thanks so much for your support, you don't know how much does it mean for me!

I have so much things in my mind that I want to write this story little bit faster but you will see, I'm doing my best because I don't like when stories go too slowly :P

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first days are always terrible, you don't know what to expect, everybody is new, everything is strange.

but after few months you take it, you become the one of crowd. people in the small villages don't like strangers but when you show them that you're a nice person who tries to live your life and that you really don't care about their opinions they let you be. people here in France are used to meet new selfish people from America but this woman she is different, she is tall and beautiful, she is beautiful and you can see all the history in her face, you can see how much pain is in her, you much she is strong and that's why people like her, they like her but still it is so scary to talk to her, she walks like ghost, her beauty is as famous as her medical skills and every man wants her but they are too afraid. Dc. Addison Montgomery has lived there for 4 months and she has became legend. she has saved so many babies and mothers, she lost some of them but she has always tried the best. people started to like her and they wish her to be happy. but how can you be if the life doesn't let you?

Addison didn't like this calm place, too boring and everything what people do there was working, cooking and going to pubs during the weekends but there were something beautiful, something peaceful, people were nicer and calmer than in NY, they enjoyed their life, they liked to talk and Carly became friends with Maya and Betsy and some other smaller boy, the son of Alex Karev and Izzie Stevens - 3 years old Logan.

Interns are fine, Izzie is a good helper, Alex is a cocky boy who are little bit arrogant but he will be the good surgeon one day, Sofia is little bit selfish and Addison didn't like her at all, she works with Sam most of the time and she was sure that Sam liked her a lot, he and Naomi divorced because maybe because they were bored of each other, who knows, Addison was sure they belong together. Violet and Pete started their relationship and they look so cute. Carly goes to the therapy seasons with Violet and she gets better and better, it was the only thing what has made Addison smile.

but after 4 peaceful moths someone called the doctor Addison Forbes Montgomery Sloan because of the important case

"Addison why you didn't pick up my phone? this is your mother, Addison please call me as soon as possible"

after the work when Addison was tired and she made some homework with Carly she read the message and she called her mother immediately.

"Mum what's wrong?"

"Addison your brother had an accident."

"What kind of accident do you mean?"

"he he has had some drug problems and and ....." she started to cry, her poor little boy

"what? what are you talking about? you mean that Archer is addicted?"

"yes he ..."

"what.."

"what?"

"what does he take?"

"coke, speed"

"god are you kidding me, how long?"

"Addison I'm

"not sorry mum, how long?"

"about year"

"year? oh no, and you didn't say me? you didn't even care to say me that my brother is addicted?"

"Addison listen to me, Archer had a car accident and I want you to take care of him..."

"sorry what do you mean take care of him?"

"Addison I don't have time, I need you to take care of him"

"what?"

"Roger and I are going to have a wedding soon and we will have a honeymoon and Roger, Roger doesn't want to have any connection with me if I stay with Archer"

"Mum god, he is your son!"

" He is addicted, do you know what does it mean when you have a son who is junkie?"

"you know what, if you want to be selfish just be selfish, enjoy your life like you have always done, don't care about anybody, I thought you can change, but like I can see there isn't any chances that you can be different, tell me the address of the hospital I'll call them ...."

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so what do you think? good? bad? better? worse? like or dislike? any suggestions? please review and thanks for reading, sorry for all mistakes

GA or PrP isn't mine!