Author's Note: I know I haven't updated my other fics, but I'm working on the fourth chapter of Yakusoku, honestly! As far Kamikaze.. well, let's just say its a serious case of writers block. oO For now, I hope all Shugo Chara fans within my Naruto fandom readers would enjoy this short oneshot. I personally like Utau.. and feel bad for her.

Disclaimer: I do not own Shugo Chara

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Utau would never admit it to him.

He knew that she crushed on her, something that crosses plain old puppy crush.

Yet she knew herself, even though she exclaimed the very opposite clearly, said crush barely boarderlined love.

She watched from afar, staring into the night sky that glistened with stars.

She blinked away the tears daring to roll down her eyes before slowly looking down at the glowing amusement park.

Said amusement park where Ikuto use to bring her on a "date" when they were little.

Now, all thoughts of her were replaced with Hinamori Amu in his head.

She hated her for that, she loathed Hinamori Amu with a passion. Yet she envied her in the same way for the same reasons.

The way she stole Ikuto's attention.

The way she was able to bring forth emotion into his eyes and expression onto his face.

The way she had Ikuto love her and in her unskilled fingers.

Utau's jaw tightened as she clenched her hand, those tears she tried so hard to hold back rolled down her cheeks before with a drip, and hit the cool railing.

She watched as Hinamori Amu was able to get Ikuto onto the rides with her, the way she was able to get him to smile.

Utau was certain, certain that although her crush for her brother was barely boarderline love, that she did indeed love Ikuto more than Amu do and ever will.

She watched every emotion that flashed in his eyes, the emotion that use to only be displayed to her and only her. Now instead of sharing it, it was stolen from her, by Hinamori Amu.

The brother she loved was wholly stolen from her eruptenly, taking her by surprise when her guard was down.

Utau narrowed her eyes dangerously, hatred and envy flashing in her own eyes as Iru and Eru only watched her with a sad look.

"I don't need your pity!" she yelled, as if knowing how they felt. The two Shugo Charas flinched before retreating back to their eggs that hung from the chain around her waist.

Utau gritted her teeth before tearing her eyes away, unable to take the sight.

But the moment she did was when Ikuto pulled Hinamori Amu into a surprised hug.

And when Utau, weakened and unstable, turned around again, unable to take the fact that she left Ikuto unsupervised for even a mere moment, all she saw was darkness.

Darkness from the engine that emptied of its energy, the memories that would soon fade from her brother's mind but stay burnt in her own like it happened yesterday, taunting her every second of her life.

Yet for him, it only meant more room for new memories, of Hinamori Amu and himself.

As she watched from a distance, Ikuto lifting Amu up bridal style to bring her home, her heart beated in pain.

She reached up her hand to her heart and closed her eyes, tears streaming down freely as her scarf slightly waved in the wind.

A soft, "Onii-chan." carried off with it.

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Author's note: So yea, hoped you liked that. Once again, I must say and declare to all, I am an Utau-supporter. I personally... dont really like Amu so much. Kill me if you want to, hate me if you want to. But this is the only story I do not want flamed.