Of animals and exorcists: Confession
Warnings: last chappie, Yullen confession, Yullen love
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Last chappie for this fic! Enjoy! XD
"Che, moyashi," Kanda glanced at Allen, "You sure eat a lot for your size."
"Itsh Allen…" Allen glared at Kanda as he swallowed down his food, " I can't help that I have a parastetic innocence…and I'm not sort!" Allen sat up a little more straighter as he said that finishing up his dinner.
"Hnn…" Kanda had to suppress a grin, "just hurry up."
"…" Allen went back to his train of thoughts.
They had been through quite a lot during the past few days…and worst still Allen kept having weird feelings towards Kanda.
Happy, excited, addicted…Allen didn't know how to describe it…
'Is it love?' He had asked himself before, and he still didn't know if it was now or not.
But he knew it had something to do with Kanda…how he liked him and was becoming dear to him.
He knew that Kanda was becoming a precious person to him and he knew that he might love Kanda too…but did he love him back?
Allen decided that the day was taking too much of a toll on him as he wiped his mouth clean and headed back to the room with Kanda in silence.
Kanda was all muddled up.
He had been taking notice of Allen every moment now.
Kanda had observed every little action of his and was realizing how important Allen was to him now.
He realized with a pang of sadness that they wouldn't be able to last this way forever.
'The Earl…death was everywhere…' Kanda thought, 'we won't be able to escape death someday…'
Kanda wanted to laugh at himself. Who would have expected that he would fall in love?
And the moyashi of all people too…and it was only these few hours that he had realized it, and now he was thinking if they would separate.
He wanted to stay with Allen forever…but he knew it wasn't possible…
Another thought came up in his mind, 'Does Allen love me?'
Kanda realized he never really asked the moyashi that yet.
'He did say he like me…'
But Allen practically liked everyone in the whole Black Order…
Then Kanda realized what he would have to do.
He would have to confess to Allen.
Allen and Kanda were heading towards the room.
Kanda composed himself.
'I managed to ask him if he liked me…so it should be no problem asking if he loves me…' Kanda reasoned with himself as he looked at the moyashi.
"Moyashi…" Kanda looked at Allen, "I…"
Kanda's imagination ran wild.
"Moyashi…d-do you love me?" Kanda said as he held Allen's hands.
"H-hai!" Allen replied with tears of joy in his eyes.
The couple walked hand in hand happily ever after.
"Kanda? Oi, Kanda?" Allen waved his hand in front of the dazed looking samurai.
"Are you okay?"
"Hnn...?" Kanda snapped back into reality, "Yeah…"
"Okay…" Allen looked at the his companion with concern, "so what were you saying Kanda?"
"Uhh, I was just saying that I'm going to sleep as soon as se clean up…it has been a long day…" Kanda gave Allen what he thought was a logical answer.
"Umm…okay…tell me if you're not feeling well…okay Kanda?"
"Che, you are really becoming a nanny moyashi."
Allen pouted, "Its Allen you BaKanda!"
Kanda swear that he would never confess in that way to Allen…it was too mushy…
He would use the old, pen and paper way instead.
"Oi…moyashi…moyashi…?" Kanda whispered in the darkness.
There was silence.
The finder had already gone back to his own room too.
Which meant that Kanda was the only one awake in this room now…
He got out of the bed making as little movement as possible trying not to wake Allen.
However, Allen did not even do so much as to stir in his sleep.
'Che…he must have been really tired…' Kanda thought as he fought down the urge to ruffle Allen's hair.
He had work to be done.
With that thought in mind, Kanda drew back the curtains of the window a little and began to write by the moonlight.
Neither did he knew he was being watched as he scribbled furiously trying to make his handwriting as neat as possible and choosing the words he would dare to say.
It was his first confession and he wanted it to be a memorable one…it would probably be his only one too.
She sat down on the roof as she observed the samurai.
She smiled at the love she had helped to ignite…it was the least she could do now.
Allen woke to the bright glare of the sun.
Bright glare? Allen sat straight up as he noticed that the curtains were drawn.
As soon as he had noticed that he realized that Kanda was missing.
Did the akuma come here? Allen wondered, but it wouldn't have been possible since his left eye would have activated if they did arrive.
He decided to see if he could find any clues to what had happened.
However , before he had even stepped out of bed, he found the floor was littered with pieces of paper. He picked one up,
Allen…I know this might sound weird…but I noticed that I had been feeling something towards you these few days…it's more than like…
I think I-
The rest of the sentence had been cancelled out and it was hard to make out what the words were…but Allen felt his heart flutter in excitement.
