wohoo 9th chapter! this is my record people :D so I hope you like it, reviews, comments make me happy :) so please please "making puppy eyes"

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when Addison came into Archer's flat it was messy but clean, of course Archer has housecleaner or maybe the housecleaner is his "good time girl" who cares, when Addison lived there with Archer during her residency it was always messy but clean because was the only one who tired to make it clean, when she and Mark bought a flat she always visited Archer to see if he doesn't destroy everything there.

After the remembering good old times she went upstairs and was big boxes with old things like their childhood photos.

Smiling Addison with braces and Archer in his baseball dress, in the other side of the picture was the line written by Archer "Archie and Addie A siblings forever"

She saw the picture of tall dark haired man with thin gorgeous woman, her hair was french brained and her grey eyes were beautiful and shiny, they were dressed in black, next to them stand a boy with a tie, dark shirt and straight black pants, next to the man there was a little redhead with long curly hair also in black, the boy looked little bit bored, the girl was afraid, husband and wife looked cold and non familiar. no it wasn't a family portrait it was just a portrait of people who are related but they aren't the family.

She saw the picture of her and Mark's wedding. James was 1 years old and everyone seems so happy. Her mother was there but not in any pictures, she didn't like Addison's dress, she didn't like Mark, the food, their friends.

There were a pic of Addison with Mark both smiling and happy, Archer and his girlfriend Brittany, Sam and Naomi and a guy who she knows. of course Derek Shepherd, his hair wasn't so fabulous and he wasn't the most gorgeous man in the room like he is in these days but he looked quite happy too.

Addison felt warm again, her heart was felt like it has emotions, she wanted to feel like this forever. but now it was a time to pack all the things. so she took some clothes, books, notebook, she took the taxi, went back to her hotel room, had a rest and after it she went back to the hospital to visit Archer.

She saw that he is exhausted of everything, about the gossips about the looks in people's faces, about laying in this stupid bad when she came there were a light in his eyes.

"I don't wanna be here"

"oh come on you talk as a baby. I wannaaa goo hooome" she made fun of him and he laughed a little bit

"don't be cruel sis"

"oh you see, we're related. A siblings forever"

"so you found childhood pics ...."

"yes good old times, remember our auntie Teri she was so fun loving person, the lakes in Connecticut, summers in Maine"

"yes good old times...."

"do you, do you think our parents have loved us? do you think they cate?

"I don't know Add, they wanted the best for us."

" I know we have the best education, we have money and we had big rooms, nannies and toys. designed cloths when we were a teenagers but did they love us?"

" I think dad cared, but he just didn't show this, mum is also bad in showing emotions and we had a lots of friends and relatives so we had family"

"Archer what are talking about? we had family? where are they? where are your loving caring friends? where are they now? where is Bizzy? she stays with someone who does love her just for her money..."

tears fell down her cheeks and Archer squeezed her hand little bit

"Add, you have family and I hope I have family....."

"I just want Carly to grew up with family, with someone who loves her"

"you are a good mother,she has you and I'm the best uncle in the world you know, her friends will love me "

she laughed about this, Archer was always there for her when she needed to cheer up and he knows what she needs.

This is why we need older brothers

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so what do you think? isn't it boring? or do you like it? please what do you think? I know I said there will be Derek but maybe next chapter?

please review

thanks a lot :)