Over 5 years passed. Mello eventually contacted Matt. I had went with Matt again. I was more open about loving him that I was with L. I dreaded to think about my late lover. Of course tonight was special since I wanted to take it all the way with him. I waited for him to come back after buying cigarettes. We'd left Wammy's house a year ago. We've been renting an apartment. The door opened and matt walked in. I greeted him in only my underwear. He was so shocked he dropped his cigarette. I laughed and he rubbed it out. "you're going to ruin the carpet." I said. Matt had definitely filled out. He was taller than me, by two inches. He had a white and black striped shirt and tan vest. Then he had his striped pants and combat boots and leather gloves. We were still living in England. I went up to him and kissed him deeply, his hand came up and grasped my ass. I reached behind my back and took off the glove. Then I took off his other one. After that I unzipped his vest and threw it to the corner of the room. He pushed me to the bedroom and laid me on the bed. He slipped his hand in my underwear, and I arched my back. I pouted at him and made him take off his boots. Then came his shirt. And then his pants. We were both almost naked. Our kisses got more and more heated.

"Altessa?" matt whispered in my ear. I answered with a moan. "are you sure about his I mean it's not like I hav-" I cut him off by slipping my tongue in his mouth.

"like I fucking care. You act like it's my first time." I said and got on top of him. He reached over and shut off the light. It was only our bodies after that.

For the first time after had sex, I woke up with someone by my side. Matt was sleeping, his eyes closed peacefully. I smiled at the sight and laid my head on his chest. "I love you Mail Jeevas." I whispered. He smiled in response. We were peaceful for the year. It was on New Year's that things got complicated. Me and matt had bought a six pack of beer and had some cigarettes. We were planning to watch the ball drop in New York when Matt's cell phone rang. He picked it up.

"Mello? What the hell dude? I though you were like dead or something. A favor? Yeah, America? I guess I can. Sure. I'll be there Mel. See ya." he said and hung up.

"Mello?!" I said disbelieving. "what does he need you to do?" I asked. Matt had already started to put his pants on. "MATT!" I yelled. He turned to me and smiled. I pouted.

"Mello's joined forces with the mafia. He kidnapped the head of police and then Sayu Yagami. Unfortunately the police got to him and he blew himself up. He needs my help for his next move to catch Kira. So, I'm going to San Francisco. Coming?" he asked. I sighed and got up and started getting dressed. I packed everything and so had he. We had one whole suitcase filled to the brim with video games and another 2 filled with electronics. We took a taxi and went to the airport. The flight was long but I fell asleep on Matt's shoulder while he played his PSP. I was shook awake when the plane landed. We were then led in a car and taken to some base. I saw Mello and took notice right away he was pissed. One side of his body was burned. It had been left puckered. His hair had grown messy. I ran to him and hugged him.

"what a dumbass." I said and poked him. He smirked at me. I glared at him. "what the hell are you trying to prove getting yourself blown up like that? Huh?" I yelled.

"Yeah Mel, why did you blow yourself up. I thought we were going to do that together." Matt said and laughed. "damn this place is deserted. What the fuck happened?"

"Kira. He killed most of my men. Then the police happened. I told you I was forced to blow up my hideout. And I lost the notebook." Matt knew what he meant by 'notebook'. I had told him everything. Even about my eyes.

"so what's your plan Mello?" I asked and sat down on the couch.

"I need you, matt, to monitor Misa Amane and Kiyomi Takada. I have reason to believe that they're in contact with Kira." Matt sighed. He probably thought this was going to be something fun, that involved hacking into high tech security systems. Instead he was on watch duty. "Willow, since I didn't ask you here I don't have a job for you. Sorry." he said. I shrugged. It wasn't like I cared much. I yawned and laid my head on Matt's lap. He rested his gloved hand on my head. Mello raised an eyebrow and I glared at him. When matt left to hook up the equipment I glared at Mello.

"Mello, if Matt dies, I will kill you. I hope you're aware of this." Mello nodded. I sighed and when to Matt and helped him set up the equipment. For the next 25 days we monitored and discussed. Mello decided that he'd kidnap Takada. Matt would act as the distraction and Mello would take Takada and bring her to an abandoned church. I didn't pay much more to the plan after that. I had camera's in both Matt's car and on Mello's helmet and in the truck. I then waited. I was anxious that night. The next morning we were all on edge. Finally it was time. Mello and Matt both left. I stopped them both. "you both come back to me. Alive." I said. Matt gave me a thumbs up and Mello smirked. Then they rode away. I walked back to the monitors. I watched as matt shot the smoke bomb and distracted the guards. They chased after him and Halle put Takada on Mello's bike. Then he rode off. I then watched matt go from curve to curve in his car. Then I saw it. The barricade of cars. Matt was stuck. I watched as he got out of the car. He said something to the guards but I didn't make it out. Then he went to get his smoke gun and all of the guards fired. It felt as though something had pierced my heart.