He picked another one from the floor,
Moyashi,
I don't know why but I think that I have fallen in-
The sentence ended there and Allen grinned. He could almost confirm what the person was trying to say to him now…and more importantly…he knew who had wrote these.
"Kanda…"Allen whispered as he grinned, walking over to the sleeping figure slumped at the side of the window.
He laughed as he noticed that Kanda was actually making a soft snoring sort of noise that would have gone by unnoticed if you weren't close enough to hear it.
He looked to see a pen still held in his hand and a piece of paper he was holding in his fingers.
Allen peered curiously at the piece of paper and decided to take the risk of waking Kanda to find out what was written in there.
He gently pried Kanda's fingers loose from the paper and read it.
The words seem to make his world spin around and his heart burst from the adrenaline rush.
Moyashi…I really love you.
It was true…Allen thought as he pinched himself to see if it was all a dream.
He could imagine Kanda the great samurai now…sitting by the window, che-ing and shaking his head. Trying to write his confession to Allen by the moonlight.
Allen felt as though as it wasn't reality…how Kanda wrote almost a hundred ways of confessing to him, all of them littered on the floor.
But Allen decided even if it was all a dream…he would rather he never wake up from it.
Kanda groaned as he woke up to the glare of the morning sun.
'What time is it…' Kanda wondered as he sat up.
Then he remembered.
He had been writing his confession to Allen.
But the floor was clean with no sign of any of the confessions he had written last night.
Then he noticed that his pen was gone too, leaving the last confession he had written still in his hands. He opened it…a smile slowly became a sound of laughter.
BaKanda…I love you a lot too…-insert Allen's drawing of a heart-
He felt like he was free of all worries… as if an invisible burden that was placed upon him had been lifted…he felt like anything was possible he felt truly happy.
He laughed again at the Allen's weird drawing that somewhat resembled a heart.
"Kanda…?" Allen looked into the room to the sound of Kanda's laughter.
"Moyashi…" Kanda couldn't suppress his grin any longer, "your drawings make no sense at all compared to general Thiedoll, and that already doesn't make any sense in the first place."
Allen pouted as he tried to think of a retort, "Kanda…"
"Hnn…?" Kanda looked where Allen was pointing.
"It's you…"
There was a warm glow of green light as the shape of a girl formed slowly.
"I'm glad I could help you two…" she giggled.
"Help? What help?" Allen asked.
"The cat was I as you know…I had the crab, the hornets all ready for action."
"So you're the innocence's host…we're taking you back to the Order."
She shaked her head sadly, "I can't"
"Why not?" Allen looked at the girl which had managed to help him find Kanda, his lover now, "there's nothing keeping you here…is there?"
"I lost the one I loved long ago…and I'm no human or host…"
Kanda frowned as he indicated for her to continue.
"I can take the form of either a cat or this girl form…I'm a innocence with a will of it's own."
"Will of it's own?!" Allen thought nothing could have surprised him anymore after Kanda's confession, but he was proved wrong.
She smiled sadly, "I was trapped in the body of a cat…and I got adopted by this orphan girl…"
She glowed green for a while.
"She was quite annoying…" she laughed, "but she loved me…I was her only companion you see…and as time passed I grew to love her too…I grew to love this world of love and relationships…"
She glanced towards Allen, "All innocence have a will of their own you know…except mine grew too strong…almost as strong as you humans…so I developed feelings…I learned to love…"
"What happened to her…" Kanda could roughly guess what had happen.
"The Earl was naturally interested in me and sent akuma after me…she died protecting me.."
"But the Earl would have destroyed you…"
"And he did…all that's left is the very core of me now…the core containing my will."
"You can come back with us…we will protect you and find you a suitable host…" Allen suggested.
"I'm already fading out of existence…I cannot last any longer…"
"Why…why did you help us?"
"In this time of war…love is the best remedy…it can lead to despair and hate…but it can drive them away too…"
"Thank you…"
She smiled as she looked at the exorcist couple.
It was time….her will had been completed.
It happened barely a second later.
All that was left to prove that she was there were only the small pile of dust at the feet of Allen.
Kanda knew very well what she was trying to say…he knew that his time with Allen was limited…he would treasure every moment he could have with him.
"Kanda! We're going to be late!" Allen cried as they leapt onto the train just before it left.
"Che, blame it on your short legs moyashi."
"It's Allen Walker, BaKanda."
The finder sighed as the familiar quarrels of the couple were heard again.
But now, both of them knew it would probably be a long time before they could have such a time like this again…so they weren't going to waste it.
Heh…this was one of my most crappiest fics actually…so I was rather shocked at the reviews I got, but thank you dearest reviewers! Once again, happy belated birthday to Mizu1411. May yullen rule the world! :D