This is my first fan fic so please easy on the flames. I thought to just give a shot at it and tell me if you like.
Disclaimer; characters are not mine they all belong to the amazing stephenie meyer.
~TeReZA~
Hunting is fun. Much better then eating whatever grandpa was having for dinner…… probably fish. I wrinkled my nose at the thought, I loathed fish. Of all the stinky foods on the planet Charlie chooses to be in love with fish. It's not that I don't like the taste fish just has the most unappealing smell but of course that doest bother Charlie. Yes hunting is much better.
I had spent the entire day with Charlie fishing. Charlie seemed oddly interested about how school was going, but as usual school was an un-happening place so the conversation eventually died down. And there we sat for the rest of the after noon engrossed in our own thoughts.
The only interruption to our silence was when I would occasionally spot a steel-head and tell Charlie to get ready. He advised me to take up fishing that I had a talent for it. I retorted it was only because I had good vision and could actually see the fish. Carlisle was going to be happy about my comment because he has been trying to get Charlie to wear glasses for the past three weeks. Of course Charlie was having none of it no matter what Carlisle said.
I chuckled at the memory as I pounced at an unsuspecting deer. When I was finished I was still thirsty. I wandered off in a different direction, seeking a deer a little bit bigger then I had just gotten.
The wind blew and I got the scent of a herd of deer slightly east of where I was going I turned a started running. The wind blew again the scent I got this time was familiar.
"Jacob don't think I don't know your there so don't even try to sneak up on me." I could hear him next to me now.
"Hello Jacob." I said when he came into view.
"what-cha up to?" I looked at him for an answer.
He smiled and nodded towards the scent of the deer in a clearing about ¼ of a mile from where we were.
"Same." I answered smiling sardonically.
"So you being here had nothing to do with creeping up on me and scaring me half to death?"
I rolled my eyes already knowing the answer; I looked in his direction reading his expression.
His eyes had mock innocence on them and I swear there was a mischievous grin on his wolfyface. I shook my head but couldn't keep from smiling. I looked at him from the corner of my eye.
"You did not almost get me this time, far from it." he chuckled knowing I was right. But I could tell he was scheming again, not giving up that easy.
"You're never going to get me Jacob" of course he shook his head doubting the truth in my words.
"Jacob, the results of your past antics are all in my favor your not gonna get me."
This was the last of the conversation because we had made it to the clearing. There were about 30 deer. I got into position to get biggest one but of course Jacob would go for it too. I got into different position obviously confusing Jacob. I took his split second distraction to hurl a rock at a tree at the other side of the clearing. This, as I intended scared the deer. They all started running right past me. I waited for the right moment, when my deer was in sight my muscles tensed, next thing I new I was in the air angling myself in the right position to break its neck. This way it doesnt even know what happens. I pushed the deer out of the way of the stampede and with a simple flick of my arm broke its neck.
I stood up with a smug expression to see what Jacob has accomplished. It surprised me that he hadn't attacked yet, but it would only be a second before the rest of the deer were gone. He attacked the third to last deer. At first I didn't know why but then just as he was leaping to get it I saw its mangled foot a realized that Jacob felt the need to release it out of its pain. I kept my smug expression because I new Jacob wouldn't want me to make a big deal out of it.
Nobody understands how I am able to communicate with Jake so well when he is in wolf form. We have our own private conversations all the time. This of course drives Emmet in particular insane when we play football and it's me, Jacob Edward and Emmet on a team and he doesn't know the game plan until I show him. I rolled my eyes at the thought but couldn't keep from laughing under my breathe. Jacob looked up at me and cocked his eyebrow. I put my hand on his arm and showed him what I was remembering. He had to chuckle too because the expression on Emmet's face is that of a 5 year old boy who is last in line to get ice cream.
Abandoning what was left of our meals we jogged towards Charlie's. Even though we were jogging at a pretty slow paced the trees passed by us quickly. I noticed that Jacob was slowing down, as I looked over he cocked his head to the side and I nodded
"Ill wait" I said as I came to a slow stop. I leaned against the tree listening to the animals rustle around around me. I felt the cool breeze coming from the ocean, I turned to face it. It felt nice on my hot skin.
I turned around knowing that Jacob was back, only this time in human form. He had a Jacob-ish smile on his face his black eyes gleaming with a kind sort of mischief. He cut his hair, It stood up on his head instead of flowing down to his shoulders, I guess it was getting to hot for his winter do. I smiled back at him.
