Well heres chapter two i hope you like it please review at the end it makes me happy : )
My stomach churned at the thought, not like repulsion but nervousness.
I started running towards Carlisle and Esme's house. Esme would be worried I had been gone all night and it was almost dawn.
Jacob and I were best friends and never really had any romantic interest. We've been the same age for a while now, and still just friends. Why the sudden change? I new he didn't think of me that way. What if he would never like me like that back? What if this really were true what if we really were gonna fall in love? ITS JACOB ! Almost like kissing your brother?!?! I actually for a second started considering that I could have a crush on Jacob Black.
I really needed to talk to someone but Bella was still at Stanford and Alice was at some undisclosed location fucking her husband. Rosalie would probably laugh at me for liking her arch enemy and Emmet was out of the question……..Maybe Esme but she would give me away in a second, though unintentionally I didn't wanna risk that. The safest person is of course Bella because Edward can't read her mind but I don't really mind if he finds out he's used to keeping secrets…..but hes still my daddy.
I decided to talk to Alice and Bella. Bella was coming back the Wednesday after Jacobs surprise, the thought sent my stomach into a frenzy. But I ignored them dialed Alice's number.
"Hey Alice,"I said a little to enthusiastically
" hey Nessi what's wrong?" she asked catching her breath.
" Its nothing really important just kinda…… girl stuff" I mumbled.
" When are you going to be home?" I asked hopefully.
"As soon as I can. I'm ready to jump in the car but jasper wants to stay a little longer." She said giggling a little about the last part. She was also obviously pleased that I came to her for help.
"Well don't rush him, I'm OK just make it home by Saturday........it can wait two more days" I said trying to hide the urgency in my voice.
"Ok but take it easy on Jason and Zach today it's not their fault your gonna be in a crabby mood," she said trying not to laugh.
"And Zach?" I groaned
She let out a beautiful laugh and hung up.
I put in a final burst of speed and was up in Alice's closet searching for something to wear. Alice had noticed that i always wore clothes that reflected my mood. An today was a day with grey skinny jeans a multi colored shirt with a grey sweater and my dark blue vans. I sat in front of Alice's mirror and put my loose bronze curls half up to keep them out of my face. I centered my locket that Bellagave me for my first Christmas and put on a pair of green earrings that Emmetgave me one year trying to be a nice uncle.
I smiled remembering all the sweet unexpected things Emmet has done over the years. Halloween is Emmet's favorite holiday. We would always crash all the parties dressed as vampires looking oddly realistic. Emmet always complained because the plastic fags would melt in his mouth after a while because of the poison so we always brought extra pairs. When i was younger on Christmas we would make a huge ginger bread house that we would spend all day making and then all night playing in, now we hang mistletoe toe over non-couples. Last year we pulled it on Rosalie and Jake and since rules are rules they had to kiss. It was the funniest thing ever they stood at least 3 feet apart and pecked everyone was on the floor laughing. On valentines day we would make rather insulting valentines day cards and sign them as other of our family members. The whole house goes haywire until everyone realizes it was me a Emmet again pulling a prank, like every year. On my birthday Emmet would plan the whole thing with Alice, Jacob, Bella, and Edward distracting me to keep everything a surprise.
I decided to go downstairs and eat some ice cream, the only human food I actually really liked. On my way to the rarely used kitchen, I found Esme reading an old looking book in the living room. I wished her a good morning and filled her in on how Charlie was doing. She laughed when I told her about our exchange about his eye sight. She told me to have a nice day at school and so I continued my expedition to the kitchen.
I found the freezer filled with all the flavors of ice cream you could possibly imagine. They must have refilled it because last week Seth and I had decided to have an ice cream eating competition. Jacob, Carlisle, and Leah thought Seth was going to win but Emmet, Jasper, and Rosalie sided with me. I think Rosalie thought secretly thought Seth was going to win she wouldn't side with Jacob. There was a lot of money involved not that anyone cared. There was also a lot of ice cream.
Seth and I had prepared half of the Freezer's contents on the large granite counter in the kitchen. Since both of us run at about 105 degrees F there is no trouble with brain freeze. We ate for about 45 minutes emptying the entire contents of the freezer. Both of us were extremely annoyed a sulked for the rest of the day when we tied. Alice of course had known this all along and laughed.
This time around I enjoyed my ice cream, going with traditional vanilla. I ate as slowly as I possibly could trying to avoid any straying thoughts. My attempt at eating slowly didnt work out so my ice cream was finished in a flash.
I had nothing to do so i just stared into space staying still as a statue. I was comfortable of course, I just wanted to avoidstraying thoughts. I focused on the booktitles on the spines of the books in the book shelf across the room. When I had them all memorizes I walked over to the piano and started playing. I didn't think about it I just let my hands flow over the keys shaping their own melodies. I stopped abruptly and heard Esme look up. I started playing again only this time listening to what I was playing.
