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The Rocky's Temptation.

Chapter 4: Night One, Assistance.

"I need to get rid of it, Bella. I'm not going to lay beside you all night with a hard on." Uhh.

"Ed...ward. Can't I hel--"

"Bella! I can't promise I can keep control with you...doing...anything to me. I don't want to hurt you. I wouldn't be able to bear it."

He turned and walked into the bathroom, leaving me there, consulting with myself how to get him to let it go.

I laid there, impatiently, as Edward fiddled around in the bathroom, trying desperately to get rid of the bulge that was eagerly pressing against his boxer briefs.

"Fuuuck!" Then a loud thud came from the bathroom, causing me to jump in fright.

"Edward? Babe, what are you doing?" And was it really necessary to destroy the bathroom while you were at it?

"Uhh..Bella, I'm just...struggling...a bit. Just go back to bed. I'll be out in a while." He promised, though his voice sounded strained, full of agony.

"Okay, just don't hurt the bathroom, please. I don't really want to have to explain to Esme how it happened..." I took a deep breath, knowing how much I wanted to just walk in and help him with his erection....but that wasn't what Edward wanted. So I turned around, let out my breath and walked towards the bed, forcing each and every step.

After what felt like an eternity and dozens more of Edwards grunts and cries, Edward unlocked the door. He didn't come out, so I got off the bed and went over to the bathroom, slightly nervous at what would cause Edward to not come out.

"Edward?" I opened the door a smudge. "Can I come in?"

"Of course, Love."

I opened the door all the way, and took in my surroundings. The shower was running, there was a hole in the wall by the shower head, and there was Edward, on the toilet, still in his briefs. Still with his member up vertically. I giggled a little bit, now understanding all his moans of complaint, and walked over to him, pushing my hands through his wet, wild hair. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me to him. He was wet still, assumming he tried having a cold shower, and made my tank top a little damp.

"Bella...I can't..It just won't go away." He half moaned my name, the other half clearly filled with frustration.

As an idea flashed through my mind, my heart picked up speed instantly, as my breathing stopped just thinking about it. I knew Edward could hear my heart, and question my random heart sputter, so I pulled away, looking down at him, trying to stare so deep into his gorgeous eyes that he would understand what I was thinking. He leaned up and pressed his lips gently to mine, my hands grasping the back of his head, trying to bring him closer. He accepted, by grabbing my hips and pulling me onto his lap, crushing me to him. I could feel his erection between us, causing my heart to pump even faster. He deepened the kiss further, pressing hard onto my tender lips, creating a moan escape from my throat. That seemed to just push Edward farther because I felt something wet and cold brush against my lips really quick, and gasped when I figured out that it mush have been his tongue. By gasping, though, I released our kiss, and he looked at me questioningly, his eyes silently asking permission. I smiled slightly at his permission seeking and kissed him hard. I felt his tongue again, slower this time, drag along my bottom lip. I opened my mouth slightly, and grabbed onto his tongue with my teeth, moaning at the same time. All too soon Edward broke our kiss so I could breath and I let my head drop backwards, gasping for air, as he moved his hands up my back, near my shoulder blades, and kissed my collarbone, his cool lips feeling awesome against my burning hot skin. He moved his face down, and kissed the top of my breast, slowly and passionately. Uncontrollably, when his lips touched my skin, my backed arched, causing my hips to grind on top of his. I felt his boner rub against my region when I did this, making my core burn furiously.

That's when I remembered my idea, my breathing now as controled as it would ever be, and climbed off Edward. He moaned in the disappointment of our loss of contact, but I grabbed his hand and tried to pull him up.

"Come on, babe." I tried to sound seductive, but didn't know how well I succeed because he sat there for a couple seconds before rising. I took him to the bed, and he hesitated before he sat.

"Bella? What are you thinking?" His tone was so smooth, so unguarded, I decided I wasn't going to tell him. Knowing he was slipping control, I eagerly jumped onto his lap, kissing him, and placing my hands on his chest.

