..: In The Wind :..
-I Do Not Own Naruto-
I am working on my first Bleach fic! And now..I cant help myself, Since my mind has been swarming with a few ideas..well..I have to right them down.
Soooo...I warn you now, This fic may be pointless..and in the end it may go nowhere! But atleast there shall be an interesting path along the way,eh?
"So much has happened..In fact, too much has happened..too many things have changed.
Orochimaru was been defeated, Sasuke was dragged back to Konohagakure, put on probation..yadda-yadda-yadda..
The Akatsuki disappeared for years..Naruto has become a Jonin by now, I am a Jonin..Sasuke-Kun became a chunin.."
Sakura laughed softly as she shook her head slowly, certainly..something was wrong. Innocent jade eyes stared back at her from the broken mirror in her bathroom that she now stood in front of, a young woman..so perfectly pretty, with wavy pink hair that fell past her hips, lovely pale skin.
She was stunning and the envy of many..So..why didn't she feel that way?
The infamous team seven was back together again..with Sai as a new edition. Everything was the way it was suppose to be wasn't it? The way it had been? Yet, it wasn't..though many things stayed the same this was one of the few that had been tortured into becoming foreign to all of them.
'Kakashi-sensei is never around..Naruto is almost always busy..and Sasuke-Kun-..'
What had it been? These little facts that were driving Sakura to the brink of insanity?
Konoha's top ranked medic who had even surpassed Tsunade, she had been nicknamed Konoha's sweetheart only a few years ago..But! but-..what if they ever did see within the depths of her mind,Just what would they call her then?..
Sakura reached out, the soft pads of her fingers smoothing across the jagged and broken glass leaving streaks of blood in behind them.
When was it that she began to feel smothered? How did she learn what it felt like to hate?
She felt like she was falling to pieces, and in all likely..she was going to fall soon.She had tried so damn hard to be perfect and grab Sasuke's attention, she had worked herself to the bone, she had become so much stronger. For gods sake! She could take on both of the living legendary sanin right now if she wanted to!
And after she'd tried so hard..he'd gone and called her weak, childish, pathetic, and annoying. Now imagine his surprise when she didn't start crying like she used to and instead smiled sweetly at him..too sweetly in fact.
It was only then that she had realized what was wrong. After he had hurt so many people, he had hurt Naruto..he had nearly killed Sai, He put Kakashi in the hospital.
Now..the more she thought about these things the more she began to feel. It was more then a grudge, pure hatred boiled up within the pit of her stomach.
Determination to prove herself to everyone had now fallen and it had been replaced by a deep flowing river of that hate.
She found it amazing when they had first started to worry about her. She didn't speak, she didn't even force herself to have an expression just to reassure them that she was okay.
But..she had still kept herself up, she had done her job, she had helped complete missions, she had done almost everything she had usually done..and aslong as she did that no one really cared did they?
She was a ninja, a tool, she wasn't suppose to have feeling..or dreams, or anything to look forward to. But still..she couldn't wrap her mind around the fact that no matter what she had done, no matter how much she tried to do more everyday..it seemed they all looked down upon her,right? As far as they were concerned she was just another little kunoichi and they could make it without her.
Oh yes, that was when she had made up her mind.
She had a need to be free and to rebel...Plus, she couldn't wait to see what kind of chaos the Hidden Leaf village would go through when their most powerful medic disappeared.
Sakura laughed again as she withdrew her bloody hand, it took her only a moment to stare at the many cuts across her fingertips before they began to curl inward.
As the glass fell around her feet there was now once again another hole in her wall. She couldn't help it, this soft little giggle that escaped her pale pink lips. She felt such joy when she was destructive..
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Sakura stood just outside of her apartment door as she somewhat lazily readjusted her things. She was dressed in a black tank-top and she had a mesh long sleeve shirt over that, as over that was a dark flak jacket with many pockets.A short black skirt hung just above her knees,though she had her usual thin black shorts under it and even beneath those were a layer of mesh leggings..as well as her standard sandal-like..thingies..
Her dark pink backpack was thrown over her left shoulder and held somewhat loosely. By the look on her face..one could tell she was just..slightly overwhelmed.
'What do I do next?..And after that?..'
"Damnit." She muttered softly to herself as she took to her own roof, and for only a few moments chose to settle there. She desperately needed to think.She planned to runaway of course, but that was the easy part..what would she do after that?
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Running through the forest just outside of Konoha's gate, her form rushing through the darkness. She moved like the wind, she may seemed to be nothing more then a shadow..or a dark apparition to the naked eye.
Her mind screamed.
She had never felt so good, she was doing something that was..bad..and yet..she didn't feel guilty! It was a great feeling, she never wanted it to end.
The headband from when she was younger, her very first forehead protector that she had gotten when she graduated from the academy. She pulled it from her pocket, and without stopping dropped it to the ground.
'Burying my past-..'
She drew a kunai from one of the many pouches around her waist, and with the sharp sound of metal-on-metal she had put a single scratch through the leaf symbol on the dark pink headband she was wearing.That kunai was then thrown to the ground.
'Creating a future..'
Her first objective was to get out of Fire country wasn't it? And she couldn't go to Suna, surely with their close alliance to Konohagakure they would have scouts out for her.
"Through Kusa...To Earth country it is then?"
'I would assume so..Either that or through Tea and into Lightening.'
'Or..We could float around Fire Country..and simply stay hidden?'
'I'm going to decide in the mourning..Until then, try to find a cave or something you numskull..' Inner Sakura 'said' sleepily.
Sakura giggled softly as she skipped up a few branches. She planned to keep running of course, for the next few miles or so at least ..there was no way she was going to get any sleep tonight anyways.
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Annou.. I plan to have it become a romance fic later.
I don't know..Help?
I'm not really planning this, I'm making it up as I go.
So.
Give me your opinion please?
I cant decide on which pairing I want v.v
Sakura x ?
I do kinda' think I want it to be an Akatsuki member though.
I'm not sure, maybe I can make up my mind if I think it over abit.
I'm thankful to all who read this!
-Tsukiba
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