentle texture. It was comforting to her to feel that gentleness after coming home from the harshness of high school. She knew what the other students thought of her, and she didn't like it. She made no outward signs in public, but she had come home many nights and cried herself to sleep, for reasons she couldn't explain.

Shinji emerged from the bathroom 15 minutes later to find Rei sitting on the edge of her bed, staring off into space. He sat down next to her on the bed and took her hand. This touch jarred her out of her trance. She looked at Shinji and her eyes filled with tears. As one ran down her cheek, Shinji's face suddenly tightened with concern.

"Rei, what's wrong?" he asked.

"I…don't know," Rei replied, "Being with you makes me happy, but I feel so sad. I don't understand."

"Is there something that happened to you?" Shinji asked.

"I think it's things that have happened to me, in the past," Rei said, "In school, people always make remarks and mean jokes about me when they think I'm not listening or can't hear them."

Shinji's face darkened as he remembered some of the things he, too, had heard people saying about his blue-haired angel.

"It hurts, Shinji-kun," Rei continued, "It hurts so badly."

Rei leaned her head into Shinji's chest and cried for a minute or two. Shinji cradled her gently and crooned softly in her ear. He stroked her hair and her back. After a minute or two, he lifted her face to his and kissed her deeply. He drew her up onto his lap and held her as he kissed her. He traced his tongue around her lips. Rei opened her mouth to accept Shinji's tongue. Once again, his tongue met Rei's, but instead of wrestling with each other, the two tongues gently caressed each other. Shinji brought his one hand up to the back of Rei's head and gently held her. Rei pulled away first, after another minute.

"The pain is being replaced," Rei said, "by something else."

"Describe it to me," Shinji said quietly, nuzzling gently into Rei's neck.

"It feels—ahhhh—warm," sighed Rei as her neck hairs raised with the contact of Shinji's lips, "My entire body feels warm whenever you hold me or kiss me. And now it feels like I'm on fire when you do that. Oh, please, Shinji-kun… don't… stop… AHHHhhh…"

Rei sighed deeply and leaned her head back, stretching her neck to allow Shinji more access. Her eyes closed in silent bliss as Shinji gently caressed her neck with his tongue, sliding it slowly around under her chin and down to her pulse-point. Shinji opened his mouth widely, like a vampire going in for the killing bite, but instead of fangs, Shinji gently wrapped his lips over the point on her neck and made a gentle suction. Rei shivered with delight. Shinji pulled away. Rei looked pleadingly into his eyes.

"What is it that you make me feel, Shinji-kun," Rei asked weakly.

"It's a feeling called desire, Rei," Shinji said, "I feel it, too. I desire you, Rei. All I desire is to please you and make you the happiest woman on earth, my angel."

Shinji wrapped his lips back onto Rei's neck and sucked a little harder, leaving a faint mark on her neck. Rei hesitated, unsure of how to proceed. Shinji took the initiative; guiding her hands down his tightly muscled, yet thin chest until she reached the towel that was wrapped loosely around his waist. He encouraged Rei to caress the growing bulge that was his erection.

Shinji, meanwhile, gently unbuttoned the top few buttons of Rei's pajamas. He nuzzled his face into the cleavage that was exposed, drawing a loud gasp from Rei. She pulled the rest of the buttons on her top and threw it aside, exposing herself to Shinji. Shinji admired her large C-cup breasts hungrily. Then, he wrapped his mouth over one of her hardening nipples. Rei moaned loudly.

"Shinji-kun…" she whimpered softly, "That feels so good…"

Shinji flicked his tongue over the hardened nub of flesh, drawing pants and gasps from Rei. He reached up and cupped his hand over the other breast and squeezed and gently kneaded the soft mound of flesh. He guided Rei down onto the bed and mounted her, maintaining contact with her throughout the entire process. Rei was lost in her bliss.

Shinji-kun is so gentle, she thought, He is so…mmmmnh…incredible… I want to become one with my Shinji-kun.

"Shinji-kun…" Rei moaned, "Please…make me yours…"

Shinji released Rei's tits and moved up and caressed her face. He kissed her passionately and said:

"Rei-chan, are you sure that this is what you want? Once you cross this bridge, there's no going back."

"Please, Shinji-kun," Rei begged, "Make love to me. I want to be yours, body and soul, forever…"

Rei slid her hands down and grasped Shinji's. She guided his hands to the waistband of her pajama bottoms. Shinji grasped it and tugged gently. Rei lifted herself off of the mattress so that her pajama pants slid off with no resistance. Rei gasped as the cool air of her apartment made contact with her wet pussy. Shinji saw that she had no pubic hair. Rei shaved.

Shinji slid down her body and positioned himself between her thighs. He gently slid his tongue up the insides of each one, before coming to a stop just before making contact with her drenched slit. Rei shivered with anticipation and groaned with frustration that Shinji was teasing her. Shinji pressed his tongue flat against Rei's pussy and drew it up the entire length. Rei's eyes widened as a deep, husky gasp escaped her throat.