"Lay." I was surprised at how stern my voice sounded, although I felt like I could feel all my courage dissolving. Would he let me have my way for once? Would he let me please him, instead of it always being about me. I was very nervous as he leaned back, laying flat on the bed. There I was, straddling my unbelievable boyfriend, his member still flying high, right in front of me, and as inexperienced as ever. He was still staring at me, and me at him, as I gathered up all my courage I had and slid my hands down his peck muscles, over his perfectly defined stomach and rested at the hem of his briefs.

"Bella." I knew he was trying to be stern, and a smile crept over my face because it was more like a moan than a warning.

"Yes, Edward?" I let my fingers creep over the folds of his boxers, as I leaned forward and gave him a quick peck. He grabbed at the sheets, bunching them in his fists.

"You are going to be the death of me, love. Please, think about your safety before you go any farther." He shuddered under my touch, a low, sensual growl emitting from his throat.

"Edward. You will not hurt me! You never have and you never will." I stared into his eyes, pushing my honestly into him, hoping that he would finally grasp this fact so we can move on.

"That's why you have nightmares, right?" I knew he knew I meant physically, but he just had to throw that in whenever he could. I just rolled my eyes and looked down at him, in his new revealing state. I took in another deep breath, trying to steady myself. My mind was going crazy! I didn't know what to do, or how to do it, or if it would even make him feel better. All I knew is I needed to help him, I needed to make him believe in himself, so maybe we could further this specific area of our relationship.

"Love, I don't know what you are thinking, but you don't have to do it. I don't have to be able to read your mind to know that you are nervous and uncomfortable with me...with us...like this." He let go of the sheets, that his grip had already loosened on, and placed his hands on my sides, rubbing them up and down trying to comfort me. I started to relax immediately, allowing his cold, marble hands to flow over my curves.

"Edward..." I pulled my hands away from his boxers, placing them on his rock hard stomach, feeling every groove, every muscle twitch, and placing it in my memory. "I just don't know what to do. I feel so dumb but...I don't know how." My cheeks grew scarlet the more I talked and could feel the heat rising to my chest also.

"Bella, you don't have to do ---" I cut him off, abruptly shaking my head back and forth.

"No. Don't you understand. I want to! I need to. Edward, my body craves you every second of the day. Can you please, just once, tell me that yours craves for me too? Just let me help you. Please." He just sat there, staring at me, while I pouted. My eyes started burning and I knew that the tears were going to overflow very shortly. Why hasn't he said anything!? He doesn't crave me like I do him, I knew it all along this was too good to be true. That a beautiful, perfect --

"Bella!" I was snapped out of my trance by Edwards firm hands on my arms, shaking me.

"Can you please try to stay on Earth with me for one night. I swear you are worse than Alice, zoning out all the time." He shook his head, and sat up, pulling me into a hug, before continuing, "Of course my body craves you, Bella. Why else would I be standing tall here for the first time in almost a hundred years? I just can't loose control with you. Sex for vampires is different than sex for you humans...no offense. Sex for us is more than just touching and coming together as one. Its a joining of lives, of powers, and we could go forever, not once getting the least bit unsatisfied. When vampires have sex...they..well they let into their senses, Bella. They become one hundred percent animal instinct. If I were to do that with you, with your blood pulsing..." He drooped his head onto my shoulder, letting go of the breath I didn't notice he was holding. His cool air blew over my revealed shoulder, causing me to shiver, as I leaned back to look at him. He had the saddest face, the most heart breaking image I have ever seen.

"Edward, how do I get rid of it." He shot a stare at me, daring me to quit, but I kissed him gently, encouraging, then pulled away quickly.

