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"Oh, you poor thing!" Esme whispered, being the first to break the silence.

"It's no big deal" Ian shrugged still looking at the floor. An obvious gesture that clearly meant that it WAS a big deal, "I've dealt with this since I was 12 years old. I kind of had time to get use to it." Of course, he didn't want another accident to occur.

"That explained why I got a headache trying to read your mind….it's like it's poisoned, infected."Edward muttered just loud enough for everyone to hear. Ian looked up at Edward in a steady but intense gaze," You're wrong. My minds not like poison. I am poison. Depending on how strong of a hold I have on you and for how long; I could either kill you quickly or slowly. The slower version is much better because you get a chance to save yourself. It's like recovering from a cold or Flu. The worst case of slowly dying is I cause your body to get some type of cancer."

Holly had on a grim face, as did Alex. Damien looked sympathetic. Ian was to good for a power like this. Even Alex admitted that he probably deserved it more.

Rosalie cut in, "Yah, but you can't hurt us because we are ALREADY dead. Right, Carlisle?"

Carlisle shook his head still staring at Ian, "I wouldn't take any risks, Rosalie. He obviously affected Edward in some way and we all know that he's dead." He turned toward Jasper and Alice, "What about you two? Do your powers work on Ian?"

Jasper shook his head frustrated, "I can but at the same time I can't. I can defiantly feel what he's feeling but I can in no way manipulate them. If I try, I end up feeling depressed and agonized. " Carlisle nodded, observing and learning like he always did. Maybe he could find a way to help Ian?

"Don't get to hopeful, remember last time…" A voice at the back of my head whispered.

Alice sighed in frustration,"Ugh, it's the same thing with me! If I try to look into his future, it's either completely black or surrounded by black globs that only show fractions of his future." She lifted a hand and rubbed her temple, "And like Edward I get this massive headache!" Jasper rubbed her back and sent a wave of calmness to Alice.

Kia half smiled, "Ian's just full of surprises like Bella. May we go inside?"

Esme nodded. "You didn't even have to ask! Our home is yours whenever you need to use it! I'll show you to the room you're sharing with Holly. Edward, can you show Ian and Alex the room they share with Damien? " Edward nodded and bent down to hug and give me a quick kiss. I smiled and looked over at Ian who if possible, looked worst then before. Alex noticed what happened and gave a low whistle, Kia rolled her eyes at him and smiled at Ian. "Lets go"

Ian and Alex followed Edward up the stairs and to the left, all the while Alex was complaining, "This should be ILLEGAL!! Damien is a gaaaay! Shouldn't he be rooming in with the ladies?" Emmett laughed and set up the game station, where he and Holly played. Damien was seating on the floor rooting for Emmett. Kia and Esme went up the stairs talking and to the right. Rose went to the garage. Alice, still rubbing her forehead disappeared, probably to her room, what kind of surprised me was that Jasper didn't follow.

He smiled at me and kind of nervously asked," Come with me to the garden I want to talk about something with you." "Sure" I followed him out back and knew suddenly with a dreaded feeling what he was going to talk to me about.

We sat near the garden on the soft grass. I looked at him,"So?" It was kind of awkward. Jasper and I never did these private talks. It was weird and I could tell he knew I was nervous as he sent a wave of calmness toward me.

"Well, want to tell me why you felt love when Ian's name was said yesterday? It was almost as powerful as the love you have for Edward. Then today, when you saw him, let's just say you made even me overwhelmed. Especially when Edward kissed you today, there was the typical love, lust and embarrassment, but when you noticed Ian you immediately felt guilt, love, and confusion. Ian felt almost the same thing too. Except, instead of guilt he felt a little bit of betrayal. Bella what is Ian to you? I promise not to tell Edward, if anything, you should tell him. But I want to help you out. I understand now more than ever that you're a part of this family, and maybe it's about time I act more like a brother like Emmett."