"Oh, my god, Shinji-kun," she moaned.

Shinji flicked his tongue deeply into Rei's pussy and lashed it around inside of her. Rei squirmed with pleasure at Shinji's oral ministrations. She cried out with pleasure when Shinji inserted one of his fingers into her moist love canal. As he slowly pumped it in and out of her, Shinji flexed and wiggled his finger slowly; changing the contact points and increasing the amount of pleasure he was giving Rei.

By this point, Shinji's erection was rampant and straining. The towel had long since fallen away and his cock had sprung free, but Shinji waited patiently. He wanted to give as much pleasure as he could to Rei before indulging himself. After a few minutes of his oral and fingering of her pussy, Rei couldn't bear anymore.

"Take me now, Shinji-kun," she gasped, "Give it to me!"

Shinji climbed up and positioned himself at the entrance to Rei's dripping honey-hole.

"Rei-chan," he said gently, "this may hurt a little at first."

"I don't care right now," Rei moaned, "I need to feel you inside me!"

Shinji gently pressed his cock against Rei's snatch until he felt it begin to open.

"Ahhh, Rei-chan," he moaned, "It's… going… in…"

Shinji felt the tight wetness envelope him completely. Rei gasped loudly and then let out a long, satisfied moan as Shinji's cock stretched her open. Shinji let her adjust to his size for a few seconds before beginning to stroke in and out of her pussy. He kept it slow at first, but then Rei pushed him off of her and rolled him over onto his back.

"Let me go at my own pace, Shinji-kun," she moaned.

"Whatever you wish, my love," Shinji whispered back.

Rei climbed on top of Shinji and lowered herself onto his lap. She felt his boner press against her nether lips again, and slip insider again, only this time with less resistance. She began to rotate her hips relishing the feel of her man's hardness moving inside of her.

Rei raised herself up off of Shinji's lap and then sank back down. She began to ride Shinji's cock, bouncing and grinding her hips. Each time she bounced, Rei's breasts swung near Shinji's face. He reached up and squeezed them gently. Then, he flicked his thumbs over Rei's hard nipples, drawing additional gasps and moans from Rei.

Shinji slid his hands down Rei's body to her hips. He gripped them firmly as Rei continued to bounce on his member. Rei's breathing became harder and she was beginning to sweat.

"Sh-Shinji-kun…" she gasped, "I can't…go on…"

Shinji knew what she meant, and lifted her off of him. He rolled Rei over onto her back and re-entered her once more.

"Please, Shinji-kun," Rei pleaded, "Give it to me hard!"

Shinji obliged her, beginning to pound into her pussy. Rei spurred him on with cries of "harder" and "faster". Finally, Rei cried out:

"AAAHHH! Shinji-kun, I'm cumming!"

Shinji pressed his body down onto Rei's and thrust as hard as he could into her. With a loud moan and a large shiver, Rei gave over to the orgasm that ripped through her body, nearly causing her to black out. Shinji felt her warm gush of juices run down the front of his thighs as he continued to thrust into her pussy.

"Uhhnnn… Rei-chan…" Shinji groaned, "I'm ready to cum, too!"

"Let me feel your cum inside me," Rei moaned, "I can't get pregnant. Fill me up with your hot cum now, Shinji-kun!"

As Rei shouted her last sentence, Shinji groaned with release and blasted his load deep into her womb. He felt like he wouldn't ever stop cumming, but eventually, of course, he did. He had released so much semen that some of it was leaking out of Rei's pussy. Shinji had a wild idea and scooped it up gently onto his finger and brought his finger up to Rei's mouth. Rei sucked Shinji's cum off of his finger, moaning happily and licking up every drop.

Shinji collapsed onto the bed next to Rei, who curled up against him and snuggled into his chest. Shinji remembered something.

"Rei-chan," asked Shinji, "why can't you get pregnant?"

"Women in my family have a problem with fertility," Rei explained, "My mother had to take special medication for months before she and daddy could conceive me. It passes my family from mother to daughter. We have to have help having kids."

"Oh," Shinji said, "I see. Yeah, I think I remember reading something about that in a magazine article once."

"That means," Rei continued, "that you can have sex with me all you want and not have to worry about me getting pregnant. Isn't it great, Shinji-kun?"

"Yeah, it is," Shinji replied, "I take it you enjoyed it then, Rei-chan?"

"Oh, yes, Shinji-kun," Rei sighed, "I've always longed for a feeling of absolute closeness with another person. Thank you for giving me that feeling."

"You're welcome, my love," Shinji said, "And now, I think it's time for us to go to sleep."

"Yes, Shinji-kun," Rei said happily. She snuggled up closer and pressed herself up against her new lover and closed her eyes. Shinji put an arm around her and kissed the top of her head and closed his eyes, satisfied for the night. He couldn't wait to see what the morning would bring.

FIN.

A.N.: Well, readers, there you have it. The long, long overdue re-write to my lame-o first fanfic. Please review and let me know what you thought!