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I look at the clock: 7:38 in the morning.On a weekend.I groan softly and lay back down.I think about the phone call I got last night,rather this early this Sammy really be back? Just like Rose and the others? I was still having trouble trying to swallow the fact that they are here much less Sammy.
Memories of Sammy and I talking and laughing fill my head.He was always there for me.Until five months ago,when what was good of my life was taken away only to be filled by more misery and pain.
I sigh and find that it hurts.Hissing with pain,I pull up my shirt and see the huge bruise that goes from my sternum to the middle of my ribcage.I feel my eyes watering,more because of my broken feeling rather than my physical pain.I see the blade on my dresser,shining dully,reflecting what little light came into the room.Glinting at me,as if it were promising me comfort and instant relief from my sorrows for the time being.
I sit there staring at it,desperately wanting the peace it offered.But I promised Alex I wouldn't do it...ALEX! I just remembered that I have a date with him at 8:00 tonight.By this time I am out of the bed and in full panic mode.Pacing the room back in forth.
What am I going to wear? Where are we going? Will he try to kiss me? Are we going to eat? But then I stop.Wait what did he mean by he will see me at school tomorrow? It is the weekend...But then I remember that Sammy wants to see me today too. It is wrong to see two guys in one day? Even if one is like your brother??? Well Sammy wants to see me at one o'clock so I should have plently of time until eight.
I look at the clock again:9:28. I sigh and pull on a pair of black flares and put on a blood red t-shirt that has the words "BITE ME!!" in a bloody pattern.I brush my hair and leave it down.I pull on my combat boots,slip on my watch, and walk as quietly as i can out the door,grabbing my keys and wallet on the way out.
I walk down the street ,breathing in the air.I enjoy the smell of dew and fresh pine,allowing it to soak into me.I wander around the city,letting the flow of the wind guide me.I find myself at the park after a while.I find a bench and sit down.I look down at my watch and looks at the time...again. 11:00 on the dot. I was shocked I walked that long.I head back towards the house and pass it.I walk as if i am going to school until I take the dirt pathway that leads to the woods.
As I walk,I can see the changes in the trees,flowers and grass. As I push back the bushes to step into the meadow,I trip and shout out in pain as a branch smacks me square in the stomach,right where my bruise is.Footsteps make themselves heard as they run in my direction.As I crumble to the ground in agony,I feel strong arms pull me to the body that they are connected to.I look up,only to look into unreadable eyes.