so here is the new chapter. I hope you'll enjoy it, so please let me know what do you think about it. what do you like and what you don't like. any suggestions etc. you know feedback is important for everyone, I guess you have many other things to do, but it doesn't take so much time :)

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Addison was at the cemetery every day when she was in NYC, she went along the streets where she and Mark was going, where they were buying presents for their kids, where they had a dinner, picnic, date.

People say that pain go away but do you believe it? is time everything you need? it was 7 months after her two important men died and she didn't feel better or worse she feels the same. When Addison gave birth to Carly she almost died and she said Mark to not be alone if she died, she didn't want him to cry for long.

She missed Carly so badly she called her every 3houres and she didn't care about the bill, about the money. Archer was getting better and better, it was because Addison was there, finally one person on his side.

He felt like he did a big huge mistake and he didn't want to let his sister just helps him from his problems so he decided to help her with it and he did everything. He loved his work and he was really the best but now everybody stared at him like he is just a junkie. Their judgement made him feel terrible and annoyed him all the time, he couldn't wait to start a new chapter in his life.

He wanted to be there for Addison, he wanted to be there for his niece and maybe maybe there was a little hope that something good will happen to Montgomeries.

Addison was waling along the streets and she went to flower shop to bought Archer some flowers, of course Archer didn't like flowers but he is not the one who can judge. She just went and bought him flowers because she wanted.

"I bought you some nice flowers"she smiled at him when she saw the look in his face

"Add, I'm not a girl"

"oh c'ome on Archie, I know you love flowers" she said it with innocent tone in her voice so Archer started laughing

"ok, I don't want to argue with you, when are we leaving. I can't stand it there, my so workers stare at me like I'm the worst person ever. "

"in two days. I'm going to pack your things today, buy some presents for Carly and friends, what about you? any special orders?"

"no no sis, just pack my things, some clothes, books. do you have the key?"

"yes you know I lived there too"

"hahaha true, we had good times, didn't we? parties, friends, studying ..."

"you're so sweet when you are nostalgic"

"oh I'm not! I just love my student years..." they laughed

"ok my old man I'm going, I'll visit you when I'll be done. have a good day. I bring you some books if you want, Dr. Shepherd said that you can read again, but not too much." she kissed him and went out of his room

Derek was going along the hall like he wasn't even there. he thought every night in his hotel room only about France, he couldn't wait till he'll be there out of this hell.

"Morning Dr. Shepherd"

"Oh, Dr. Montgomery Sloan"

"Yes, I'm glad you remember my name. are you ready? we're leaving in 3 days."

"sure I'm packing my things, learning some french words, drinking wine..."

"Sure.......so will you bring your wife with you?"

"My who?"

"oh I thought you have a wife..."

"no my....no I don't have a wife, I'll go on my own." he was shocked about her questions but after he looked at her he was calm again

"you're going with me and Archer in the helicopter right?"

"ok, that's great. I wanted to thank you for everything again ...."

"you're welcome, I'm the doctor you know, this is my work."

she smiled at him, waved and went out to the city , Addison used to love shopping but now she didn't really care.

She bought some beautiful clothes for Naomi and Violet, little clothes for Violet's baby, some woodoo things in China town for Pete, some crazy thing for Cooper, toys, clothes and books for Carly, good coffee and cigars for Sam and girly stuffs for Maya, big bear for Betsy and a book "How to be the best daddy" for Dell

When she came to her brother's flat is was looked the same when they lived there together.

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next chapter you will see some memories and Derek and maybe coming to France

thanks you for reading and please write me a comment