"That's not fair, love. You are teasing me. Now come back here and kiss me right." His voice was now threatening, as a tiny growl surfaced when he stopped talking, his eyes also turning visibly darker. Okay, this way going to be fun! I just have to tease him and he'll do the rest. I can just hop around until he explodes. Quite literally! I quietly giggled to myself, biting my lip, and jumping off Edwards lap.

"Hey! What the....?" Edward looked very sad by my movement, so I went slowly towards him, just before his reach and then ran into the livingroom.

"Belllla.."

I was pretending to be occupied by a movie on the shelf, when he suddenly grabbed me. I yelped in fright, not even hearing him come up behind me. He picked me up and turned me to face him.

"That was notvery nice, love." He no longer sounded normal, his voice more a growl than it's velvet normality. He pushed me up against the wall, boxing my in with his arms. He leaned in and smelled me, yet another growl producing itself. His growl sent chills down my spine and I looked up into his eyes and they were pitch black. I didn't know whether to be scared or turned on. Eight million different possibilities where flying through my head, all fun and games forgotten. We were either deep in trouble, or the games began. While I was contemplating my situation, Edward was exploring my entire body with his hands. They were on my sides, then up to my shoulders, and back down to my hips. Every time he went down my heart rate picked up faster and faster, and when he slid his hands over by butt I almost shouted out in surprise. He pulled my hips towards him, causing my crotch to rub against his erection, creating flames all over my body, but most potent at my groin.

"Ohh, Edward. I'm soo hot. You feel so good, you are so cold." I sighed when he pressed me against him once more, and as I came in contact with him again I could feel it stretching to keep our contact. I looked down and couldn't believe how big he was. It was as if he was going to burst through the material of his boxers.

I slightly heard him chuckle, and could feel his breath on my shoulder. What did he say? Shit. Good job, Bella.

"So?"

"What? I'm sorry. Hard to focus on two things right now." Oh great. I blushed a deep red, looking away. Anything to avoid what I knew was coming.

He shocked me again though, pulling my face to his and kissing my urgently and hard. "Then don't, love." He re-connected our lips, and brushed his tongue against my lips. I opened my mouth for him and he slid his cold tongue into my hot mouth. My knees went weak when his tongue touched mine, hesitantly at first, but then more forceful as he became comfortable with our new kiss. He pushed against me a little harder into the wall, holding me up, while I wrapped my legs around his waist. He let me up to breath and kissed his way down my neck to my chest. His hands travelled down to my sides, and came to the bottom of my shirt, going underneath, and just resting on my hips. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling tightly with passion. He stopped, and disappointment hit me full throttle. When I looked at him, he was staring deep into me, and then slowly pulled my top off. Once it was off, he ogled me, and pulled me back into our kiss, his hands torturingly slow made their way up to my chest.

Once his hand made contact with my breast, my back arched, pressing my tit deeper into his hands, and my ass further onto his member. He gripped my breasts tighter than he did before, and squeezed them when I moaned into his mouth.

Edward pulled me off the wall and further into him, his lips never leaving mine. I was so beyond dazzled that I didn't realize we were moving until my body was cushioned by a very soft and welcoming surface. Edward broke our kiss, again, to let me breath, and I took the opportunity to look around and realize we were in bed. Edward was hovering above me, not placing any of his weight on my body, unfortunately, and had that beautiful crooked smile portrayed on his lips.

"Mmm, what's so funny Mr. Cullen?" I twisted my fingers behind his neck, smiling back at him. He bent down and kissed me gently, his tongue brushing mine, but pulled away before I could continue it farther.

"Nothing is funny, my love. You are just so striking and beautiful, and I was just bathing in the fact that you are all mine." My heart stuttered a bit, causing a chuckle from Edward, and a blush from me. I tried to pull him down, Edward willingly coming, and kissed him hard, not wanting to ever stop. I knew my lips were probably all swollen but I didn't care, it was a small price to pay to have his tasteful, cool, luscious lips on mine.

