Hey hope you liked the first part, I know that Abigail gets hurt a lot but its how i see it in my head.

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Chapter 2

I knew that the news that was to come from Ruby was not good, I had to get out there, I shifted my weight to one side to pull myself out of bed, the morphine was wearing off and I could feel the cut on my back stretch and sting like hot iron.

I grabbed the clothes that had been prepared for me if I woke up, I rushed to see what was right or wrong today, and life wasn't going well for me lately, which was obvious to anyone.

I had to wait till a congregation of medical students passed my door, they were the lucky ones, they could live a normal life, have a family.

I slid round the door frame and half jogged to corridor, I searched them till I heard their voices, they were stressed and angry.

"She's a threat now, Sam you have to get rid of her", I knew it was Ruby; her voice was filled with the hatred of me, filled with venom.

"She's our sister; we're not going to abandon her" said Sam.

"You sensed her, she can connect with you Sam, she can find out everything and that other half breed Leon, he can connect with her mind, he's more powerful than her, he'll break her like a toothpick".

Leon was stronger but not unstoppable, he accepted his evil side, he blackened his heart with revenge the day Lillith met him. I wasn't going to take this from her, as I made my way to them I stopped, she said something that hit me like a train.

"She's a danger to you; I'm the only one that knows this so you have to keep it quiet, did you ever wonder why Castiel is so protective of her?"

"No, I assumed it was because she is one of the good guys" Dean said, dear god I knew this might happen, Ruby was an expert when it came to finding out secrets.

"Dean, their together, Castiel and Abigail, how could you not see that? He threatened to throw you into hell after you attacked her" said Ruby.

I heard two deep sighs come from them, I hated them at that split second, Sam was allowed to be with her but me and Castiel, no we were both forbidden in the eyes of the supernatural world.

"Come on she must be getting worried, we better get back there" Sam said with a deep sense of disappointment buried in his voice.

As I heard their footsteps I walked into their view, Ruby stepped back from me like I was a rabid dog thirsting for her blood.

"Abigail, why didn't you tell us?"

I looked at Dean Eyes and then to Sam's, they were strife with an array of different emotions. Anger, sorrow and barely a scratch of love, I knew that what I would do would cause them to hunt me down but I had to do it.

"I'm sorry, but if you can't accept me then I'm going, the look in you eyes, you look at me like I'm nothing more than a monster" I sobbed.

"Abigail, we're just surprised, come on we're get you somewhere comfortable" Sam said, he started to approach me but I felt his energy, he froze solid where he stepped, I did the same to Ruby and Dean.

"I'm sorry".

I threw their bodies down the hall, Sam hit a hospital door while Ruby and Dean landed on the floor I could hear their moans of pain but I knew they would get up as fast as I had thrown them. My body automatically went into a run as soon as I had thrown them; I raced to the stairs and started to run down them. I was about half way down when I heard the metal door above slam open, shit I have to go faster.

"Abigail!" shouted Dean.

I reached the bottom and opened the door, my car wasn't here so I would have to go get it, I lit my hand on fire and melted the metal to the concrete that should keep them there for a minute, my feet pelted down the round and around the corner, as I rushed through the crowds of people I received various cuss words and sour looks, I heard the roar of the Impala racing up the road, I looked back to see it swerving through the new and modern cars. As I ran down a nearby alley, I tripped over a stray trash can, it contents leaking over the floor.

I just wanted to be left alone, this was enough.

"Sam, Sam I know you can hear me, leave me alone" I screamed in my mind.

At that moment my body when stiff like an electric current had gone through it, my mind burned though and I couldn't stop it, I couldn't numb the pain.

"Abigail, what the hell?", it was Sam's voice in my mind, it was why I couldn't move, this connection was new I was struggling to hold on to it.

"Please just leave me alone, I heard what you said, you have no right to think that, I won't cause you anymore trouble, let me leave".

"We don't hate you, we as I said were surprised, Ruby thinks you could endanger us but she's wrong, you're strong" Sam said.

"She's right that's why I have to leave, Leon is more powerful-" I felt the sharp stab in my mind, my head fell into my cradled.

"Abigail?" questioned Sam through his thoughts.

"Abigail, how nice to see you and we have a most royal guest, Sam Winchester" the voice was sadistic, treating us like children, it was obvious who it was, Leon.

It was like a online chatroom in my mind.

"Who the hell are you?" said an angered Sam.

"Leon, you already know about me I can see it in your mind, all the things you've killed, my master fearing you so much, it's laughable".

"Sam, break the connection now! Oh screw it! Sam this is going to hurt". I imagined the image of Sam an invisible wire from my mind and his, I snapped it, at that second the current subsided but the fire still burned.

My mind was now my own when I broke the connection with Sam I broke the connection with Leon too, my eyes were blurred by dripping blood, my ears and my nose too. That was a overload, I got to my unsteady feet and stumbled towards the other side of the alley, I was sorry to do it but that connection was proof that I was endangering them.

I felt a arm pull me up, it was Ruby, she held me like I was fragile, like I would break into a million pieces.

