Chapter 3
Sam was laying down on his bed, he looked ill like someone who hadn't slept in days, his forehead was pouring with sweat and his arms twitched in pain, breaking the connection was a mistake, I've hurt him so badly, I wiped the tears that had escaped from my eyes and looked at Dean, he nodded in agreement I could try heal his mind.
"Sam, listen to me, I'm going to try heal your mind, Ruby has told me what to do but I need your help too" I assured him lifting him up onto his feet.
"What do I need to do" he gasped like he was about to vomit.
"I need you to sit on the edge of the bed and put your palms to mine and let me into your mind".
Sam arms made their way to mine he did exactly what I said and put his palm on mine, ok it was now my turn.
I looked and opened my mind up to Sam's, I closed my eyes and kept still as I searched for the broken tether that I had ripped earlier, I searched through the empty space till I found it, it was like a piece of string that had been singed, I found the string and tied it together again, it stung as I did this but this was the only beginning, I had to enter his mind and repair the scars I had caused.
"Sam, can you hear me?" I whispered gently in my head
"Yes, my head still hurts though" he said as if to sound like a injuried puppy.
"I know I'll keep on going".
I followed the string further and further till I found a light within his mind, I followed this till I found a empty room, it was so creepy the walls were bare and the floor was made out of glass. Sam's mind was so strange, so lonely. As I searched around the room, I heard a crack at first I looked at the roof but I heard it again and found myself looking at the glass cracking into countless splinters. I had no time to react, my body feeling like a tonne of bricks fell down through the glass, a abyss of darkness was all I saw till it invaded me, the water that represents a mind too overcrowded. The water was cold and strong, my body felt like a anchor as I was pulled through the water, I couldn't see anything till I noticed him there, a life less Sam drifting in the water, he's face was pale and his eyes a pale grey, I kicked my legs to swim to Sam's body, I wrapped my arms under his shoulders and pulled him up, at this moment my mind started to pull away from the connection, I kept kicking my legs helping the a still Sam back to the surface, the oxygen water drained from my body and I saw Sam there awake next to me, this was only a image in his mind but it scared me, his eyes were black.
"Abigail! Get out of there" shouted Ruby, I felt my body fall from the bed and smack into the carpet, my forehead was dripping with sweat, I couldn't breath my gasps for air were stressed and short, it was as if oxygen had never touched my lungs, the floor below me was soaked.
Dean rushed over to me with jackets, sheets and blankets basically with anything he could get his hands on, he chucked them on me and wrapped me up, my body was shivering like I had been in ice for a week, my teeth chattered and my lips stayed a constant pale blue.
"W-w-what happened" I managed to say.
"You were doing ok for a moment, Sam was breathing better and his temperature was going down but then you jusst started coughing up water it was as if you were drowning" Dean said.
My body reacted quicker than my mind, I thrust a punch straight into Sam's jaw, I know it wasn't strong enough to break his jaw but I was angry.
"What was that for" groaned Sam as he rubbed his cheek.
"You idiot I told you not to do anything, you projected, you made something in your mind real".
Ruby stepped back and I could tell why, projecting was a Very rare ability, it was also very dangerous and in many cases associated with black magic.
Two weeks later - Lincoln
It had been two weeks since I repaired the connection with Sam, he had been avoiding me, we had been hunting the usual bump in the nights creatures, we had been a bit busy lately some fellow hunters had been slacking off which meant we had to take on their workload. I had my own motel room to avoid the brothers further besides Castiel had been talking to me in my dreams, I had a tendency to speak when I slept, I was packing for the next hunt when I heard roar of engines outside.
As I opened my door I saw various cars occupy the parking lot, many of them were 4x4's while a few were classic cars, my eyes widened in shock as I saw a large group of men gather round the largest car, they were hunters.
I grabbed my large blue knife from puch and grabbed my desert eagle from my bag.
I creaked open my window a crack and heard a soft welcoming voice, she led Sam and Dean away from the other hunters
"Sam and Dean, its so good to see you again, I haven't seen you since well the devil's gate" the woman laughed as she gave my brothers a huge hug each.
"Hey Ellen how are you?" chuckled Dean as he kissed her cheek, this women was like a mother to these two, it was how she hugged them and how they treated her.
"What are you doing here?" inquired Sam.
"Well since the yellow eyed demon was killed the half breeds like you Sam have been known throughout our community and well we tracked a women who may be one to this hotel, I just want to talk to her but the rest want to go trigger happy" Ellen said.
SHit! SHit! how the fuck did they know I was here, if they found me here I would look like a monster to them.
"Do you know what she looks like or who she is?" grunted Dean.
"Yeah, her name's Abigail Timaine we got her picture off the police database, Chuck back there knows a man on the force, he comes in handy from time to time" Ellen said so casually, I knew that if I came out of this room, I would have to run. Another hunter came trotting from the front office, he was huge, he's hair was bear like and he had a 45. under his coat.
