So what did you guys think?? I really want to know, is my writing any good? Was it a good POV or did anyone have any other ideas of what happened.? I think I might do a few BPOV from after Breaking dawn, im not sure. Anyway here is the next chapter....
"I don't understand you, Edward," Aro replied, while releasing my hand, he was confused, his mind was doing overtime.
He wants to die, because of a human girl, intriging, but we couldn't let him go just like that he would be so...useful.
"Yes, I am positive, I want this, I told Bella that, I wouldn't live without her and...Im not going to you don't realise how hard these couple of hours have been since I found out that, her heart has stopped beating, and that I have lost her...forever. Surely you can feel my pain. I cant live in this world any longer." I was answering his thoughts, but adding more information, why couldn't he understand.
"You could be so useful to us," He looked around towards Marcus and Caius, "Brothers, can you see this? Killing our friend here, would be...wasteful, he could do such wonders to help us."
"You really aren't listening are you," I shouted at them, a view of the guard behind Aro shifted forward, " I want to die, I cannot live another day, with...with this pain. You spend your lives killing all these innocent humans to feed your need and yet, you won't help a friend out with the one thing that he truly wants now."
"No," Aro answered.
"Ridiculous," I looked around for something to throw, to release my anger, but came up with nothing.
So, I turned and walked, I needed so hunt so badly at this time and it would be the first thing I would set my eyes on in the square, I couldn't give a damn what they thought behind me.
I don't think that would be a good idea, someone called out in their thoughts, as I stormed out of the chamber.
I turned round to see Felix, and tuned into what he was thinking.
I think, if I had been doing what you have over the past few months, and just found all that you have. Now, I would just want to hunt. I nodded at what he was thinking, he smiled.
I would want to stoop lower than those who have turned me down, I nodded again but looked confused at Felix.
Don't do it though, you will hurt far to many people that you love, I can't read minds and dont have any special gifts, but I have a feeling. At this I was confused more.
"Felix, your part of the Volturi, its your job not to care what others think or feel, you couldn't give a damn whether a human has been killed or not, all you care about is, is whether it was you, who killed them."
"Your right Edward, I couldn't give a damn about humans, but is it really worth it, you killing another innocent human, against Carlisle...and your ethics, just to make you feel better and to torment my masters?"
"All of you are absolutely unbelievable," if I could of cried I think, I would be by now, no-one could understand my feelings and what i wanted most in the world right now.
"I'm going to hunt, your way or my way...I really don't care what anyone thinks," and with that, I stormed off again, people couldn't stop me this time, I was leaving this building.
What the fuck was I going to do.
If I went after a human, the Volturi would, most definatly come after me and I don't think it would be a fast kill somehow, Carlisle and my family would not be happy with me about it, and I am not even sure, after all this time a human would taste that good to me. While these thoughts where going around my head I had walked out of the building which could have easily been mistaken as a posh hotel or office block, but still in keeping with the cities charms.
Outside, the day had just started, it was calm and I think it would be a nice, if I could go out side while it was sunny.
At that thought, all I could think of was, Bella's reaction when she first saw me in the sun, was amazing, breathtaking and the way she acted around me was astounding, she just didn't car what I was. I loved her, I missed her, it was hard to think this way, I think it was just hitting me properly now. If, Bella was here right now and knew what I was thinking of hunting, she wouldn't be happy either would she? No, even though she hated me going away hunting, she would be even madder if I went after a human, even when she wasn't around at all. No, I couldn't hurt so many people I loved, especially Carlisle, all at once with one swift movement. With that decision, finally made, I got up off the bench I had sat at and moved towards a gate, in the walls of the city to escape.
I ran for miles and drinking until I couldn't take much more, still thinking how I was going to end this. I could follow through with one of my earlier ideas, maybe not the killing spree though. I want to think of something different, something that would be ideal for me, and now I was going to head the same way as she was. Well she always had hopes, that I would. I think this spree should be related to her.
What did she like the most about me? Was it my intoxicating smell? Those Golden eyes? The fact that my coldness made her body tingle? No, it wasn't any of those, I think it would have to be the way I looked in sunlight!
Her face and her movements, when she saw me was, amazing, beyond amazing. That's It!
Today, is going to be a stunning day, with loads of sunshine, so bright. I'm going to step out into the sunlight. The Volturi, won't know what has hit them, they won't know how to react. I had started walking back to the city now, the sun was not yet out but I could see it would come out soon. Cars had started to crawl around, the walls around the city like caterpillars, which made me realise that it was St Marcus's Day. Even better, more audience.
I just thought Felix, might have a little bit of a heart, if you get what I mean. I have to say personally, its really hard to to write this through edwards eyes, well anyway at the moment, when bella is nowhere to be seen. reviews please