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Sexual predator - Cap 2
At home, I was received by Alice, sitting on the balcony. Her expression was between angry and worry. Her thoughts whipped me furiously.
"Edward! Please... "
I ignored her. I passed by her, and went straight to my room. I was already suffering enough without Alice giving me moral lessons. I didn't need more than my own conscience to punish me for what happened in Bella's room.
I entered my room, closed the door with more violence than necessary and threw myself lazily on the couch. I buried my face in my hands, and thought for a while in the bullshit that I did. The sun was rising slowly, flooding my room with golden rays. I should thank for being sunny today, so I wouldn't commit this kind of mistakes anymore. With this thought, my hands itched, not in pain, but with the memories of how hot and soft was Bella's skin. Will I be strong enough to resist? Certainly I did not hurt her, but it was irresponsible of me. I made a decision. I wouldn't make more mistakes, and would keep that memory forever. A sweet reminder that made my body tremble with pleasure... With one simple touch. And despite my remorse, a tip of happiness shined inside of me ...
Alice's mental voice dragged me back from my daydreams. I didn't want any company, so I ignored her.
"Edward Anthony Masen Cullen!"
I couldn't resist. I found very funny the use of my full name.
"What do you want Alice?" I yelled to her, without even getting up. The door was open, and Alice came in. Her face was livid and her latest visions were flying in flashes straight to my brain.
"Now can you explain what the hell was it? I was a little well to go to Bella's house and drag you out" I made a frown at her, straightening myself on the couch.
"If you look right, I did nothing to cause an irreversible damage to her" For Bella yes, but for me...
"Edward ..." Her tone was pleading now. And I could not blame her at all. But I was determined, and her last vision had just reaffirmed my decision. No more touching. She smiled at me and gave me a hug. "I knew you would not disappoint me!"
From bellow, I could hear Emmett and Jasper combining a fight to pass the time. I wish they got me invited, and Alice, already anticipating this, dragged me with her.
We played the whole morning, until Esme, after realizing that we had ruined her flower bed, ended with the party. Emmet left cursing seven generations, arguing again that Alice and I were cheating. Jasper moved his hands to Alice's waist, and I felt that it was a hint for me to withdraw. I wasn't in the mood locking myself in the room, so I went to a race. I wasn't paying exactly attention to where I was going, I just didn't want to be stuck in a place. When I realized, I was on the Quileute border. Not wanting to cause a war, I went back, but in half way back I felt a different smell on a track that I knew that would reach on the rubbles of a hut near the house. I didn't recognize the scent, but if it was dangerous, Alice would have warned us. The trail was not exactly recent it's from two days ago more or less. I looked at my watch. It was almost four in the afternoon. I decided to follow the trail, and knowing exactly where I would make and I wasn't disappointed. Whoever was here entered the hut. The question is: What it wanted... I knew I would not find anything here anymore, so I ran back home. I asked Alice if she foresaw any visitor, but she said she wasn't received anything, then I told her about the trail I had found. Alice did not seem fearful, but her expression was intrigued and promised to investigate later.
Alone again in my room, I could enjoy the sunset from my window. A few more hours and I could see Bella again. I shouldn't wait so long for these hours. It was a torment having her so close and yet so distant. On the other hand, It's the "Eighth Hell" don't see her for so long.
Spend some pleasant hours with my family today, was a way to distract my mind from ravings of what happened, but now that is over, and the imminent return to her side, a less flattering of me wanted to, and much, try touch her again, but another part, the part that speaks with Alice's voice, was desperately trying to avoid that to happen. I had made a promise. No more mistakes.
All that "I-won't-touch-Bella-again" speech leaked through my fingers like water. Bella decided to leave aside the threadbare pajamas ever, and was wearing only a thin shirt that highlighted perfectly the contours of her body. Still standing near the window, ready to run for myself, from the monster I was, but she smiled sweetly while sleeping almost inviting me to join her on the narrow bed. I locked my jaw, and tried to block that tempting vision, but her perfume made this such an impossible action. I left the thirsty pass by me violently, but the electricity was already there. I left my feet lead me to the bed and allowed myself look close the volume under that thin blouse. My fingers were already on the way to the reason of my desire, when with a jolt I realized my phone vibrating in my pocket. I resisted the impulse of throwing the thing through the window, and ran out so I could answer. It was Alice. I apologized, embarrassed, and assured her I would behave.
In fact, passed the shock that was seeing Bella almost naked, it was easier to resist. I focused myself on sitting in my everyday chair, and in fulfill my promise. No more mistakes. This was now my mantra.
But when did Bella made things easy to me? She turned grumbling, and turned her back to me. Her hand out of bed her hair entangled in her face one leg up in a little angle. The pale, translucent, shining skin of her legs was so appealingly inviting. My imagination fluctuated to places where only Bella and I existed with a huge and spacious bed. Maybe I would provide one... No! No more mistakes, no more mistakes, no more mistakes ... I took a deep breath to calm my nerves, holding strong in the arms of the chair, and the voice of Alice in my head, always remembering me of my promise. How long can I fight against myself?
End chap 2
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