I new what i was playing and i didn't like it. It was everything that happened yesterday, all over with the butterflies and running through the forest in confusion. My fingers flew across the keys then slowed into a beautiful soft melody as I reached the beach. It was calm and serene and the music flowed through me having the same affect jasper's talent did when he tried to calm me. Then there was what sounded like a lullaby that gradually slowed as I fell asleep….. Then out of no where came a cheerful melody that fit my vast meadow perfectly. As my left hand continued playing the meadow my right hand played me running over to the tall figure. My left hand softened letting my right hand take charge of the perfect harmony the two provided for each other. My right hand began playing the love in our eyes as we lay in the meadow looking at each other. As I leaned in towards Jacob my left hand forgot all about the meadow and joined in with the right. The music elevated reaching higher and higher as my dream came to the point were I began kissing Jacob the music was beautiful, it was unexplainable the passion that came out of it. It had reached its highest point it was stunning.
I slammed the piano keys with rage and got up. Esme had been listening to me the whole time blissfully, now she looked worried. I could tell she just wanted to hug me and make me feel better. But I couldn't let her.
I was so frustrated with my self that my vision started to blur. Then I felt a warm drop of water running down my cheek. I froze in surprise. Another one went down my other cheek. I ran to the mirror on the other side of the room. I was crying. I had never cried before, I never had a reason to and this was hardly an excuse. I watched my burning eyes rimmed with red, more tears came I just watched them trailing down my cheeks.
Esme was standing behind me eyes full of worry but she new I would rather not be comforted. Suddenly I had enough I blew past her and ran out the door. I still had 15 minutes to calm myself down before school. I ran into the forest trying to get lost but of course I could fallow my scent home. I found a huge boulder and jumped on top of it and sat there letting out all of my tears.
I heard something rustling in the background but I didn't care. I just stared at the same area of moss letting the tears run. I wasn't sobbing i just couldn't seem to control my eyes.
Emmet wasn't far from here. I could smell him but I didn't feel like getting up a running. If Emmet saw me crying he would probably just laugh at me but I didn't care. He must have caught my sent because he switched directions headed towards me. I couldn't move so i just stayed where i was not caring if he saw me or not. He walked over to the boulder and jumped up. He sat down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. I leaned my head against his shoulder. I could always rely on Emmet to be my big brother even in the most unexpected ways.
We sat there just like that for a while. The tears stopped when Emmet came but I still didn't want to get up. I liked just sitting there with Emmet.
I showed him image I saw in the mirror after I slammed the piano. He took my face in his hands wiped what was left of the tears away with his thumbs. He put my hand on his face and pictured my song as he went through it I could feel his amazement at the fact that I could play something with so much feeling. I put my left hand on his face and showed him me falling asleep. He understood it was a dream.
"Who was the dream about?" he asked in a tone I never heard before, in a way protective.
"No one" I murmured my face turning red knowing he was gonna press the subject more but to my surprise he didn't.
"Ok well you better get to school" he said.
I jumped of the boulder and turned to leave. I looked over my shoulder.
"Hey Emmet," I said "thanks." he smiled and I was off running through the forest. I heard him mumble to himself happily about the fact i was wearing the earings he gave me.
It usually takes me 15 minutes to get to school but today I was there in five.
And as expected there was Jason, leaning against the wall waiting for me. I sighed as I got out of the car and made my way over towards Jason. I saw his face fall for a second when he saw my clothes he was probably hoping for something cheerful like yellow, but he was determined to get me to that dance.
"Hello Jason how are you?" I said nonchalantly.
"Hey Renesme. Uh I was wondering if you would like to go to the dance with me?" he smiled anxiously.
"Oh, I'm sorry but I made plans the night of the dance." I gave him a disappointed look.
"Maybe next time?" he said making it sound like a question.
"Maybe next time." I echoed not to give him the wrong idea.
The day went on dully as everyday did at forks high school. I went from class to class in a daze waiting for the hours to go by.
The only difference from usual days was when Zach asked me to the dance. The conversation went the same way it had with Jason. I new that my friend Jenna has had a crush on him for a pretty long time so I brushed the back of my hand against his as we entered the cafeteria putting an image of him and Jenna slow dancing at the dance then later kissing her of her house after words. He seemed to like that alternative so he walked rite up to Jenna and asked her to the dance, she agreed.
Everybody's happy, good. I was using my power for good, making sure nobody ended up dateless, I laughed under my breath. I sat at my lunch table and chatted with the girls about what they were going to wear to the dance. Paige was sitting next to me so I brushed my arm against hers as I was reaching for my water. I showed her how beautiful she would look in a light blue dress. She smiled and I guess made it her goal to find that exact dress. I smiled again…… Nessie to the rescue.
The rest of the day went by monotonously. After lunch I had Science and History, very easy. I tried to listen to the lectures but since I already knew all the information so I got side-tract very easily. I started to take notes in someone else's hand writing so I would have to focus more on what the teacher was saying. I looked around looking at other people notes trying to find something interesting, after a while I gave up. I went with Alice's small neat cursive. Her hand writing was thin and small except on letters that loped like l's, t's, and y's these were dramatized. It was fun writing like Alice but it became less exciting after a while. So instead I listened to the lecture and took notes with out looking at what I was writing. I looked at the clock and noticed the bell would ring in two minutes. Finally! I looked down at my notes and recognized the had writing immediately, it was Jacobs.
