lyricks the is her thoughts ( often)
im not the biggest fan of theses songs, but they have a meaning behind them.
im so sorry for writing laurent, when i ment to write lauren
please keep correcting me ;)
Twilight - one of the boys
chapter 2 - I'd lie
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Okey, this is the last chapter, before I tell you, why im crying my heart out, poor poor pillow.
Bella just 16
I heard Edwards car drive into the front of our house, i grabbed an red apple, and ran outside to meet him in the car.
I jumped in and runed around took take a look at him, he was driving alice car today, it was yellow made for speed ( Edward had soaked Rosailes new dress in tomato sauce) so his car was now a wicked wreck.
note to myself: dont get on Rosalie's bad side
Taylor swift - i'd lie
I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes
We turned on some music, we have the same taste in music, and thats great; specially when alice and emmett are big fans of the song barbie girl from aqua. i guess that says it all.
we turned on Meg & Dia - Monster. I love Meg and Dia, if yo know the lyrics to their song, it all holds a story. monster and yellow butterfly are two of the most saddest songs i've ever heard.
It was raining heavily today, more than usual. I still dont like the rain so much, but im used to it.
After a comfortable silence, I had decided to ask "Edward, have you ever fallen in love ?"
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He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
But I know all his favorite songs
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He pulled in to the schools parking lot, and gave me a breath taking crooked grin.
We run under the closest roof, so we have a little bit more shelter from the rain.
im like a cat, I hate rain. except cats have great balance, witch i don't.
Today I was wearing a blue t-shirt, and its in my real size. Alice brought it, but I just love it to much to stuff it in the back of my closet.
It has a deep blue color with the words "I think he´s gay" in grey, and a arrow witch is pointing to my left side, luckily Edward is on my right.
Edwars favourite color is blue, and he says I look pretty in blue, so why not?
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And I could tell you
His favorite color's blue
He loves to argue
Born on the Seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him..
I'd lie
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My first 4 classes flew by;
first i had trig with someone named jessica, she was kind to me… i think. But she was talking constantly.
second was gymnastic. me and sport have never been on the same length. I dont do sports; mostly because everyone in a 10 meter radius would get hurt. The whole school knew, so everyone alway kept a certain space between us in gym. But i do enjoy basketball. im almost clumsyless when i play, yes Emmett made up a new word ; clumsyless, less clumsyer. I walked in to the gym, with my big shorts and a wide t-shirt, and my hair in a messy bun. i walked over to the basketball guys, i had gotten a little respect by them, after i played basketball with them the first time. Jasper, seth, jamie and a few other guys stood there. i greeted them with me sticking out my thoung playfully at them, while they just grinned goofily at me. They pulled me systematically into a hug; jasper first, followed by seth and so on. As jasper had said " its for everyones safety"
i was like one of them, one of the boys
or just like a little sister
what could i expect when most of my friends were boys, and i hid away the little of curves i had.
we were having tennis in the gym today, lets just say i were lucky; no one ended up in the hospital.
And soon enough I was done with the other classes all i had left was biology with Edward. I walked out of the classroom, and meet Edward on my way to the cafeteria. He talked about a upcoming basketball match, yes he plays basketball, and so do Emmett and jasper too.
We were walking to the table where jasper and alice ( alice one jaspers lapp) and rosale and Emmett ( in a big lip lock) sat, and we sat down next to them. Their realationship has just grown closer and closer over the year, and just naturally became girlfriends and boyfriends, you have no idea how jealous I am.
I woke up from my day dreaming, of emmetts booming laugh, I snapped my head up, " did you finaly realize Edward was gay, huh?!" I looked at him questionally, "what are you talking about emme-" then it hit me, my t-shirt! "oh, im so sorry Edward, well just switch places, right?" Edward just chuckled and my blush got even redder if possible, "no! no way you are switching, Im nether gay, and at least I have a proof" jasper pointed at alice, who smiled devilish. " barbie bella, come on!" and with that alice dragged me off, to change my clothes.
(I have nothing against thouse who are gay, one of my closest friends are, please don't feel offended. And he actully has a t-shirt like that. You should have seen him when he stoppd next our teacher)
He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long?
Right now I was wearing one of alice tights and a blue tunica, I loved it, sometimes I wish im more girly, so I could use these types of clothes.
Oh, well
I walked to my next class, biology, and took my seat next to Edward, he gave me a crooked grin and compliment fro my dress, i had just got back my real color since last blush, but now I got it back, it never leaves me for long. the blush i mean.
Today we were going to watch a movie, so the teacher turned off the lights, and showed us a "how to do" movie.
I hated it when we were watching movies. Not because of the movie, but because I couldn't concentrate, because of a Greek God who sits next to me. To be honest, I just wanted to jump him right there. But over the years, I have lerned to control my self-control.
Great, now I sounds like a hormonally teenager boy…
When the movie was over, my hands were numb from holding the table in a death grip.
All I wanted was to go home, and do my homework before I could drive my old truck over to Edwards house. It was Friday and movie night. Im not sure if I love or hate those nights. Alice and jasper, Emmett and rosaile, were all sitting in each others lap. Edward and I was sitting next to each other, but sometimes, I also sat in his lap. Of course as friends, but we almost always ended up with ether me sitting in his lap, he leaning his head on my soulder or the other way around, or his head in my lap ore the other way around.
It was comfortable, but at the same time painful.
The bell rang, and Edward drove me home so I could write the last lines in my English novel and then make dinner to charl…erm dad.
I ran up the stairs. i pulled my hair up in a messy bun, and stuffed the widest t shirt i got into a bag, along with a long boys shorts, together with my toothbrush and the other stuff.
i wrote the last 400 words in my novel, and ran down the stairs and made charlie some fish for dinner.
I decided to call dad, and tell him about the movie night. by now he was used that i called him on the evenings, asking if i could go over at Alice's place. but it was always the same conversation;
(bella - blood / charlie - italien)
"hey charl--dad!" i stutterd.
"are you okay bells, is there something wrong?" he asked with concern in his voice.
"no i just wanted to say there i was going over to alice, and ill be staying there tonight, the dinner is in the oven, just turn it on 180 degrees, okay?"
"yeah, fine bells, thanks. have fun. bye!"
and with that he hung up on me.
I grabbed my coat, and ran out to my car, and drove over to Edward.
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AN/
im going to update once a week if i can
but i have a lot of tests, but ill try
still need a edditor!
tanks to everyone who
R&R
-ida