"Room 105, so are we going to go get this bitch or what?" said the huge man as he loaded his 45. and tucked it back into his belt.
"Ellen, we know about Abigail, we'll bring her out but you have to tell your little trigger happy friends not to shoot at her, she isn't what you think she is" Sam pleaded with Ellen.
Ellen made her way back to the hunters and told them the situation, they nodded but still kept their guns ina defensive position, I put on my black jacket over my red top and slowly crept outside my door, I kept my gun tucked into my belt near my back. As I began to walk out I realised the hunters were all looking at me like I was the target on a deers head. I walked down the stairs and kept my hands where they could see them all I would need is them to accuse me of planning something.
"Ellen, guys and gals this is Abigail, she's no threat" Dean said pulling me near to his body, he stepped in front of me like a shield.
"She's one of them kids, she's a threat Dean" the huge one said.
"She's not, she's a hunter like us, she helping us" Dean argued back, he pulled me tighter into his grip.
"SHe was meant to be a killer, that was why she was created by that yellow eyed demon, to lead the way to our destruction" the huge man grunted and raised his gun, he pointed at me his finger on the trigger, Dean pulled out his weapon and aimed in at the huge bear like man, Sam grabbed me and pulled me back.
"You better put down that fucking gun Mick, I'm not going to tell you again" Dean shouted.
"Why are you protecting her so much?" Spat Mick through his gritted teeth.
"She's our, she's our sister" Sam managed to say.
"Bullshit".
A shot echoed throughout the air but the pain felt more real to one person, me. My body hurtled to the ground the pavement hitting me in the face. Sam cradled me in his arms, I was fine though the bullet had only hit my shoulder, Dean had rushed to my side with his gun still pointed at hunters.
"I'm ok, it hit me in the shoulder, I'm ok" I wheezed.
"Your losing blood too fast Abigail, c'mon we've got to patch you up" Sam said holding pressure in my wound, the presssure felt like I had been shot again.
"She's not going anywhere" Mick shouted.
"Mick that's enough, put that gun down now, she's going to bleed to death if you don't" Ellen said .
"No!".
The rest of the hunters finally stepped foward with their guns raised and pointed them at me, they didn't even care that I was helping them, I was still a threat to them, time seemed to slow down as they pulled the triggers, I looked at Sam and Dean stepping in front of me, they would die for me, I concentrated on the energy around my brothers making sure I found it all, Sam and Dean were thrown in different directions, Dean groaned as he hit the pavement, the gravel scraping his skin.
I closed my eyes as tight as I could anticipating the bullets, I heard every single creak of the triggers and moments later the shots echoed in the air, my eyes wouldn't open I couldn't feel any pain, I may have been lucky and god had numbed my body, I opened my eyes slowly, it hadn't been god who had helped me, it was a angel, my angel, Castiel.
Castiel turned around to me his suit still in its pristine condition, I was still in shock of how lucky I had been, he scooped me into his arms and started to carry me away from the hunters, he stepped slowly up the stairs not saying a word.
"Castiel, are you ok?".
"I will be darling, lets get you patched up first" he whispered in his soothing voice, that voice washed away the pain immediately, my head felt extremely light, my shoulder didn't hurt but losing blood fast was a problem, it felt like being 't ask.
Castiel put my light body up on to the bed where he lifted his hand to heal my shoulder, he ran his fingers across my bloodied skin with such care, a warmth filled my body and he eyes were full of regret.
"Castiel, what's wrong honey" I asked running my hand across his regretful face.
"You're always getting hurt, I can't keep watching you close to death anymore, you were almost killed outside, the Winchesters stood infront of you and you saved them" he said caressing my cheek catching a tear from my blue ocean eyes.
"Its a war and as you said we have to stop Lilllith, you've lost friends but you won't lose me, I promise" I whispered.
"Dammit Abigail, you the only person I have loved in all my life, I can't lose you, you're forbidden but I don't care, I've told my bretheren about us".
The happiness I felt at that moment was replaced with fear beyond imagination every demon, host or phantom I had ever met didn't compare with the fear I felt.
"What's going to happen to us" I quivered like a child trapped in a pitch black room.
"They decided that after all we had done for them and the fact you were willing to sacrfice yourself to to save Uriel that we can be together" he managed to choke out, he was half laughing half sobbing at least it sounded like it anyway.
His arms grasped my waist and spun me around the room, I was estactic, forget Lillith, forget Leo, forget everything all that mattered was that I was here with him, I would never have to fear us being discovered anymore. Castiel put me down on my unsteady feet.
"Abigail, I wanted to ask you something, I have told my brethren about it" he said fidgeting with his fingers like a nervous wreck.
I nodded my head in acknowledgment, what could he want to ask me?
"Abigail will you do me the greatest honour and be my wife, will you marry me?" he smiled.
