this chapter is called Brothers and Sisters and it will be about Addison/Archer relationship etc. there will be little brother+sister talk, some memories and some new starts. in the next chapter we will finally meet Derek.

I'm listening to the song Turpentine by Brandi Carlile, this song is about siblings about how we're growing and starting to live differently.

so I'd like to dedicated this chapter to my lovely sis. who I guess will never read this story and she doesn't even know how much she means for me.

I also want to thank Cici for her support and I hope she, Alex and Moa are going to be ok soon.

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Addison was sitting on the bed in her hotel room, she was afraid to go and see her brother. She called Carly to make sure that everything is ok, she changed her black dress to old blue jeans and white t-shirt with Marilyn Monroe on it and brown jacket. she took this t-shirt because Archer gave her it when she was 18 and she dated his best friend Michael, he knew he had a thing for Marilyn and Addison was so in love that he gave her this t-shirt to make her happy and feel more sure that Michael will like her. Michael and Addison were together for 2 years they split but their relationship was sweet as teenage relationships are.

Archer has been a good brother. he has been very protective but he and Addison have made a bond against Busy against all the world, they were two of "these who will save the world" both brilliant doctors both quite good looking, they loved their childhood plays. Addison wasn't this kind of person who would like to go fishing but when they were young and they went to visit their old auntie Maureen in Maine, they went fishing, the second husband of auntie Maureen was sailor and he knew how to fish it was a big adventure for both of them.

When they were young and their father came home after his long surgery he talked to them how he made a big miracle and how it is good to save someone's life. that was the moment when both of them knew what they want to do in the future. they wanted to be heroes like he.

when their father died and Busy started to be more and more absent it was Archer who was mother and father for Addison. he made sure she dated a great guy, he made sure she had everything to her school that nobody bulled her because of her braces and that she is ok.

and now, now her big brother needed help and she was there, she needed to be there, he messed up, everybody makes mistakes, he just messed up. they can go thru this, she is no Busy, she doesn't judge him, she still loves him like always and he is still a good doc, he was addicted but yes everybody makes mistakes. she said it to herself like 100x times and finally she closed the doors of her hotel room and went took the taxi to the hospital.

she took a deep breath and went to his room. he was awake.

god finally after one week, after the brain surgery, someone came, he was happy and sad because he saw his sister, he knew she has a bad time and now, she has to deal with him, he felt sorry but he was happy because she was the only one who cared.

"hey" she almost whisper, she wanted to cry but she couldn't maybe her eyes run out of water?

"Hi, Addie. you come. I thought you wouldn't"

"of course, how I couldn't ? I can't leave my bro deals with it on his own" she smiled little bit, sit next to his bed and took his hand

"I know I made a big, stupid, huge, terrible mistake. I'm sorry."

"Yes you did, but everybody makes mistakes even Archer Montgomery"

they started to laugh, they talked about their childhood together, how were they happy, how they miss each other and they talked about France, about Archer's new work in Wellness Center, about their old friends, about Carly, about new start.

Addison went out of the room with smile on her face. she had a plan, she made a plan about making her life better.

"oh, I'm sorry aren't you Dr, Montgomery-Sloan?"

"Yes, yes this is me and you are maybe this guy who made a surgery on my brother, aren't you?"

"yes I'm Derek Shepherd"

"right, we met before Dr, Shepherd, I wanted to thank you for everything what you did to my brother."

"I'm glad to help, that's why I'm here, to help people :). Actually I wanted to ask when we will going to France?"

"Pardon?" she was little bit confused, France? this doctor who she met in the cemetery?

"Yes I'm the new neurosurgeon in the Wellness center and Byron's hospital"

"Oh of course. I'm so sorry I didn't know it is you, but I thought we can leave in Friday? is it ok with you?"

"as soon as possible Dr. Montgomery "

he didn't want to be in NYC no more no after that, he wanted a fresh new start, but how can he make it? maybe he can try, he can try and start to live a little sweet lie. who knows

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thanks you for reading and sorry for all these stupid mistakes :) please REVIEW