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Sorry I know its been awhile I've been really busy hopefully i will update more often well heres the third chapter R&R plz!!!! Oh and a reminder my grammar sucks....
There was a small awkward silence but oz broke it by saying that it was great seeing everyone again. Before he left he glanced at Tara noticing that he didn't know her and then he left. Tara was still looking toward her feet when she heard Anya say "everyone's uncomfortable now" everyone ignored the very obvious statement and Buffy walked over to Willow and put her arm around her comfortingly and asked "are you okay?"
Willow didn't answer she was still in shock. Tara couldn't take it she was going to break down so she decided to leave "I just.... um I realized I'm late for study group." Tara said trying not to stammer.
Willow step closer to her and said "Tara wait" Tara stepped away from Willow "No...No its okay you should be with your friends. And I....I should go." She turned around and began to leave she heard willow say "wait" but she couldn't she had to leave she didn't want willow to see her breakdown.
Tara walked to the university by herself feeling her heartbreak with every step she started to cry. She knew if Oz ever came back that Willow would get back together with him she just wished it was just her low self esteem talking but she started to believe.
She sat on her bed for hours and thought. She thought about what would happen of willow chose oz and how she would feel and react to it. She didn't really think about how she would feel if willow chose her, but she was so sure that the redhead wouldn't. Then Tara realized how stupid she was being. If she loved willow what was she doing just sitting here feeling sorry for herself!? She would just sit here and just watch herself loose her Red. Yeah HER Red! She decided that in the morning she would go to willows and tell her how she felt about her she would tell her that she loved her more than anything in the world and that she couldn't bear the thought of losing her.
Tara woke the next morning confident that Willow felt the same way about her as she felt about her. She got out of bed and got ready to confront willow with a big smile on her face. She was so happy that she had found someone who cared about her and would love her unconditionally.
She left her dorm and started to walk to Stevenson Hall where Willow was. As Tara got closer to the dorm her confidence slowly left her. She kept thinking what if the red head didn't like her like Tara had thought. what if last night Oz convinced her to be with him. She then noticed a blue van outside the dorm. Her confidence left her completely. Willow told her once that Oz owned a van but she couldn't remember the color Willow had told her. Why couldn't she remember the color!! She was panicking but then she had to laugh at herself a little she was being ridiculous willow wouldn't have let oz stay the night would she?