Sorry I haven't updated a lot.But I am going to try to update every day now that I know what I am going to do.Plus I need a beta,folks,lol. So any suggestions or flames,let me have 'em.I do everything for a reason so flamers bring it on,lol.I will often give you bits and pieces of the mystery guy and Rain but i am going to wait a while before I put it ALL out there,lol


As i get up to get the phone,I look around the room.It was like I was expecting someone.I shook my head to clear my thoughts while picking up the reciever.

" Hello?"

"Um,hi? Is this Rain Phillips?" I look at the phone like it has just told me pigs can and will fly.It sounds like the boy who called eariler.

"Yes." There was a long silence.I thought he had hung up again,until he spoke.

"S-sorry for calling so late and hanging up this afternooon,b-but,I needed to talk to you." I start looking around my room again.

"It is okay.Can you tell me what is your name?" Silence again,but then he sounds oddly confindent when he speaks this time.

"My name is Samuel Anders." An overwhelming feeling of remorse covers me as I realize who he is. It can't be...

"Sammy????" Tears are running down my face.

"You do remember me, now don't you?" I nod my head,not able to form words.But he know I said yes."How have you been,Paula?" The use of my real name makes me start bawling.

"I,I can't..." I cut off,sniffling trying to keep my voice down.He waits for me to speak. "I have been..." I stop talking and think about these hellish months and how they are just beginning to brighten.He seems to know what mean by my silence.

"That is what I thought. Look,I need to talk to you in a private place.Can I meet you at the meadow in the woods? How does he know about the meadow?

"How do you know about the meadow?" He laughs quietly and I can hear the smile in voice when he tells me he has his ways. "So can you meet me?"

"Sure.Wait, how will i know what you look like?" I know this sounds dumb but I don't want to meet the wrong person.

"I haven't changed that much...Rain." His voice started out cheerful,but it faltered as he said my "name".

"Ok." I don't want to hang up.I want to talk but I don't know how to speak to him anymore.

"I will see you tomorrow." It comes out more like a question more than a statement.

"Ok.Bye...Sammy." I can hear him take a deep breath as he hears me speak his name.

"Bye." We sat there waiting for the other to hang up until finally he hangs up.I take a deep breath and place the phone back into its carrier. I lay down on my bed and stare out the window.Gazing at the moon,I let my thoughts take over.

How did he get my number? How he did he know about the meadow? Who told him where I was? And if he knows all of this,then does he know about Alex?Did he miss me? What does he look like? Is he still in the system? As I let my thoughts take over ,it wasn't long before i was asleep.

[I lie in the bed with my lover.His strong arms holding me tight against his body.I look up into his eyes and he places a kiss on my lips.Smiling,I lean up to whisper in his ear : I love you too. He looks down at me in shock.I chuckle at his reaction.He grins,eyes lighting up and pulls me closer until we are one.We are grinning at each other,holding each other.The air becomes thick and charged with desire as our grins fade away.His eyes darken with lust and my breath catches at the sight.Soon we are melting into each other.Moving with a rhythm that could not be broken.Night slowly turns into daybreak.Our love growing with every tick of the clock

I wake up with a start,hot and sweating.