First FanFic haven't really read it through so tell me about typos please. Hope you enjoy it don't forget to review!

-DefinatelyMaybe.x

"Bella, are you even listening to me?" Alice asked, waving her hand impatiently infront of my face. I blinked repeatedly, shaking my head trying to rid it of my distracting thoughts. With no success I might add. I finally looked up at Alice who was staring at me like I had two heads.

"Sorry, w-what?" I stammered. Oh, smooth Bella she can already read you like a book. Damn long term friendships that gave you those type of advantages. This is all I need , Alice going all ' no secrets between bff's' on me on a monday morning.

"Who?" She asked in a matter-of-fact tone. Of course she was right but I could never let her think that.

"What?" I asked innocently, giving her my best confused look. But I knew it probably wouldn't work, I had always been a terrible liar. She just raised her eyebrow and snickered at me before turning back to the math equations we were supposed to be doing. Although at this moment in time maths was not at the top of my list. And suprisingly enough arguing with Alice wasn't either. I knew that look she had just given. All too god damn well. In a nutshell it meant 'Don't lie to me bitch, I'll find out anyway'. I exhaled slowly, my head still on the brink of exploding with all the thoughts bouncing around just begging for attention. Although it was attention I was not willing to give.

The bell rung through the classroom loudly then causing me to jump back in my seat and clutch my chest. That stupid bell always caught me off gaurd. I quickly scanned the class then turned my sight toward the door to find that Alice was already making her way out. I hastily gathered my books and stumbled after her. Tripping on anything and everything in my path, obviously. I shoved my maths books in to the back of my locker and grabbed the ones I would need for English Litrature after the break. I looked around the quad to find Alice and Rosalie chatting and laughing next to the fountain. I made my way over to them and plastered a fake smile on my face so I didn't get questioned about me mood, again.

"Where've you been speedy?" Rosalie teased. Rosalie is so beautiful with flawless features and long blond hair that cascades down her back and frames her face at the front. And she has peircing blue eyes and a killer figure as she's tall and slender. Life can be so unfair can't it? Alice on the other hand is smaller and more petite almost like a pixie. She has short,black, spiky hair that is always in a perfect dissaray around her also flawless face. Alice I'm sure has a medical problem that means she is obsessed with clothes so she was always dressed in the lastest fashoin statements and killer shoes. Both of my best friends are so icredibly beautiful that I feel intimadated just to stand with them. But, they're never vain and always shower me with compliments which I am always grateful for, they're such great friends.

I grimaced at Rosalie and made up some lame excuse about falling over on my way out of class and having to gather my books again. I knew that sounded fake infact, we all knew it but Rosalie didn't press it she simply changed the subject to something that would definately engage Alice so she couldn't press it either. I threw a thankful glance at Rosalie and she just smiled knowingly. Don't get me wrong I love Alice it's just with her endless supply of energy she could be a tiny bit persistant and annoying. Rosalie can be just as persistant and lets just say she has a very wide range of vocabulary and knows how to use it , but Rose is very considerate of feelings, ours in particular. So sometimes me and Rose had to save eachother from Alice's relentless behaviour.

After that minor distraction and minor change in my train of thought all of the thoughts came flooding back into my head.

Great.

On Saturday one of my good friends, Jacob that I have known for forever , told me he has feelings for me. I guess I am still in shock to be honest. I've been searching myself ,sorting out my feelings and looking to see if I liked him also. I had searched my heart and head what seemed like a thousand times, but still found nothing. I can never see us as anything more than friends, it would just be too... weird. I don't actually know how he fell for me, he felt like a brother to me and I thought I felt like a sister to him, obviously not. I have been avoiding him since not wanting to see his face when he finds out I have never felt that way about him and never will. I already feel guilty but as Rose once told me, you can't control your emotions. Now I completely understand that quote. I realised I was staring blankly at the fountain I blinked and snapped my head up towards the girls who were eyeing me suspiciously.

"What's up?" Rosalie questioned soothingly, I was about to tell her that I was fine and I just had stomach ache or something ,no big deal. I opened my mouth but Alice beat me to it.