I gapped. I literally didn't know what to say. This was the most I ever heard of Jasper. He chuckled, "Bella you can close your mouth, I didn't come as that much as a shocker did I?" I closed my mouth and shook my head.

"No, well, yes to tell you the truth." I smiled and looked at the house behind Jasper. He saw what I meant to ask. "No they won't here if we talk lowly, and besides I'm sure Alice would keep Edward occupy for a while and everyone else who tries to come look for us." I sighed in relief.

"Okay then, I trust you Jasper. You ARE a brother to me and besides I should tell you it from the beginning." I whispered. He nodded in encouragement. "Ian, Alex and I met back in phoenix, we were the first of the group to discover we had powers. From the very beginning we were close, especially Ian and I. We, understood each other. I sometimes more then Alex. I was there when he discovered his power and unfortunately I was there when…" I looked at Jasper, "Well that's not exactly my story to tell… Anyways there was one day, we were at a old abandoned theatre. We both love movies at the time. I was 16 and he was 18, and it really wasn't Alex thing.

You know with being lazy and all, he decided to stay home and play videogames." I rolled my eyes….

Flashback!

"Ian this is amazing! How did you even manage to find this place?" A 16 year old Bella wearing faded jeans and striped shirt asked in awe. She heard a chuckle behind her. She turned around to see an 18 year old Ian wearing jeans, black t-shirt and leather coat smiling at her.

Her knees wobbled.

He was so handsome. I had had a crush on him for the longest. His voice broke my oogling. "Bella, you've said that like a hundred times already and I told you, it was pure luck. Just average days Alex manages to piss me off, so when I went out to take a breather, viola, I found it!"

I looked at Ian, "This place is-" Ian cut her off with an incredulous look. She laughed it off."Okay, okay I get it. I just don't understand how you haven't shown Alex this! " His face fell

"I have. He called this place a bigger dump then his room and walked back home complaining about how he wasted a day coming to see some haunted house." I laughed harder than before. That was exactly like Alex!! Ian laughed with her. She stopped to hear his voice, and decided, he needed to laugh more. It suited him, nicely.

"Well it was his lost! Come on, let's see what else this place has to offer before it gets late and I have to go home. Renee will absolutely flip if I come home at midnight again! Stupid Alex and his 'Adventures'" She muttered the last part.

Ian laughed, "No kidding. Watch out, there's a lot of old stuff here, and with you being Americas most clumsy you should be careful." "Hmm-mm", She nodded while thinking. "Just like Ian, always looking out for her. He'd take of her."

She was vaguely aware of where she was headed when a shout broke her concentration. "Bella Look OUT!" It was too late she was already tripping over a broken arm rest that was ripped out of a chair. It was all almost in slow motion. The theatre had a downward slope. If she fell, which she knew she would, because she was, she end up rolling down through a whole bunch of other ripped pieces of chairs and end up near the screen. Where a small pile of rusted metals sticks !

She turned and saw the turmoil on Ian face. He wanted to rescue her. Dying to rescue her. But couldn't, because he very well could have ended up killing her. Determined he slid his jacket over his hands clutching the jacket and dove in to save me. I felt the impact of our bodies rolling down. He was trying to make sure everything in her way hit him instead. He was also trying not to touch her with his face. Finally we slowed down. Our weight together brought us just barely out of reach from the metal.

As if on cue we both sighed.

And then we noticed our positions. He was lying underneath me, legs spread with mine in-between. I was on my elbows trying carefully to get my arms and face away from any bare skin. Then we just stared. It was like a blinking contest I use to do when I was little, who ever broke away lost.

For a few seconds we lay simply like that, staring at each other, when he broke his gaze and steadied it on my lips instead. I saw the longing in his eyes and inwardly jumped for joy.

YES! He liked me! Ian wanted to kiss me! And then as soon as it all came the joyfulness left.

NO! Ian was to kind to do it. He'd hurt me if he laid a single finger on me. Ugh, how his ability was such a pain and so extraordinary. More than anything he wanted to kiss me. I knew it. I saw it. I felt it! And then I held my breath because I saw something else entirely too.