"How does it feel to be human?" I asked teasingly he smiled I response.
"How's the pack?" I asked because I was oddly behind on pack updates because of school.
"Leah has taken a vow of silence on me because I beat her in a race to the beach yesterday" I laughed knowing that this really would piss her off
"How about Seth?" I asked,
"Seth? I don't know how but some how someone got him to want to go to school next year."I smiled triumphantly of course Jacob had known its been my personal goal to convince Seth to go to school. Jacob of course wont admit I'm better at dealing with Seth's teenager-ness then he himself the big the amazing pack leader.
"Good for Seth" I said as I smiled smugly.
" How's your school?" he asked.
" I don't know spring fling is next Friday and I don't really feel like going but I had to decline both Andrew and Spencer's very kind offers to take me" I rolled my eyes as I said this glumly. Jacob laughed.
I shot a glare his direction and added
"Alice said that Jason is gonna ask me tomorrow." Jacob cocked an eyebrow looked at me oddly and said
"And you're going to say……" I had to roll my eyes again because Jacob knows I'm not interested in any silly boys in Forks.
"What do you think I'm gonna do take his hand and go skipping into the sunset?" he snorted but said nothing. I looked at him questioningly.
"What are you going to do next weekend then?" He asked after a very long pause.
I thought about it I did have some pretty good options….. shopping with Alice……no we went two weeks ago….maybe go to a football game with Emmet……he said something about Rosalie not wanting him to go to another game for three next……… Bella and Edward were still at Stanford until the end of May……….. Well Rosalie might have something we could do on the cars……but I decided that I didn't want to spend my weekend doing that either …….…
"I haven't made any plans yet." I said and Jacob smiled with satisfaction.
"Well you do now because you are gonna be with me." he said with a mysterious tone.
"Am I?" I asked wondering what he was up to this time
"And where might we be going" I asked trying to hide my curiosity. He shook is head a smiled.
I loved surprises, and Jacob new so to. That's the biggest difference between me and my mom,Bella. She absolutely hates surprises, I secretly think it's because she's so curious she can't possibly wait. But I can.
Jacob could tell i was getting jittery from the antisipation and his smile grew wider. Jacob was by far the best, best friend ever.
We reached Charlie's backyard and I was so excited for next weekend that I couldn't contain it.
"Jacob just one clue" I pleaded. He winked at me and refused.
Our hands brushes together as we entered the yard and a warm feeling spread from my arm all around my body in the end resulting in what felt like butterflies in my stomach. I felt heat come up to my face. But I made it quickly cool down. I looked at Jacob but that just started the butterflies all over again. This was weird this never ever happened before what the heck? I looked at Jacob in the darkness thoughtfully.
"What are you thinkin about? You look confused." he asked reading my expression
"Nothing." I mumbled but he didn't give in.
"No seriously," he said pressing for more information.
"Nothing." I snapped a little too harshly still thinking about the butterflies in my stomach, this caused the heat to immediately return to my head. I groaned knowing that my face was as red as Bella's old truck. The corners of Jacobs's mouth were twitching up as I glared at him.
Finally, after his internal fight not to laugh at me he said, "Just like Bella."
Next time I see her I swear I am gonna thank her so much for these involuntary reflexes I thought as I glared at the ground.
As we walked through the door Charlie barley noticed us because his game was on. Jacob automatically went to the fridge and opened a soda and plopped down on the couch next to Charlie. The game just started and they would be watching for the next two hours. I had already seen this game yesterday with Emmet and it wasn't that great so I didn't want to watch it again.
I went to the phone to call Alice and see what she was up to because I new Emmet was probably preocupied at this hour. I didn't even want to know what Rosalie and Emmet were doing around now, I rolled my eyes at the thought. The phone rang once and Alice picked up.
"Hey Ness sorry but me and jasper are out of town till Saturday" I scowled
"Since when?" I asked aggravated
"We left while you were with Charlie" she said apologetically.
"Thanks for the warning" I grumbled really mad becouse every one was havin a good old time fucking tonight.
"Bye and sorry again." she said in a hurry giggling, i heard growling in the background.
"Alright, Bye Alice."
Now what? My one reliable partner in crime is probably in L.A in a presidential suite in a five star hotel. I sighed and decided to go to the beach just to relax for a little while.
