CH 3
Edward had been acting wierd the whole week, and today, when he dropped me off after school, he had asked me to come over at his place around 5 pm. it was something about a sureprise and something about me 'approving' something. i hate sureprises.
i ran up the staires and finnished my calculus homework. then i walked carefully down the stairs because i did not want to trip and end up in the hospital.
Again.
I think i have broken every single bone in my body, exept for 3 bones in my left ear, please dont ask about my right!
I roamed through the fridge, looking for something to make charlie and me. we were going to eat together, because charlie would be awyay until wednesday to go fishing with billy.
I groaned as i found another pice of fish, we ate fish very often because charlise fishes alot, and he loves it. the fish i mean, and the fishing part.
That reminded me to go grocary shopping tomorrow.
I slammed the door to the fridge shutt, and began working my magic with the fish.
When charlie came home we ate in silence, the only sound was from charlies slurping and the the spoons clinging sound. I finnished quicly, grabbed my coat and took my car keys, kissed carlie good bye, wished him good luck and drove off to the cullens.
As i drove in my 30km/h i began wondering what his big sureprise was. he seemed pretty happy. maybe they were going to hikering again, or maybe emmet dragged a dog home. AGAIN.
emmet would never be satisfied with a little gold fish, the only reason its still alive, is there its a female, and rosale would kill emmet if he flushed ut down the toilet.
WHile i was driving I began thinking about my first and only kiss;
Edward and I were in 6th grade, and were playing outside.
We were out in esmes rose garden when it started raining, so we hided under a little sakura tree. His hair was a mess as always, and it was dripping wet, he looked like and angel.
"who do you want to have your first kiss with Bella?" he asked as he sendt me a side glance. I just shrugged " what about you?" I asked "im afraid someone like Laurent malroy is going to steal it if im not careful, and I don't want that" He muttered under his breath Edward looked at me with a grimace. We both laughed, I looked him in his eyes," then do you want me to be the first one you kiss, then you don't have to be afraid of laurent?" I couldn't believe I said that, his eyes widened, and he was lost in his thoughts. "sorry, I didn't mean to upset you, you probably want to kiss someone you love" I said and turned around. He took my face his cold small hands and stared at me for a long time " do you want me to, are you okay with that?" I didn't trust my voice so I just nodded, of course I wanted my biggest, and not to mention only crush kiss me.
He leant in and stopped millimeters away from my lips, where he stopped, when his gently lips meet mine, it felt like heaven, you cant compare anything with Edwards kissing, I just have one word for it; amazing. The kiss was sweet and innocent but it ended to soon.
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Taylor swift - hey sthepehen
Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself
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We saw a flashing light and heard a booming laugh, there stood alice with a camera in her hands, and Emmett was laughing for his dear life. I did the only thing I could; I blushed, hah, as if I didn't do it before.
Did he feel that our lips matched perfect? Did he have the same butterflies as I had? Was this the best thing he had ever done too? Was I a bad kisser? The questions went on.…
I haven't kissed anyone after that, not even Edward. I don't think Edward have ether, or I hope so. Im so selfish for wanting something who is way out of my league.
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Hey Stephen (Edward), I've been holding back this feeling so I've got some things to say to you
I've seen it all so I thought but I never see nobody shine the way you do
The way you walk the way you talk the way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful don't you ever change
Hey Stephen (Edward), why are people always leaving I think you and I should stay the same
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All that went through my thought after the kiss, and as if I had a replay button, it went on again at night, when I tried to sleep, even today im still replaying that memory and those thoughts.
I was was almost in the parking lot in front of their house. My old chevy truck was still as good as it had always been, i could barley drive over 55 Km/h.
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They're dimming the street lights, you're perfect for me why aren't you here tonight
I'm waiting alone now so come on and come out and pull me near
Shine, shine, shine
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I drove into the front jard, and stopped my lovely old car. I took a deep breath and prepared for the worst ( emmett destroying esmes new decorated living room )
I knocked on the door and walked inside this was like my third home)
i didn't manage to pull my coat off before alice grabbed my hand, waith a worryed look on her face " you know i love you and ill always be here for you, just tell me when you need my car kees" i looked confused at her, but didnt manage to answear before she pulled me with her. alice is alway a happy-go-luck girl and so energic, but now she looked annoyed, worried, and mayeb a little bit angry?
"whats going on alice?" she didnt reply, but squised my hand tighter, and pointet at the living room. did emmett go over board with his games?
the first thing i saw, was edward, facing someone, with a smile, that didnt reallt reach his eyes. I took a few more steps, and gasped. there, next to edward, was a pretty strawberry blond girl.
they had intwirreld hands, and she was talking with a bell like voice. i felt a strike of jealusy .He still had that wierd similing face on, but i could see he wasnt really lissening. "and the jessica said she didnt want -" Alice caughed to get therir attention, and Edwards head snapped up, when he saw me walk into the living room. He stood up, and helped the gril of the couch and came over to me and alice. Alice just squised my hand again, but she keept still.
"bella, your finnaly here!" he gave me my private crooked smile, there were only mine"
i want you to meet tanya, my girlefriend, she moved here with her family, we have know each other since we were little, bacause our parents used always to be together" i just nodded, i didnt manage to heat anything more;
I want you to meet tanya, my girlefriend… tanya, my girlefriend… my girlefriend…
i dint even know what to say, and even if i could, i wouldt be seying anything. I just stood there clenching my fist, and squising alices hand.
Tanya took my hand to shake, she smirked smugly "hi there bella" I just nodded, again.
she was beautiful, she had beautiful clothes, a beautiful voice, everything about her was… beautiful and perfect
Edward grinned and kissed her chek.
AN/
okey, so i got some reviews,
saying that they wanted me to continue, and ill try,
but i dont want you to expect me to udate often,
school is first priority.
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I dont like taylor swift, in fact,the only reason i have her songs here,
is because on of my friends is playing songs of here the WHOLE time,
and i dont have any other matching songs to my story
i began writing this story because og paramore - misery business
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please tell me if you have an idea to what i could write in these chapters!