He Has A Thing For The Stewart Girls
The day hadn't started normal, not with Miley freaking out at them all, I knew why though. She was guilty. I heard Oliver tell her why he left her at the chapel, I heard her smooch him, but that's all I heard. If it had been me those many years ago, I wouldn't have left her at the chapel, no matter what, I'd have married her right there. That didn't matter at all though. I knew there dirty little secret now, but I also have a new girl, another Stewart, Liddie.
Lidia and I sat in our bedroom folding up clothes, she was making small talk, and although I knew she wanted to talk about the Miley incident at breakfast, she didn't. She always tried to avoid the subject of Miley. It made her emotional. Although she never confessed it, Lidia was good at hiding her emotions.
I had always wondered what Lidia would say if I told her I still loved Miley, she'd probably just break up with me, and then ignore me, she wouldn't cry, nor scream, just keep her emotions to herself. "Jake, Jake are you listening?" Lidia waved her hand in front of my face. No I wasn't listening, I was deep in thought. Deep in thought of Miley, and her, and Oliver, and their dirty little secret.
"Seriously Jake, please talk" Their was concern in her voice, an emotion, for the first time ever. I think it was the emotion in her voice, how it sounded so fragile, yes I think it wa sthat that had made me speak up, and say the stupidest comment possible, I hadn't meant to say it out loud. It just kept racking through my brains, and so I said it.
"I wonder how'd you react if I told you I was still in love with Miley?" I regretted even thinking it the moment she threw a pillow at my face. "What the fuck?!" I shook my head, taking me out of my own thoughts. "I didn't mean to say that out loud" Her emotions fought her, struggling to come out in her voice, you could hear them faintly "I don't care whether you thought or said it, how could you still love her, when you're with me?!" I fought for words, but they weren't on my side these days.
"I have to think Jake, just for a bit, maybe we should both think things over." And with that she walked out, not slamming the door, just walked out, into the bathroom. So far this Christmas was turning out crappy.