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Tara walked into Stevenson took a deep breath and walked up the stairs to Willows dorm. She was getting more and more nervous with each step. She completely forgot how she was going to tell Willow how she felt. She even wrote it down and memorized it, but her he mind went blank. When she finally got to Willows room she took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
Her heart fell when she saw that it was Oz that opened the door. "Oh sorry. I-I I'll come back later." Tara said trying to keep herself together.
Off the look on her face Oz said "Are you looking for willow? She is just in the bathroom down the hall."
Tara answered "No, no it's – its okay." Oz realized that he recognized this shy girl standing in front of him "hey I saw you at Giles' yesterday." "S-sometime willow takes me with her to the s-Scooby's." Tara answered while looking at her feet. Oz nodded the asked "Are you sure you don't want to come in?" Tara just shook her head and gave a small smile.
Tara sadly walked away from Willow's dorm. She saw Willow walking out of the bathroom. She quickly walked in the opposite direction and headed to her first class of the day.
Tara didn't pay much attention in her class she kept thinking about what would happen next. She was only assuming that Oz had spent the night with Willow, so maybe she still had a chance. Her class seemed to go on forever but it had finally ended. She stills an hour before her next class so she decided to go back to her dorm.
When she got back to her dorm she sat on her bed and stared at the floor. Until she heard a soft knock on her door. She walked over to the door and saw that it was Willow she smiled and let the Redhead in. "hi " Willow said as she walked in Tara replied with "hey" .
Tara kept thinking 'if she is going to break my heart then for the love of Hecate make it fast.' There was silence for awhile the Willow finally said "I can only stay for a minute I have class." "Me too, I-I have class too." Tara said slightly stuttered. Willow began to fidget. 'Oh Goddess she is going to do it' Tara thought.
Willow took a deep breath and said "I just want you to know that what you saw this morning it wasn't-"Tara cut her off "No it's okay. I-I always knew that if he came back—""We were just talking. Nothing happened" This was music to Tara's ears. She was so happy her heart could've leaped out of her chest, but she kept this emotion to herself for Willows sake.
Tara replied with "oh. Really?" Willow nodded and smiled but her face turned serious "But you know it was intense just talking. We have a lot to talk about. I kinda feel like my head is gonna explode." Willow the turned away from Tara and she walked to the other side of the room.
Tara started to look at her feet then said "Whatever you know happens I'll still be here. I'll still be your friend." Willow turned to look at Tara he tone of voice was serious and slightly hurt as she said "Of course we will be friends. That's not even a question."
Tara could feel tears start to form behind her eyes. "But I'm saying I know how much Oz means to you." "How can you?" willow said her voice breaking a little "when I'm not even sure." Tara could see the tears in willows eyes. Seeing that Tara began to move closer to willow. Willow looked down at her feet and said "I know how much he meant to me, but he left, and everything changed. " tears started to escape willows eyes but she continued "I changed then we-" Willow stopped and looked at Tara "what?" Tara asked "I don't know" willow answered "I just—life was starting to get good again" she walked closer to Tara and looked into her eyes "and you're a big part of that." Willow swallowed hard "and here comes the thing I wanted most of all, and I don't know what to do."
Tears where rolling down Willows cheeks and Tara could barely look at her she didn't want to make things harder for Willow so she tried her best not to cry when willow said "I want to know... but I don't."
Tara couldn't hold her emotions in anymore. She reached for Willow cheek and caressed it as she said "do what makes you—"she tried to swallow the lump in her throat "h-happy." Tara was now crying. She loved Willow with all her heart. She didn't want to lose her, but she wanted her to be happy.
Willow looked at Tara her eyes were filled with sadness and distress. Willow wrapped her arms around Tara. Tara returned the hug and gently stroked the redhead's hair in comfort. She wouldn't be able to live without this girl Tara knew that for certain. They held each other for the longest time then Willow slowly pulled away from Tara looking deep into her eyes and then she leaned in and gently kissed her. Willow then said "I have to get to class, but take my sweater so you won't forget about me." Tara smiled affectionately at willow and said "I would never forget about you." The embraced each other again and reluctantly pulled away. Willow then left smiling at Tara as she walked out the door.