Addison has to deal with the death of her son and husband. Will she and her 5 years old daughter make it?

I don't own GA, Three colors or Chocolate. this is just my poor fantasy. But Carly is totally mine :P!

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Addison Forbes Montgomery Sloan was all in black this day. Black long dress, tight hair, she looked fabulous but sad, she was pale but she didn't cry. She was calm and cold, she looked at the two graves and she didn't even listen what the priest was talking about. One week ago her lovely husband, the love of her life died. Mark Sloan the perfection of her life. He was the only one who she loved. Their son 14 years old James Adam Montgomery Sloan was in the car with his father when they had an accident. Addison still couldn't believe it, it wasn't really, right? no no this is just a bad dream, Mark and James are there, they will come home like always, Mark and his mini-me their son, the beautiful miracle the beautiful gift. She was in shock, the little girl with the same red hair and with the same eyes gave her mother her hand, she strained her mother's hand so hard because she couldn't cry, her daddy always said her that big girls don't cry. She doesn't want to fail her daddy. She wanted make him proud about her.

After the funeral Addison invited family and friends of Mark to the dinner. Busy and Archer came to support her too, Waiss and Savvy were there and some Mark's friends who she has met in their wedding but she didn't know them well.

There was also a man with dark curly hair and he took his girlfriend too.

Addison was sitting with Carly, her daughter didn't want to leave her mother alone, she was with her all the time, she was too afraid that she would leave her too as her big bro and daddy if she leaves.

The man with his girlfriend came to them to told them their condolences.

"Hi, I'm Derek Shepherd and this is my girlfriend Meredith Grey"

"Hello Derek and Meredith." Addison didn't want to talk to them, she knew that she saw this man on their wedding but she didn't want to talk to anybody in this room.

"I knew Mark very well, he was my friend from childhood and we went to the college together..."

"Derek? Derek Shepherd?" it was Archer he didn't want to make his sister and niece uncomfortable because he knew that Addison doesn't want to talk to anybody right now so he came closer and he saw his old knew Derek for a long time, they are both neurologists, Derek in Seattle, Archer in New York.

both the best.

"Hey Archer."

"What are you doing here? Why did you come?"

"Me and Mark were friends."

"Sure, maybe you should leave Addison for a while and have a little talk with me."

"What are you doing with my sister, Derek?"

"I just wanted to say her my deepest condolences...."

"You hated Mark and you hated her. You didn't even sand any postcards or something. He stole from you your girlfriend and you hated him."

"I was at his wedding!"

"just because you wanted to be a good guy. Leave my sister alone ok? She doesn't need it. leave her alone and don't even talk to her."

Addison felt cold and empty, the only person who she loves is Carly now, she has always wanted one girl and one boy, and when Jimmy was born she and Mark were so happy. They were young. They were just 20 but they knew what they wanted, they wanted both, they wanted to be perfect parents and they wanted to be perfect surgeons and they had it all. They were surprised how much Jimmy looked like Mark, the same behavior the same eyes, dark blonde hair. Mark loved to play with him football and did all these boyish things and Addison loved to be a fan of their games, she loved to watch them play football and when they finished their med school and finally became interns she found that she is pregnant. now it was a girl. It was just perfect family image. Jim the split picture of his father, Carly Daveigh Montgomery Sloan the perfect split image of her mother.

Can you wish for more?

The day when they said Addison that her son and husband died she lost herself, she was empty, she cried but she knew that it was the day when the pieces of her went out of her. She wanted to be with them but there is Carly her girl who needs her so much. Carly didn't cry, she was sensitive child but now she didn't cry, she was almost 6 but she looks like an adult. She was there by her mother's side and she looked at the everybody, she didn't talk, she and her mother made a strange bond, they talked only to each other and they promised each other to make their life better.