"Yes" I sobbed through tears of happiness.
Castiel slid a small and simple ring on my finger, that was how I liked things, just simple. There was a small diamond in the middle with a pattern around it intertwining the ring so elegantly.
Before I could kiss Castiel a loud array of gunfire came from outside, as I rushed to grab my gun Castiel caught my hand.
"Abigail I want you to stay here, please you just came from a fight I want you to be safe" he whispered.
I knew that I couldn't disagree I still felt weak from being shot in the shoulder, I nodded and sat on the bed as I watched my fiacee run to a fight he might not return from.
I felt so helpless at that moment, as the minutes passed and the gunfire continued a sense of worry flowed through my body, what if Sam and Dean got hurt? What if Castiel- I couldn't finish the sentence.
As I raised my head a hand wrapped around my throat, I looked up to see him, the one person I wanted to kill, Leon.
"I'm going to kill you" I choked out. As he heard this he threw me onto the floor, I tried to grab my knife but he moved it away from me with his powers.
"Abigail, you just keep crawling back, like a cockroach, its time to die" he cackled like a child torturing an animal.
At that moment he waved his hand, I had no control over my body as it went through my motel room's window, my body went over the railings, as i flew through the air like a puppet my mind was helpless, my body collided with a huge 4x4 parked underneath me, I rolled off the hood and smashed onto the ground.
As I looked up I saw an array of Demons and Angels fighting each other, Castiel was burning out the soul of a Demon, I tried to shout but my chest was burning against it.
Sam and Dean were standing away from the fight as it raged on, they were trying to attend to the wounded hunters.
"There you are" Leon said in a high pitches satisfied voice as he beckoned his hand to lift me up in mid air, my body was weightless as he held me there, there was a way to stop him but I wouldn't do it, I couldn't. He's eyes fell onto my hand and the smile on his face became wider and wider, he telepathaicly lifted my hand to see my wedding ring.
"How sweet! That benevolent bastard ask you to marry him, lets give him a little show shall we".
My body flew again into the air and straight into the Impala's windscreen, I could feel it in my hair, the blood like water.
I looked up to see Leon backing away, the angel's had now turned their attention on him, he ran from them afraid, if I died seeing him run, it would be a good death wish.
Two large arms scooped me up and rushed me to Castiel, I heard their faint voices through the buzzing that was invading my ears.
"Castiel Leon thrrew her out of her window" Dean said trying to stop the cut on my head bleeding.
"Castiel, where are you? I can't see you" I groaned as I was being jostled between people.
The warm fingers that touched my head were unmistakable, they were my soon-to be husband's, he rocked me gently in his arms as I buried myself deeper into his chest, people said Angels were incapable of showing emotions, they were wrong.
My vision returned to look at his worried face, he felt guilty for not protecting me.
"Don't worry baby, I'm fine, I have my angel to protect me" I laughed as I stroked his smooth face. He let out a small breathless laugh, I wish he would stop worrying.
"Are you ok Abigail?" Said Sam as he approached us.
"Yeah although I think I'm going to have to buy Dean a new windscreen" I chuckled.
"Sam, Abigail I must leave with the others, I'll see as soon as I can and yes Abigail you may tell them" Castiel said as he touched my hand. "I love you".
Sam was looking at me with puzzled eyes.
"What did he mean tell us?" Sam asked still looking like he was lost in Space.
"I'll tell you in a minute I want to have Dean and Ruby here aswell".
We made our way back to the motel room, the hunters had left us in peace, as I opened the door Ruby was standing there still to my surprise, I guess she had heard what had happened.
"Hey Sam, Dean and Ruby can I tell you something its kind of a big thing" I said nervously.
They all nodded there heads and stood there silent waiting for what I was about to say.
"While Castiel was healing me he told me tha he told the angels about us, we are allowed to be together and because we can he asked me something, he asked me to marry him and I said yes, I just wanted to know if I had your blessing Sam and Dean".
They looked surprised but they seemed happy even Ruby was, she was in for a shock as well, I was going to ask her something that would make her a little more human.
Sam and Dean looked each other.
"Of course you have our blessing Abigail, are invited to the wedding" Dean asked
"Of course you are" I laughed.
"Um Ruby, I wanted to ask you something".
"Yeah".
"I was wondering if you would be my bridesmaid" I smiled at her
Ruby looked like she was about to faint, she steadied herself, Dean was holding back a laugh, his face was going scarlet red as if he was laughing on the inside.
"I would love to be your bridesmaid" Ruby finally smiled.
Something was wrong, someone was outside, it wasn't human but it definitely wasn't an angel.
"We have to get out of here" Sam said.
"Why" Dean questioned making his way over to his weapon's bag.
I looked at Sam, he had sensed it aswell, he shouldn't be able to this.
"Dean he's right we have to get out of here now, its Leon he's back" I managed to say through my gritted teeth.