"Ruby what are you doing?" I groaned.

"Sam got the brunt of your little mind chat I'm going to teach you how to help heal his mind, he's sort of like in and out of consciousness at the moment" Ruby said, she was like the guardian angel of Sam, well demon guardian sounded more logical.

"Sorry that was me, I ripped the connection, Leon was starting to gain access, you're right Ruby I am a danger to him and Dean".

She stayed silent and led me to the Impala, Dean was laying his brother further into the front seat, he looked at me and saw my bloody face, he had no idea how difficult it was for me to handle my powers, I barely understood them myself.

"We don't hate you Abigail, your just so new to us" sighed Dean.

I nodded, I accepted what he was saying, I ran because I was wrong, I couldn't be around them but I had to help Sam, I ripped the connection I had to repair it.

Sam was beginning to regain consciousness; Ruby started to hand me wipes to get the blood off my face, for a demon she was like a saint sometimes.

"Sam, ow, Sam are you ok?" I asked seeing his eyelids still flittering every minute or so.

"My head feels like I just got hit by a baseball bat" moaned Sam.

"Sorry about that, I had to take the connection away, it hurt me a lot less than you, I have practiced with Castiel a lot".

Dean made the engine roar as we drove back to the motel, Sam kept silent through the drive, I've had my power for 2 years and I only started out with one now I have five. My eyes didn't have the power to stay open they drifted like a feather would through the air, as I fell asleep my vision of the Impala turned into blackness, my mind had been just as damaged as Sam's, normally when I was asleep I would see moments of the past more vividly all I saw was darkness.

A loud beep came from the Impala it made me bump up. Shit! I hit my head on the roof of the car, I looked up to see Dean getting out of the car laughing his ass off, Ruby beckoned her arms to me, I grabbed her arm and she helped support me out of the car, her eyes looked grave and worried.

"Abigail, can I speak to you, privately" she said as she eyed Dean making his way over to us.

"Sure".

We made our way over to the corner of the building; it was out of view so no-one could see us.

"I need you tell me what happened back there" she said.

"I connected with Sam's mind which was actually a problem, I wasn't trying to connect with him, my mind acted on its own, when Leon tried to get into Sam's mind I ripped the connection, its affected us both" I explained.

"What do you mean it hurt you both?"

I rubbed my forehead in frustration; I had to explain things over and over again.

"When I dream, I see moments in the past more vividly but now my dreams are grey and black".

"Abigail, how many abilities do you have?"

"Ummm, about five, as I used them more they started to develop, my head though its constantly like a giant bell"

Ruby's face was confused but seemed to be planning something, her hands jittered as if she was happy, then it clicked, she wanted Sam to use his powers more so he could gain more abilities.

"Ruby! Don't you dare! Sam will be more vulnerable, our powers are volatile, they drain us of energy", she looked at me as if to kill me.

"Sam is our only chance though Abigail can't you see that" she exasperated.

I knew there was only one way I could show her what I meant which was to let her in my mind, she would see my memories; see how volatile my abilities were when I first got them.

"Ruby I'll show you why you shouldn't make Sam use his powers, if you'll allow me" I said raising my hands.

"Ok, but I'm only seeing into your mind, you've got to stay out of mine, trust me its worse than hell in there" Ruby said nervously.

I nodded my head in agreement, letting someone into your mind was textbook easy but getting into a mind was something only I and Leon could do and trust me it fucking hurt. I put my hands at the side of her head and opened my mind, she was the car and my mind was the highway, it fought against letting Ruby in but I resisted the urge to lock her out. I dragged up memories from two years ago when I found I had abilities. The one I remembered most was when I lost control of my ability to control fire, it hurt my mother. A shock went through me and it was like I was there again, relieving every moment, I was going to relive the worst moment in my life, I brought specific memories into view, my mind thrashed against letting Ruby in but I held the connection. I brought a memory I knew only too well, I had been only just discovering my powers when I had lost control of them, I was trying to make a candle flame bigger but I lost control burnt my mother, she was so scared off me for months that's why I left.

I tried to remove my hands from Ruby but she held them there, I needed to break the connection or I would I would damage my mind further.

"Ruby let me go I need to break the connection".

She eased my hands off her and I wondered if I had actually got through to her, she had to understand that Sam wasn't strong enough yet.

"I'm sorry, your mind is fascinating like a power dictionary" she said.

"Yes well, we better get back to Sam and Dean" I said gesturing my hand.

The motel room was a new one, the walls were pasted with a 1970's wallpaper that sent you into an acid trip, the carpet was dusty and the TV ancient.

"Dean, is Sam ok?"

"Yeah he's fine. I think that he just needs to rest, he's never done that before and just as a warning Abigail I don't want it done again", Dean said, he was serious he didn't want Sam to use his powers; I agreed with him a hundred percent.

"It won't, it wasn't intentional my mind acted on its own" I promised.

"Abigail, Ruby said you needed to heal Sam's mind, can you do that?" he croaked through a worried throat.

"I think, lets give it a try".