Inuyasha watched the warm glow of the full moon land on Kagome's shoulders, taking his breath away. He was here merely t protect... Well at least that's what he told himself.
Kagome slowly rose herself out of the water showing all her fine, delicate features. He gulped how he longed to touch her, to tell her that he eternally in love with her and that he would never turn away, but he knew all too well that he couldn't say that. She could never love him no matter how much she wanted him to. She was a pure and beautiful miko while was just a worthless, filthy half-breed who would never be loved or would never even deserve to be loved. He remembered all too well of how is menacing claws looked against her while he hugged her.
Finally turning away knowing he could not stand looking in her direction anymore without the wanting screaming out of his chest. He had been hurt too much in his life and he wasn't about to forget all the times his hopes had been the cause of this hurt. No, he knew better than to get his hopes up. He would just do what he always did to hide his hopes and his wanting. He'd hide it with anger. The anger that always upset Kagome he reacted by crying and running. It was for the best that she acted this way though, because even if she did love him, she deserved so much more than him. He deserved a man who would love her and care for her in a way that he could not. A man who wasn't him. It was best for both of them if he just distanced himself and made himself forgotten. He knew that as soon as Kagome was not in the need for protecting any longer he would leave as quickly and quietly as possible so she could find someone else without him hanging over her shoulder. He also knew that even if she could forget him he would never be able to forget her and he would kill himself, knowing that she would no longer be there with him t hold him and tell him it was alright.
Kagome, the name he knew so well from the way he relished it on his tongue night and day so he could make himself feel her presence by just thinking about her. The name of the woman whom he loved with all of his heart and soul. The name of his friend.
Kagome, be happy, he thought to himself as he felt his own face turn into a weak smile. Even if I cannot be.
Inuyasha can sure have some depressing thoughts when he's in my head. I think maybe it's safer for him if he left so i don't kill him off. Just kidding I wouldn't do that. *Or would I* I guess that's for me to know and for you to find out in some other story. Please review!
XOXO, Jeulia Lynn