Okay, guys, so before this story I did a few IM stories, but I deleted one of them. Anyway, now I'm trying what some people call "real writing" (but what do they know?). Whatever. Anyway, here goes: if you hate it, please tell me and be honest, and I won't write anymore and stick to one-shots and AIMs, or tell me how to make it better. But please, be brutally honest.
Life sucks. And then you die. Yeah, I should be so lucky.That's what Jake said to me the last time I saw him, which was over a month ago. He's mad at me because he's in love with me and I chose Edward. I tried apologizing to him, but it's no use. He's as stubborn as, well, me. I really do love Jake, but like a brother, not…like how he feels. But I do feel that way about Edward.
Ok, now let me tell you about Edward. He is GORGEOUS! He has bronze-colored hair that turns black when it's wet, and the most deep and thoughtful green eyes. And his lips, oh is lips! Fuller than the full moon and oh so soft! When he kisses me, oh, I just melt. But, kissing him isn't all I do (though sometimes I think of it as a possibility), he does stuff with me, not like some guys who want to make out all the time. We go to Port Angeles, I watch his family play baseball, and he evens gets along with Charlie, my dad, which just makes him even MORE perfect, were that even possible.
Anyway, after Jake left, I cried all night, in Edward's arms. He was my very best friend in the whole wide world. But after he finished his car, he just chewed me out and then left. I remember when we used to work on his car together. Or, rather, he would fix his car and I would just talk to him. Either way, we used to have fun. Not anymore. Seth says that he's in Canada. Seth is one of Jake's friends down in La Push, which is only about ten minutes south of Forks, Washington, my town of residence since I was expelled from boarding school when I was fourteen and then y mom sent me off to live here. That is another story for another time. But I'll start from the time when I got here, three years ago…