I walked through, slowly, looking around shelves trying to find Ron. He had to be here somewhere. I could hear Malfoy, thinking. He was annoying me, with death threats towards Ron. I was walking on tip toes, trying to be as quiet as possible. Then I felt a hand on my shoulder, and as an instinct, I elbowed, the figure. It fell in pain and I immediately knew it was Malfoy.

"What the fuck Granger?" He moaned out as he rubbed his stomach.

"Sorry" I said half heartedly.

"Were did you learn that?" He asked as he walked a fair distance behind me.

"I'm not some damsel in distress Malfoy, I do know how to defend myself without a wand" I said bitterly, unlike someone I thought. I knew he heard me. We were following a ghost trail now. On wasn't here anymore. The noise had been gone for a while now. What did he do? He couldn't have just wanted to check upon us. I looked behind me and saw that Malfoy had once again disappeared. I was getting tired again. I hadn't slept properly and I was getting grumpy. It must be early morning. I gave up once again and went back to where I was with Malfoy. I waited for him to come back. He did with no hurry, and we found ourselves still confused from the dealer's visit.

"There has to be a trap or something, anything" Malfoy reasoned with himself, his back turned to me. I rolled my eyes and stared at the ceiling. It was so pretty. But it was just a ceiling. How delightful. I could hear him blabbering on, I wasn't paying attention though. Then something hit me. The library always opened early, the ghosts requested it, and so they could see the portraits who happened to be friends. And as if on que we could hear the ghosts arrive. The library doors opened and I and Malfoy hid behind one of the tables. We didn't want to be seen with each other. Malfoy nudged me, rather hard. I got up and headed to the door, gracefully. I walked past the ghosts and they stared at me in shock.

"Oh" A few muttered quietly. I walked out. Then I heard an "OH" from inside. Malfoy came past me and headed to his dorm. I did the same, I needed sleep. I got to the dorm in one piece and went straight to my bed. I collapsed on it. I looked at my watch. Almost 6 am. I nodded to myself and allowed my eyes to close.

"Hermione wake up, were getting our wands back" I heard Harry yell as he barged in. I opened my eyes slowly. "C'mon" He said as he ran out. I looked at my watch. 6: 15 am. I groaned. Why me? I got up, got changed and headed down. I would need a lot of sugar today. I followed the crowd and saw Harry and Ron.

"Ron" I almost yelled. Harry and Ron looked at me, looking confused. I had to keep myself calm. I got my wand from Harry, "Can I talk to you alone Ron? I asked.

He nodded as we walked over away from Harry.

"What are you doing?" I whispered, well aware that people were around us.

"What are you talking about?" He asked. Oh very good Ron, if I didn't know any better I would believe you, I thought.

"You know what I'm talking about you stupid dealer, get out of Ron's body and leave us alone" I whispered harshly.

"What is a dealer and who is us?" He asked now.

"Just stop" I said angrily as I walked off. I had my wand now, so if he did it again, I wouldn't hesitate in blowing him up. Ron went back to Harry, looking confused. I went to breakfast, and had Juice. Three cups to be exact and a sip of my fourth, which I didn't finish. Juice had a lot of sugar. On top of that I ate a lot too...

From that day, I stopped running into Malfoy, mostly staying in my dorm and eating there. I began to practice how to gain self control over the urges. Malfoy had almost mastered it, and was giving me tips, through thought. I knew that when I ran into him I wouldn't feel a need to screw him. Ron stopped talking to me completely and the dealer, who was in Ron, wasn't bothering me. It had been a month since the carriage incident. That meant there was roughly a month and a bit, before the rest of the students got back, we would sit for our final exams and be done with school.

I wrote to home, and told them the usual, I left out the part that I was a wolf's mate. I wouldn't tell them that. Malfoy had gone "missing" during the full moon. That night was the only night I felt safe enough to walk through the schools. Malfoy was working with Snape at the current time. Snape was creating the wolf bane potion, in order to give Malfoy some extra control. He also told Snape about me. He didn't take it so well. Not the fact that I was Malfoy's mate, but that it took so long for Malfoy to tell him. He also had potions delivered to me through mail. I refused to see him, it was embarrassing and awkward. So he instead sent them to me, with a note with instructions. So since I've been taking the potion, gaining extra protection, against my urges. But today was different. I received a note with a warning. It wasn't from Snape. It was a simple letter, "reminding" me that I didn't have long to have sex with Malfoy, and that if I kept postponing it, we would both surely die. I scrunched it up. I was willing to take my chances. I felt so much stronger and decided I would head over to Hogsmede. Then I had another idea. Maybe I would fly today? I mean, I haven't done it in so long; it would be great to experience it again. I would have to put my fear behind me. I mean I fell, so what? I had to try again. Maybe I could fly to Hogsmede or to the lake. The lake sounded better. I went and got dressed appropriately. When I was ready I headed to the take off station. I grabbed a school broom and just held it in my hand.

What could go wrong?

The end is near my fellow readers... on a more positive note, thankyou for the reviews, and if I want to be extra nice, I might just post another chapter or two today, maybe.... Also any ideas for another story? Let me know please. I want to write things that are different, not done 100 times before, so if you want something different let me know your ideas!!!

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