AN: OME!!!!!!!!!! Another update!!!!!!!!! The reason, i said i'd try to get two updates a week and i'm going to be out of town friday, saturday, and sunday. i'm spending thursday doing homework, so that only leaves today. The song in this chapter is called Best I Ever Had by Vertical Horizon. Enjoy! :)
BPOV
I got in my car, drove home, and as soon as I got into our driveway I parked, jumped out and ran. I just ran. I'm not a big fan of physical activity, but right now running seemed like the thing I needed, I needed to runaway from everything, everyone.
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
As I ran all I thought about was Edward, we met in 7th grade and bonded instantly, at the time we both had braces, he still looked amazing even with metal in his mouth, I remember the first day of high school, he came to school without the braces, that was the first day I saw his "crooked smile", my smile, it was then that I knew I liked Edward Cullen as more than a friend.
We hung out all the time, while he had many admirers, I had few boyfriends, Edward said that Emmett would screen the guys who liked me before he let them ask me out. Big protective Emmett.
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
I didn't realize I was in love with Edward till the summer before senior year….we were playing truth or dare. Of course when it was his turn he picked dare. Alice dared him to kiss me. He looked nervous at first, then, he said "come here Bella". I leaned in as he did, and when his lips met mine it was the best thing I'd ever felt, our lips moved together, his were soft, and warm. He playfully bit my bottom lip and I gasp, he took this as an opportunity to put his tongue I my mouth, our tongues battled for dominance, of course he won. Someone coughed. Edward pulled away and I missed the contact. He ran his hand through his hair flashed his crooked smile and said "well if you have to do something you might as well do a good job." I felt myself start to blush.
Suddenly throughout the school year my head was swimming with thoughts of Edward.
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right
TWO DAYS LATER….
Then my thoughts strayed to that night. The night we spent together. The night that changed everything, there was no going back to before that night, we couldn't just be the same old best friends, I couldn't be the naïve little virgin high-schooler, I just couldn't. and it's not just because of that night, it was also because today I was graduating. In a few minutes Mr. Greene would announce my name. I'd walk to the center of the stage, receive my diploma, put my tassel on the other side and…
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
"Isabella Swan."
It was over. I was no longer in high school.
"Bella!" came his musical voice.
"Edward?"
"I just came to say goodbye." he was now looking at his feet.
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
"oh.."
"So…I guess…." he looked up at me and he had so much pain and hurt in his eyes, "goodbye Isabella."
"Bye Edward." I kept chanting to myself don't cry, don't cry "Have fun in Paris."
He took a step forward and wrapped his arms around me, "I'll miss you Bella, everyday." with that he took one last look at me, turned around, and that was it, he was gone.
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever had
AN: Please please please review. And for all those who have, thank you soooo much, without you guys i probably wouldn't have continued with this story. tons of luv! ~SomebodyThatIUsedToKnow