I glared at it as if it would make it go away. This was getting out of hand, all I want to think about is Jacob (even though I don't let myself) and all my subconscious thinks about is Jacob. Alice better be back by Saturday because I needed major help. I tried to think about another school day trying to avoid the thoughts that keep creeping up on me. I got out of my seat and the bell rang. I got to the car in hardly acceptable human pace and dialed Bella's number.
"Hello?"
"Hey Bella its Renesme."
"Hi what's going on?" Bella asked
"Oh I just called to thank you for how unbelievably red my face gets" I said into the phone.
"Oh," Bella said i heard Edward in the background laugh.
"And why have you been turning red, you've never done that before even when Emmet pulled the ultimate prank on you." Bella asked clearly amused.
" Well that's the actual reason that I called, its really weird and I was wondering if maybe you could come for the weekend because I wanted to talk to you and Alice about something" I said nervously.
"I don't know if I can but I still want to know what this is about" Bella asked slightly worried now.
"It's nothing really important its just," I took a deep breath, "I had this really weird dream last night about Jacob and before that when Jacob hugged me my heart went crazy, and whenever I think about him I get butterflies in my stomach and I don't know why!!" I said this almost to fast even for a vampire to understand but my voice still managed to edge towards hysteria.
"I'll see what I can do to be there on Saturday sweetie" Bella's voiced softened like it used to when I was really little.
"Alright thanks mom ill see you soon." I hung up the phone a drove home thinking about what I would do for the rest of the day.
I pulled into the drive way surprised to see Alice's Porsche in there. I was thrilled to haveher home. I ran it to the house and gave her a huge hug. I looked at Jasper who looked slightly annoyed but then a section of my brain thought about what time Jake was coming over for dinner and it started my chain reaction. Jasper's face immediately softened.
Alice and I ran up to her bedroom, went into her closet, into the waaaayyy back, moved the pile of "feminine" guy clothes the the boys refused to even touch, opened the trap door and jumped in. We took the flaming torch (that was there to make the atmosphere) and headed down the dank, dark hall way. When we reached the end of the hallway Alice pushed the cement wall to the side revealing a wall that said no boys aloud with a flawless bright red lip-print from each of the girls in the house on it.
This thin wall Alice pushed up into the ceiling to expose another hall way with three on everyside.
The first door on the left had a collage of Alice, Rosalie, and surprisingly Bella and Esme wear sexy lingerie. If the door was open it would trigger an alarm and dump a gross mixture of human food on whoever opened it.
The door on the right was transparent and you could see a room full of more of the clothes the boys were scared of. If anyone did venture into that room then they would be locked in there with all the clothes and a hidden fog horn that would go off in irregular intervals.
The second left door had a collage from every ones weddings and honey moons, there was even a spot reserved for me. On the door across from it were all my baby pictures and Bella's human days, pictures that Alice secretly took when Edward and Bella weren't paying attention.
These rooms were definitely Emmet proof he wasn't that mushy but Edward would definitely be tempted. Inside the rooms we put pictures of our boys doing ridiculous stuff they thought we didn't know about. If some one stepped into the room disco music would come on which would either have them cringing in the corner or dancing.......in front of the hidden camera.
The back to rooms had plain doors. Inside we had our "walls of black mail". Each guy had their own wall and on it painted all the embarrassing things he would never want any one to know. Jacob was included in this too of course, he was part of the family and if my girls' husbands came down here Jacob would probably be with them.
I had been in all the secret rooms behind the rooms to trap the boys in except the one behind the first door on the left. As i got older the girls introduced me to each room. I always looked forward to the "unveiling of a new room". Alice and Rosalie had an idea for a club and alice never does anything half assed so she told everyone the plan and made sure not to think about it around Edward. When the "men" went on a male bonding trip to hunt in Africa. They made all the secret rooms but had to stop working on it as soon as Eddie found Bella and everything spun out of control. Then all of us started up again setting traps for the boys and decorating everything.
We entered the last door on the left ignoring Emmet and Japspers' wall of shame and went to the back wall that had a bookshelf with all of Esme and Bella's sappy novels in it, alice pulled out half way all the first edition Jane Austin books. The bookshelf spun 90 degrees and revealed 4 stairs that lead down to our at home spa.
Our spa area was very relaxing with light greens, blues, and browns being the main colors. There was a sauna, hot tub, massaging area, and an area in front of a fire place with a luscious rug the we would just relax on and paint are nails while having girl time.
Alice new i needed to talk about something but she also new that we should get comfortable first. She stripped down and put on her yellow silk robe and i put on my light blue one. She headed towards the sauna and i fallowed
As she opened the door she said, "Time for some girl time."
I stepped in expecting an empty sauna but i was wrong, there was someone already there, apparently waiting for us. I screamed.
Well thats the second chapter
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