I'm so mad at myself and I'd like to apologize about chapter3 because I was in such a rush I hadn't the time to go back and read it for typos, spelling errors, or grammar mishaps and I didn't even title the chapter, jeez I feel so bad. The title for chapter3 is, "Who's there? Show yourself!" eek! I'll try better next time.

Read this before you continue!!!
Alright this chapter has some adult themes at the beginning well if you read it you'll understand why, but it doesn't last long so if a mention of a really-hot-guy crushing on a really-beautiful-girl letting his mind get the better of him isn't your cup of tea skip the second paragraph, after the italicized sentence.

Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter.

Ch4-Changes and Realization

"Who's there? Show yourself!"

He looked at her and smiled he had put a spell on himself to make him invisible. He stared at her, her beautiful eyes piercing like daggers through him. He loved the look on her made her look…devilishly hot. She was gorgeous he hadn't noticed it before she always hid under her heavy cloaks and baggy school uniforms, behind that bushy head of hair, and her pretty face was always stuck to a book. He knew he couldn't reveal himself his eyes were coated with lust for her and she couldn't know about that.

Damn, get a hold of yourself Draco.

He had to admit no girl had turned him on like this since well he couldn't imagine any other time. He had this sudden urge to go over to her and crush their lips together or toy with her a bit while he was still invisible to try and make known to her what pleasure in his book really meant. Great, now he was going to be waddling around like a penguin the rest of the day.

"I'm warning you show your face or-" she began.

"Or what?" he asked using a voice dripping with desire.

He mindlessly shook his head before clearing his throat.

Get a grip you idiot don't let the mudblood know you want her…oh but I want her. Nng.

"I'll hex you."

"Is that the best you can do Granger." He whispered a few incoherent words and the spell was lifted.

He watched as her wand dropped from her hand and her eyes pop and her mouth form a silent O. It was a pen drop silence the only thing he could hear was her wand thudding to the floor and watched as it rolled under a piece of furniture. He took a step towards her and she took a step back. This motion was repeated until her back hit the back wall. He was so close to her he could hear her breathe and smell a hint of roses from her perfume or shampoo. His wandered looked her up and down and were pleased at what he saw. The moments passed by long enough for her to recover herself.

"Malfoy, what the hell are you doing here?"

"Why, Miss Granger who knew you had such a foul mouth." He said with a smile.

"Answer the bloody question." She demanded stepping closer to him.

She was picking up her nerve and he sensed that she was never one to take him lightly. After all he was weary about her after she hit him third year, he was cautious.

"Just curious is all Granger." He wasn't about to tell her everything.

"About?" she demanded inching her way forward until her back was no longer touching the wall rather her front was an inch away from touching him.

Think of a nasty remark.

But he couldn't his mind was completely drawn blank he was taken away by her. This wasn't the Granger he knew this was someone else entirely and he wanted to know why.

He closed the gap between them and snaked his right arm around her waist pulling her closer to him as if it were possible. Her hands went straight to his chest palm down like she was going to push him away at any time, but she didn't. Her eyes looked deep into his searching for a reason for all of this. His smile faded and he leaned down to her bringing his lips ever so closer to hers and she in return unknowingly leaned forward. He brought his lips down as she closed her eyes and lightly brushed her rose colored lips with his own.

She leaned in slightly to capture his lips, but instead she fell forwards face first onto the ground.

THUD.

His back was to her and his smile broadened as he heard her fall to the floor.

"Come on now Granger you really didn't believe that I would kiss you, did you?" and he stalked away laughing leaving her there on the floor.

He was down the hall before he stopped laughing and took the smile off of his face. He was feeling something he hadn't felt before and he couldn't quite place it either. He had made fun of her before and played cruel tricks on her, but never had he felt as he did now. He felt…guilty. That wasn't feasible for him, no not at all. He had never felt this way after he humiliated anyone. It cut through him like sharp kitchen knives piercing only his heart.

He pulled himself to over to the wall and gripped his stomach, he felt sick. He hunched over before falling to his knees on the floor.

…w-what the hell…

"Come on now Malfoy you really didn't believe that I would let you get away with that did you?"

He mustered up the strength he had at that moment feverishly trying not to retch to stare into the cold eyes of Granger. There was no smile on her face no emotion there either just…he couldn't place it something was wrong with her.

Her wand was till pointed at him and she walked closer to thrust the tip of her wand to his neck which he knew would later leave a bruise on his delicately fair skin. For the first time he realized her as his equal.

"Oh come now Granger… if you w-were this capable of…nng…defending yourself since first year. W-why haven't you been u-using th-this power…against m-me?" he fought terribly the urge to puke and fought back the pain which was torturing him.

She let down her wand and the spell was released and he let out a sigh.

"What the hell kind of spell was that Granger?"

"It was all in your mind."

And what the hell did that mean?

She turned on her heel and stalked away furious and disappeared down a hallway.

Draco lifted himself up with the support of the wall and thought there for minutes pondering what had just taken place. He heard voices and straightened up and walked as smoothly as he could down the hall shouting insults to the pacing Ravenclaws.

She couldn't explain what was happening he was holding her. Draco Malfoy was holding Hermione Granger of all people. Inching his way forward to…to…

She was falling face first to the floor and just in time pushed her hands in front of herself to brace for the clash with the floor.

"Come on now Granger you really didn't believe that I would kiss you, did you?"

That little pompous piece of….I'm going to get him for this.

It took her a second to compose herself and she went searching for her want.

"Oh dammit all, Accio wand."

Her hand clasped around her wand and she strutted out the portrait with such determination it scared her. She was through being pushed around by everyone, her mother, her bosses, and by him now too. It was unacceptable. She could feel the hatred course through her body. As if the hatred was blood for a vampire. She could feel it mixed with anger run through her veins and knew why vampires loved human blood so much. She understood why they needed it and why they needed a solution to it. She rolled her head around stretching her neck before spotting Malfoy. He looked so innocent at that moment that she faltered for a few passing moments before lifting her wand and whispering a spell. She watched as he hunched over sick.

This unique spell didn't torture you physically, but mentally much like the Forbidden Curse it just wasn't forbidden and its affects weren't lasting. She just needed to point her wand at him all the while and once she let it down the connection would be broken. This particular spell made one live their worst nightmare which she wondered what was his.

She thought of what to say and decided to reiterate what he had said just change it up a tad.

"Come on now Malfoy you really didn't believe that I would let you get away with that did you?"

She could sense in herself what she might look like, a death eater perhaps or a dementor cold enough to freeze a person forever. He looked her dead in the eye defiant unafraid and yet different and she couldn't quite place it. She walked over and pushed her wand to his neck not meaning for it to come out so rough.

"Oh come now Granger… if you w-were this capable of…nng…defending yourself since first year. W-why haven't you been u-using th-this power…against m-me?"

Internally part of her was screaming that this wasn't right it wasn't her and to just let it go, but the other side of her was screaming just as loudly and was enjoying this taking pleasure in his agony. She was disgusted with herself and ultimately she broke the spell and turned away from him tears springing to her eyes.

What am I doing?

"What the hell kind of spell was that Granger?"

She grew up what little confidence she had left and whispered a few words trying hard not to let out a sob or to let her voice crack.

"It was all in your mind."

That was it she walked away hurriedly rushing to get away, crying harder with every step she took, and she turned the corner and ran into the girl's bathroom. She opened the stall, closed it behind her sobbing like crazy. She knelt down beside the toilet and retched.