"Bye Charlie Bye Jake I'm going to the beach and then probably to Carlisle's and Esme's and sleep a couple hours" I notified them.
Charlie grunted in acknowledgement and Jacob stood up and gave me a hug. This wasn't unusual at all he always hugged when I had to leave but this time my heart went crazy, it started beating faster then I thought was possible. I seriously have to have a talk with Bella. I smiled and left hoping Jacob hadn't noticed my odd reaction.
I ran to the beach fuming with confusion with a trillion questions running through my head. Did Jacob notice? Why had that happened? Why is this happening now? What the hell was goin on?!?!.......... I tried to clear my head just focusing on the trees passing by me in a blur. It didn't work. The trees were thinning and I could get occasional glimpses of the moon. It could be full but I couldn't be sure. I took the final leap out of the trees and sighed.
I loved the beach. Its my favorite place to just go to relax and be alone. I love the feeling of the sand running between my toes, the salty smell in the air, and the relaxing sound of the waves crashing into the sand. I sat down just far enough from the water so the end of the wave would touch my toes. I watched the waves crash one after another. I didn't think, just watching serenely, completely relaxed.
After watching the waves for a long time I lowered myself so I could see the stars. I stared at the sky, making up my own constellations. After a whiled I closed my eyes and listened to the rhythmic sound of the waves. As my muscles relaxed and my breathing evened, I felt myself slipping into unconsciousness.
I was running, completely confused, like a deer that just heard a shot. I was in a forest, running full speed so it just passed in a blur. I came to a vast clearing and stopped abruptly. It was beautiful. It was like the meadow Bella and Edward had taken me to many years ago when I was still only a little girl. The wild flowers were in bloom in all the colors you could imagine, violet, yellow, blue, red, pink, and soft white. I gasped at the beauty.
Then in the far distance I noticed a tall figure. I couldn't recognize him, even for my eyes he was to far away. For some reason I started running to him with warm butterflies of excitement in my stomach. He smiled a ran to me to. We met in the middle of the field.
Then I realized it was Jacob. I felt like I was a spectator from inside my own mindless body. I (or my body) ran forward with outstretched arms, Jacob embraced me in a warm hug. We lied down in the flowers holding hands.
Holding hands? what?!?! I thought. Of course Jacob and I used to hold hands a lot when I was younger but not anymore not like this.
I flipped over onto my stomach resting my chin against my hands as he propped himself up on his elbows. We stared into each others eyes the same way Bella and Edward stared at each other. We stayed like that for a long time just looking at each other. After a while Jacob brushed his hand gently along my cheek and I leaned in closer to him and his lips brushed mine.
I froze well not my unresponsive body that looked like mine but me, my mind I was actually kissing Jacob my best FRIEND Jacob!?!?
Next thing I new I was kissing him passionately, as if there was no tomorrow. The warm butterflies in my stomach were exhilarating but some how they didn't bother me, I liked them. We stopped for a second and smiled at each other. The smile he gave me sent a hot shot of electricity through me. And then we were at it again.
I sat up abruptly, waking myself up. Did I just seriously just have the dream? What is going on? Now I was even more confused then before. The answer was clear but i wouldn't let myself even think. I just kept repeating to myself; it's Jacob your Friend Jacob.
I mean we were in a way about the same age. I had stopped agining when I was technically about 7 but Carlisle said that I was probably around the "development stage" of a 17 year old. I dont even get why im thinking about age, when you live with immortal vampires and never aging werewolves nobody age didnt really matter.
Bella, my mother, was 18 when she had me. She was still human at the time. The damage giving birth to me, a half vampire half human child, was so bad the only thing that could save her was vampire venom. So my 17 year old father, Edward had to change her into a vampire. I'm always going to be the same age as my parents forever. Some people might think that akward because Bella and I are like sisters and Edward is like my older brother.
Jacob, my Jacob that had gone hunting with me for the first time when I was only a toddler, and the Jacob who was going to run away with me from the Volturi. Jacob, who I would play games with endlessly. Jacob, the one who I would show my dreams to every morning rite after I woke up. Dreams about my family. Not about me falling in love with him.
Dreams; A series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep. Often about problems you have that your sub-conscience attempts to help you figure out. This is just great my sub-conscience has decided that I'm in love with Jacob Black.
WEll thats the first chapter; if you show me some love ill update soon
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