This is quite an old piece which I wrote to my English class.
Disclaimer: In my dreams…
It's dark. Darker now that you're gone. All the light from my life left with you. Are you happy now? Leaving me behind like this. I'm not. I'm alone in the darkness and there's no one to save me.
They say I'm crazy. Some of the most daring ones blame me for your death. But you know me. You are the only one who does. Well, I've changed. I'm colder now and it's impossible for me to laugh. What did you expect? I can't be happy without you.
I remember your laugh. I heard it rarely, but I loved it. That must have been one of the most beautiful sounds on the Earth. Now it's deathly silent. Luckily, I found a girl who plays the harp. The music sounds like you, but it can never be you.
My friends fear me. I've heard them talking. They would like me to retire from my position as the King. I need spiritual help, they say. I know what I need. You. The first time you can't come back, I need you like nothing else in this rotten world.
You told me why you had to die. I wish I had confessed my feelings sooner. Now my heart is crying with unshed tears whereas my eyes are dry. If only we had more time to share our hearts.
If only I could turn back time. I should have died in your place. Everyone loved you. I was always feared. People don't even need me anymore. I wasn't such a good king.
The edge of the sword glistens in the moonlight. I'm thinking of you. It would be so easy, ending my life like this. I know it wouldn't matter. I cannot go there where you are. I'll break our promise: "I'll go wherever you will go." I can never get into heaven with you.
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