BPOV

He's been gone for about a month. He hasn't called, e-mailed, or written. Is it horrible to be upset? For me to miss him?

I just wish…

I wish he'd come back.

I wish he missed me.

I wish he felt how I felt.

I wish I was in his arms right now.

I wish I was getting lost in his emerald eyes, not just staring out the window.

I wish I didn't hurt like this.

I wish he never left.

But maybe it's for the best.

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the secondhand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.

Emmett says it's time to move on. I agree. I've come to the conclusion that it was a mistake. I start my first year of college in 2 months, maybe I'll meet someone. He probably already has. She's probably tall, pretty, and blonde. That's his type. The exact opposite of me. 5'4, average, pale, and plain brown eyes and hair.

2 months left. What to do with the time………?

EPOV

I arrived in France about a month ago, deciding to leave all thoughts of Bella behind. It's beautiful here. There's this girl….she's gorgeous. Her name is Tanya. We met on the plane and just hit it off right away, she's going to the same university as me and so far I've barely spent tie without her. She's not like the other girls I've dated…I don't know how to explain it…she's just so confident in herself, and did I say she's gorgeous? Oh and the sex is great. I've called home about once a week, and me and Emmett have talked almost every other day, I've only told Emmett about Tanya, but I think I could be in love with her……..

BPOV

Alice arrived with Rose about an hour ago, we're going clubbing. It's either this or I stay in for another night alone. I think I'll take clubbing for 500 please…

I got forced into this. Forced into wearing a teeny black dress that barely covered the essentials.

This was going to be a long night…..

AN: sorry this is just a filler, i wrote chapter 7 and just wasn't pleased with it so i'm taking a day or two to fix and edit it, so please review. i really love all of your input. New Moon November 20, 2009!!!!!!!! tons of luv!!!!! ~ SomebodyThatIUsedToKnow