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13:46 SuperJJ800: Yo dawg what crackin?
13:46 SuperJJ800: ;)
13:46 SuperJJ800: Kevin I know you're online
13:46 PKJtime21: fine
13:47 PKJtime21: what do you want me to say?
13:47 PKJtime21: hey, I forgive you for what you did?
13:47 SuperJJ800: Dude, i moved down the street!
13:47 SuperJJ800: And i visit
13:47 SuperJJ800: well take the two days it took me to get settled in, but other than that i came by today to see you and you spoke to nick and not me
13:47 PKJtime21: its not the same and you know it
13:48 SuperJJ800: Kevin, please stop doing that
13:48 SuperJJ800: I already feel guilty enough as it is
13:48 PKJtime21: good
13:49 SuperJJ800: Amber helped me pick the apartment out, the landlord is an old lady but she reminds me of grams and I think you'd like her
13:50 PKJtime21: take Nick
13:50 SuperJJ800: its a really big appartment and its in a good premisis
13:50 PKJtime21: he likes Amber
13:50 PKJtime21: so make sure she's there too
13:50 SuperJJ800: Amber didnt move in with me
13:50 SuperJJ800: wait a second Nick likes amber?
13:50 SuperJJ800: Does he know its the same girl who threw up on him?
13:50 PKJtime21: uh...yeah...it's kind of obvious, he's shit at hiding things like that
13:51 SuperJJ800: yeah, thats true
13:52 SuperJJ800: Well, i dont want to take Amber back here, if she wants to spend time with nick and visa versa ill set them up with a mall date or something.
13:52 SuperJJ800: I wanted YOU! to see the appartment area
13:52 PKJtime21: alright
13:52 PKJtime21: well no
13:52 PKJtime21: I'm not going to that hellhole
13:52 SuperJJ800: its really gorgeous over here
13:52 SuperJJ800: and...i, kinda wanted you to see what you though of the decor of the place
13:53 SuperJJ800: especially how i did it
13:53 PKJtime21: I'm sure you did just dadny
13:53 PKJtime21: dandy
13:53 SuperJJ800: --
13:54 SuperJJ800: Paul Kevin Jonas number TWO! If you dont come see it illl...UGH! (whiney) PLEEEEEEAAASSSSEEEE
13:55 SuperJJ800: KEVYYYYYY!!
13:55 SuperJJ800: Pweeeeez pweeeeezz double cherrys and whipcream with rootbeer on top?!
13:56 SuperJJ800: i have barq's rootbeeerrrrrrrr in the friiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiidge
13:57 PKJtime21: well I have rootbeer here so fuck off
13:57 SuperJJ800: Ugh
13:57 SuperJJ800: Kevin, pleaaaaaassssseee I LOVE YOUUUUUU!!
13:57 SuperJJ800: PLEASE!!
13:57 SuperJJ800: dont make me come over and beg
13:58 SuperJJ800: If you come over right now, ill tell you why I moved...
13:58 SuperJJ800: ill tel lyou everything
13:59 SuperJJ800: please, kevin...this is already hard enough as it is
13:59 PKJtime21: stop saying that you love me
13:59 PKJtime21: I'm not coming over, ok? If you want to see me so bad, my door's open...or it's not, but it isn't locked
13:59 SuperJJ800: then stop being a jerk and thining your the only one here with feelings!
14:00 PKJtime21: I lost regard for your feelings when you left, Joe
14:00 SuperJJ800: well i left because i had feelings that werent ever supposed to be there in the first place!
14:00 PKJtime21: I blantantly told you that I didn't want you to go, that I wanted you here because we all love you and you left anyways
14:00 PKJtime21: you disregarded our feelings and no I'm disregarding yours
14:01 PKJtime21: I know what it's like to have feelings you don't want and did you see me running away? No.
14:06 SuperJJ800: ...
14:06 PKJtime21: I stayed, Joe.
14:06 SuperJJ800: Kevin im suicidal
14:07 PKJtime21: And I'm so angry that I'm using proper punctuation and spelling...
14:07 PKJtime21: You know that I don't believe you, right?
14:07 PKJtime21: You've always been an attention seeker.
14:07 SuperJJ800: you were right before, when you said that I shouldnt hold things in
14:08 SuperJJ800: and im not lying Kevin, mom knows about it
14:08 PKJtime21: Then why would she let you live alone?
14:08 SuperJJ800: remember when i had my superman cap and jumped the treehouse and said i was trying to fly and i ended up breaking my arm?
14:08 SuperJJ800: i was acctually trying to kill myself
14:09 SuperJJ800: Mom didn;t want me to go, dad said I was fine, I learned to hid it from everyone, I stopped seeing that therapist that everyone called "angermanegment"
14:09 SuperJJ800: and I began relying on you to make me feel safe
14:10 SuperJJ800: you've always been there for me Kevin, but I didn;t expect everything to fall out of place
14:10 SuperJJ800: and for hurting you
14:10 SuperJJ800: and for that, i really am sorry
14:11 SuperJJ800: i know I need you, in order to live and be happy but I hate being dependant, KEv
14:11 PKJtime21: I hate that you have this power over me, but you do and I'm coming over.
14:11 SuperJJ800: I moved on my own because, I wanted to prove to myself and mom and everyone else, and you especially that im not a failure
14:12 PKJtime21: I never thought that you were a failure! The only day that you EVER disappointed me was the day you left.
14:12 SuperJJ800: Kev, please...i'm telling you now
14:12 SuperJJ800: i need you
14:13 PKJtime21: I said that I'm coming...just don't do anything stupid.
14:13 SuperJJ800: doors open
14:14 PKJtime21: Give me a few minutes and I'll be there...do you need anything?
14:14 SuperJJ800: just you
14:14 SuperJJ800: and i left the adresss, on the front table in the entrance way
14:15 PKJtime21: ok
14:15 SuperJJ800: nick said incase they needed to get ahold of me
14:15 PKJtime21: I'll be there as soon as I can, and Joe?
14:15 SuperJJ800: yeah
14:15 SuperJJ800: ?
14:15 PKJtime21: I love you.
14:15 SuperJJ800: I love you too
14:16 PKJtime21: see you soon.
14:16 SuperJJ800: k.
( PKJtime21has signed off)