Edward slowly lowered himself onto me, only allowing a bit of weight to rest on me, while his arms snaked around my form, his long fingers tenderly traced my spine. I revelled in his added weight on top of me, and wrapped my arms around his neck, playing with his hair. I leaned up and kissed him, tempting him with my tongue across his lips. He moaned, causing his lips to part slightly, and I slipped my tongue into his mouth just barely before he growled and pulled away quickly.

He looked away from me with a stern expression on his face. "Bella, you can't..." sigh " you can't just do that with me. I could kill you!" He drooped his head, and let go a sigh. "Bella, you could have surprised me, caught me off guard, and I could have ripped your tongue off before I would even know what was going on. Before you could even realize something was wrong."

I put my hands on his face, holding tightly, while explaining to him that he is never "off guard" when I am around. He finally let himself be convinced by me and rolled off me, onto his back, still at full flight.

"Come here." He tugged on my hand, beckoning me to him, and I crawled over, glancing up at him. Before I could even take two strides towards him I felt his strong hands on my side pulling me to him quicker. He pressed his lips to mine, and sat me down beside him. I closed my eyes, completely content, as he caressed my back and sides with his hand. I wiggled down a bit, and crawled onto his legs, looking at his face for any sign of emotion that would lead me to stop, and stared to pull down his briefs. He groaned, but didn't protest so I tried to continue, but nervous as I was I wasn't getting to far too fast.

"Let me help, love." I glanced up at him and he had a smile pulling at the crook of his lips, and he ripped the only material separating him and me easily and fluidly. I tried to keep my eyes on his after the boxers were gone, but I glanced down after a couple seconds and became captivated. He was so beautiful, so perfect, I couldn't look away.

"Bella, love, please breathe." I inhaled deeply, soaking in the warm feeling of Edwards scent flowing through my lungs, and moved my hand onto his thigh. It was his turn to breathe now, as he took in a large, calming breath, and held it. I watched him, waiting for a response, and when I got none I moved my hand a little higher. My eyes never left his face as my hand travelled up his thigh, until I felt his solid penis at the tip of my fingers. I raised my hand off his body, my heart ready to fly from my chest, and slowly wrapped my hand loosely around his penis. He shuddered violently and I stayed still until he opened his eyes and looked down at me with so much love and passion evident in his eyes.

"You are just..warm." I couldn't help a giggle that flew past my lips, his hand stretching to rub my cheek. I stared into his eyes as I tightened my grip on him, not even making it fully around him and moved my hand, very slowly, down his length, and then back up it. Edward was taking very deep breaths and had the blankets scrunched up in his hands again as I steadily increased the pace of my hand, getting more of a reaction from him every time.

"Ohhh Bella, Bella" and "Ahhh, shit Bella!" and "Oh...My..God!" Every time he said my name, I smiled bigger and went faster, gripped harder and finally, "Bella! Oh, I can't...hold it." before he came. As his juices were sliding down his shaft, I felt the sudden urge to taste, so I bent forward and licked it off him. Mmm. He tasted so good, slightly salty but he tasted how he smelt, only better!

I licked my lips and looked at him, realising what I had done I blushed such a deep shade there are no colours to describe it.

"Oh, love, don't be ashamed. Please. That was amazing, you are amazing. Thank you for...helping me. I didn't think I should let you, but I tried to believe in myself like you do." He pulled me up to him, hugging me lightly.

"You did so well, Edward. I'm so proud of you! But I knew you could do it! You are so much stronger than you think." I gave him a quick peck on the lips, and hugged him again.

We curled up, spooning, and Edward started humming my lullaby and I was quickly out.

Alright!!! Finally! So...sorry this took sooooo long. I have been very busy and everytime I sat down to do this I just couldn't think of how, or what to be exact. I hope I did ok, and that you guys weren't bored. I really don't know how I am with this kind of stuff, so please REVIEW so I know how i did, what to change or how to change :) thank you all and I really appreciate you reading!