AN) I am using underlines and italics for the lyrics (which I do NOT own) because there is a part where Shego daydreams something and that will be in only italics.

~kigo~

"And I love it all"

I didn't want to admit it but after the Miss Go incident I realized just how much it changed my view of me. Liking Barkin was the worst memory of my adult life. I am both glad and angry at being turned back. I loved being so close to you but I hated not having control over what I did. Technically I was doing what I wanted, just not being sarcastic about it, but I would have said some things differently now, if only to show you that I can be sarcastic and fun at the same time. Now I almost wish that Miss Go had told you. I would do what ever it takes, to get even a chance at showing you just how much I love you.

"Every line and every scar"

When I watch you sleep you move around a lot and I see the scars on your legs and arms. I know there are a few from me, but I often wonder who gave the others to you. I love them all if only because the somehow made you, you. Every fight built who you are and into the woman I love.

"And I wish that I could make you see

This is where you ought to be

Come down to me"

If you could see past the face I put up for all the others and look into the face of the woman who loves you I would show more love than any other. If you could see past the insults and see that it only hurts me when I say them then maybe you would at least like me back. You know for yourself that we can at least be friends. Being Miss Go was only lightly off from the real me, ad I could show you and everyone else that I can make a good friend. Hopefully it would lead to more then friendship, but I could deal with that, at least for a time. I don't know how long I would be able to hold myself back, but if it was my only chance at being with you then I would take it. I only want to show you how good it would be with me.

"Spell it out in a song,

Bet you never catch on to my weakness"

Come down town one day if you are in New Orleans and listen to the song I sing. Listen to what is in my heart. Come to me and see what I want to give you. Maybe one day you will. And on that day I will undoubtedly sing this song, and somehow you will pretend it isn't you and leave with him again. You will never see my weakness for you, not for my lack of showing it, but for your chosen blindness.

"I'm singing every word for you

Here I'm thinking I'm sly

I'm singing every word for you"

You would never come here, unless it was for a mission and even then you would never think to go to club afterwards. I know that I will never say this to your face; as much as I dream of it, my biggest fear is that you would not believe me. Even as I sing the words I think of how I will always keep this from you, though if you asked I would answer with the truth. Every word I sing is for you and no one else I just wish that you could hear them from me without freaking out.

"Then you're catching my eye, and just maybe
You're thinking what I'm thinking too"

As I finish the last words of the chorus I imagine a situation that goes something like this:

You and the buffoon walk in, but you appear angry and sit at a table far away from him. You come in just as the MC is introducing me as "the one song hit wonder" and you ignore him, still fuming over whatever Ron said. Once you hear the music start to play you start to cal down and after ordering a soda you turn to look at the voice on stage. You stare at the familiar figure and after hearing the chorus you sit, thoughtful. You eventually look back at the stage and look me in the eye. You slowly mouth the word "yes" and settle in to your chair. Once the song is over you come over to me and…

"When you see it on my face

Don't let it shake you"

The next words on the screen draw me out of the scene in my head. I wonder if the feelings I feel for you are written on my face. If they are then Dr. D knows not to talk about it. I think there is more to this "evil family" thing then I thought. Never the less I hope that if you see it on my face during out fights sometime then you won't freak, and merely ask what is up, or ignore it. I am not quite sure what I want you to do.

"I know better then to try and

Take you with me"

I know that this could never work, and that I would rather se you happy with him then unhappy knowing what I feel. If being obliviousness will make you happy then I will be content for now to keep you that way. I know that trying to take you with me on a date or even as friends would only make things worse. As I sing the chorus once more I wonder. I wonder what could have happened if I had never met you. I wonder what I would have been without you. I don't think I can say one particular thing any more then another, other then empty. As much as I am unfulfilled I am more content with my life having met you. As much as it hurts to know and love you, I do not regret. I love you Kim Possible, for all that makes you, you.

"You're beautiful
Just the way you are
And I love it all
Every line, and every scar
And I wish that I could make you see
This is where you ought to be,
Come down to me."