Love.

Ian loves me. And I love him. And he wasn't going to hurt me, he wasn't going to kiss me.

And I'll be damned if I let that happen.

Without a moment's hesitation I bent down to kiss him, he gasped and then just as suddenly his lips danced with mine. It was perfect! It was pure bliss until I started to feel light headed and dizzy. I could feel y eyes rolling back. I wasn't in pain, but I felt as I was having my life literally sucked out of me. Ian wasn't paying attention. I felt for his mind desperately and commanded "Stop!!! Look what you're doing to me!!"

I began to feel myself being push away. No, that wasn't it. He pushed himself away from me. He was frantic, crying. His tears falling freely now, some landing on me. I could hear him whisper "No, no, no, I love you Bella, I'm sorry Bella."

But I couldn't reply. I felt as if I were drowning and had just been given air. I started choking and finally I was able to reply "No one's fault, it was perfect. I love you." I knocked out.

The last thing I remember was being in the hospital, being treated for pneumonia. Alex and Ian where there. Both scared,both worried.

They didn't want me to be the second person Ian killed. It would kill him, and Alex wouldn't be the same either.

After I healed a couple of weeks later Ian wouldn't come anywhere near me. I got fed up and went to him one day at their house, Alex was sleeping. "Why are you avoiding me?! I lived, I'm okay Ian." He shook his head.

"Bella, you almost DIED, because of me! Of course I have to stay away! I can't lose you, I can't hurt you ever again, I love you. " He said solemnly

I scoffed "So What?! That's no excuse. I practically land myself in the hospital every month BY MY SELF. You don't have to be 40 feet away from me when ever you see me! Just be like before, I miss you, and Alex is getting annoying. " I smiled, trying to make him laugh. He chuckled and then said seriously,

"Bella I can't afford to lose you. If I kill you, you have no idea what that'll do to me. I can't have it. Not again. Especially with you. I love you and yeah, I'll come closer but that day, the one at the theater, it can't ever happen again. I won't allow it. I'll always love you. " Needless to say I was crying, I nodded. I couldn't have anything more. I knew Ian and he would do everything in his power to keep me safe. Even if it meant staying away from the person he loved.

"I'll always love you too. Now and for always." I smiled, which he returned. A cough was heard behind us. We turned to see Alex at the top of the staircase, who UN doubtfully heard every single word. He glanced at both of us and whistled.

END OF FLASH BACK!!

By the end of my story, I was too afraid to face Jasper. What if he hates me now that I've betrayed his brother? Does he think horribly of me now? What if-. He cut off my mental rambling by gently shaking me.

"Bella, calm down," No need, he did it for me."It's okay." HUH?

I turned to look at him. "Aren't you mad? I swear I truly do love Edward, really. I just, ugh I don't know. Can I just blame hormones?" Jasper laughed. A real heart belling laugh. "No, I'm not mad Bella. I understand. And believe me, if there's anyone who knows how much you love Edward it's me." He smiled. "And, actually… hormones might have something to do with it…" He chuckled when he saw my un amused face. "Bella, it's perfectly fine to love two people. But I suggest you to talk to Edward and Ian about it. Face it, you're going to have to face him eventually, and Ian too." I sighed

"I know. But when and how am I going to have the guts to do it."

Jasper smirked "I'm not Alice, I can't tell you that. But when you do decide to tell them and figure out your feelings, come to me and I'll give you a boost of confidence."

I sighed and nodded. In a second Holly popped out in front of us. "Guys, come on. It's almost night time and we all decided to share stories on how we discovered our powers. Carlisle also wants to start talking about where and how we are going to fight the wild ones!" She laughed, "Oh, and Alex made a bet with Emmett! They are going to race tomorrow and the loser has to be the one to get all the flirting by Damien and allow him to kiss him!!! Emmett's pretty confident" She laughed. Emmett had no idea what he got himself into.

She and Jasper got up and followed Holly inside.