Disclaimer: I don't own Wicked or Camp Rock.

I've always been the most popular girl at school.

I was "loved" by everyone (although I knew they talked about me behind their backs), and I had the most coolest mom ever. What else could you ever want?

The fact that I go to Camp Rock every summer?
The fact that I know that people are "dazzled" with me?

Or the magazines talking either about my mom or Connect 3?

I've always "had" my "friends" right beside me. They were nice, and pretty awesome to talk to...
I could be a little bit controlling (ok, fine, a lot), but overall pretty nice. I never wanted anyone to see my insecurities, so that's why I "controlled" the show.

Then Mitchie came to Camp Rock.

I never knew that she'd lie just so she could fit in. I also didn't know that she would be in my cabin, practicing with my group... I never knew that she'd practically steal Shane away from me. I guess it's mostly my fault. For being too "it" girl. For being too controlling. For wanting Shane so badly that I suspended Caitlyn and Mitchie from the Final Jam.

Earlier that day, I blamed Mitchie and Caitlyn (can you believe I was actually friends with them?) for stealing my charm bracelet, when I really had put it in the books earlier that day. They were banned from participating in the activities, until the end of Final Jam.

Which brings me back to the Final Jam. I had been "myself," and I yelled at Ella and Margaret. Well, guess what? They both quit on me and joined different groups. I was all by myself, and had to get a bunch of guys and mirrors.

My mom was at that show for the first time in 5 years. I was so happy I said, "Mom?" and had a partly good performance. All until she took out her phone.

That was my breaking point. I guess my "come on" was for her, because I was tired of her always answering her phone. Wanting to get away from my performance, which she was there to support me. Not to get another call.

I had had it by then. I ran off the stage, and that was when the tears came.

That was also when I realized that:

1. Mitchie was a lot nicer than I ever had been. I guess that's why Shane likes her.

2. I was never going to get Shane, no matter what I did.

3. I had been too controlling, and needed to stop being that way.

After the Final Jam, when all of my tears were gone, I apologized to Margaret and Ella for being too controlling. I also confessed to the head that Mitchie and Caitlyn hadn't stolen my bracelet; I had hid it under the books, and pretended that they had stolen it.

After doing all that, I felt better. Even though I had been too controlling, and had lost my friends, I still had a good summer. I think I'll come back a new person. I won't be as mean as I was this summer. I will be a nice person to be with, and I'll totally work on my attitude.

I've officially been changed "for good," just like Elphaba and Glinda had been changed by their friendship in the musical Wicked.