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Dark forest, trees trees everywhere, she could feel the wind, the cold and someone's hand squeezed her hand.
She was scared and cold, she wanted to go away. She looked up at the person and she was her mother, pale as her with bright red head and with hopeful smile
"we will be there honey, just keep going"
and she did what her mother told her she went with her,
She didn't care about pain or about tiredness. She knew that there is a pint why they are going so far away.
then when the forest wasn't so dark and she could see some lights, she saw how her mother's smile got bigger and warmer.
Then she saw the two dark silhouettes
"Come to me, Addison love, come home"
"Mum, I missed you so badly. Come and play with me, I know new accords,"
"Addison, Addie it will be better here, we will be family again, come to me"
Then she noticed her father, her brother and the gravestones and roods, pale bodies of her smiling brother and father.
She looked at her mother, her hand wasn't in her, she was going, she was leaving her
"Mum, mum don't leave me! Mum please don't go. Mommy, mommy"
she started to cry so hard that she woke up. she felt like her mouth is completely dry so she decided to go to the kitchen and have some drink.
Derek couldn't sleep, he was thinking about how would it be if he asked Addison on a date. But he wasn't ready and she wasn't ready.
He noticed the tiny person with teddy bear in her hand.
"Hey Carly, it's me Derek don't be afraid." and he switch on the little table lamp.
She remembered Derek from last night and stopped being afraid so she went down the stairs to get some water.
"Did you have a bad dream?"
she nodded
"I couldn't sleep either. What was the dream about?"
"About mommy....."
"And that scared you?"
"I think my mommy wants to leave me"
"No baby she doesn't " he looked at her and recognized himself
"you don't know it!"
"When my daddy died and I saw my mommy sad I thought she is sad because of me, I thought maybe I'm not so good and that's why she can't be like she used to be. I wanted to replace my daddy for her and I tried the best. once I dressed up in my dad's cloths to be like him and my mother yelled at me, I started cry and after some hours she came to me and felt really sorry"
"My mommy hasn't yelled at me"
"you mommy is really good"
".....the best one"
"sure she is"
and they were sitting here for long long 2 hours.
The girl who was lost and afraid of losing her mother and the man who was too afraid to loosing himself and start the new life.
Am I a good daughter? Does she love me? Is she going to be here to me?
Maybe i should work harder at school and stop spending so much time with friends.
She has saved so many babies, would she save mine?
Does she see that it hurts me to see her like that?
will she find a new guy?
will she like him more than daddy?
Am I going to save this? was it a right step? is this a right place to recovery?
what if she finds him? does she like me still? do i like her?
should I find someone else?
should I start something with Addison?
won't I hurt her and her girl?
Am I the bad guy?
Am I the one who she needs right now?
the man and the girl too lost in their own thoughts, too lost in their own worlds.
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it was like a horror chapter or something :D
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