"I wouldn't bother ,Rose I have been trying to get it out of her all maths." Alice sniffled pretending to be upset. Then she must of been thinking back over the lesson and beamed sunddenly, obviously remembering she was going to badger me into telling her. I sighed at that and turned back to Rose who just shurgged and stopped the conversation there. Although I knew Rose means well I just don't want to have this conversation right now. While I was thinking of this the girls were staring at the ground, obviously uncomfortable by the akward silence. I want this whole problem to just go away, disperse, never come back. Although here I am about to arrange for the girls to come over to tell them all about it. I must be mad.

"Look," I huffed obviously defeated "Come by my house later and I'll tell you but I can't be bothered right now." I finished just before the bell for third period bell rang. Alice just beamed at her triumph and Rosalie said 'Thanks for trusting us'. I mean I know she is considerate and all but did I really look that bad that I needed extra pity? I decided not to dwell on it and began making my way to English when I turned my head slightly to face the girls who were just going their seprate ways.

"See you at lunch?" I asked my voice abit louder than usual to make sure they definately heard what I was saying. Both girls turned to me then.

"See you then!" They beamed. It was freaky when you have known someone for so long that you say the same things at the same times usually due to being hyper we go into hysterics and get wrong alot for it but this time we all just giggled quietly turning back to making our way to 3rd lesson.

English Litrature was one of my favourite lessons that I usually liked to get engaged and on days like today I wished it was all that I could concentrate on. My teacher soon began the lesson which was on shakespeare, she started stating facts and asking questions about today's subject which was Romeo and Juliet. The teacher kept droning on without pause speaking about 10 times slower than I wished she would have. It was in that moment that I decided this was going to be a very long lesson.

Just as I predicted my lesson lasted what seemed like an eternity and not wihout getting asked questions and given the book to read over the next two weeks. Obviously of course my lesson couldn't go without my teacher commenting that I look like I was somewhere else causing the whole class to look at me. I don't like any extra attention than necessary and this definately wasn't necessary.I was so embarassed by everyone in the class looking at me like a mouse with 6 eyes.

Embarassment = Major blush.

The rest of my day passed rather uneventfully but not without earning a few people asking if I was ok. I knew they were just being nice and worrying about me but god sometimes it really got to me. All the lessons in that day went just as slow as english and I was almost grateful for the day to be over. Almost.

I arranged for the girls to come over about six so we could talk or rather me tell them what they want to know. Not that I don't trust them or don't want them to know it's just that talking about the subject will just make me think about it more and I definately didn't want that. I huffed at that knowing there was no way out know so said my goodbyes and began making my way to my truck.

I have a red Chevy truck which is battered and rusty and can only do about 55mph at a push, but thats why I love it. It's so..unique.I was in the middle of the lot when it began to rain, just my luck. I quickened my pace a little bit in an aim to get to my truck before it truly started to come down in which case I would get soaked. When my truck came into sights I was happy, until I saw someone leaning against the drivers door. The person wore a black hooded sweater and loose fitting jeans and although the person was faced away from me I was pretty sure it was a male by the way they were standing. I began walking again , the closer I got to my truck the more nevous I was.

When I was at the reer end of my truck I stopped not wanting to get any closer incase it was someone I didn't know. I stood there for a minute thinking over what I should do, then I decided to see who I was dealing with.

"H-hello..?" I breathed so low it was barely audible. I was trying to focus on breathing as he began to turn around and after a few seconds I lifted my gaze and my breath hitched in my throught , I forced myself to breath again and it came out forcefully in one big gust. I lifted gaze again for a second glance , looking up through my eyelahses and there he was, I knew his face so well.

Jacob.

End note: Sorry about the cliffy (: Please review and tell me what you think and whether you think I should continue with the story or anything you would like me to add. I am already writing the next chapter so 5 reviews or more and I shall post it as soon as it's written.

Jacobs hood is up on his sweater.(:

-DefinatelyMaybe.x