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Bella's POV
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God I hate Monday mornings I thought to myself. Life is such a bitch sometimes. I'm not really the full emo type, because I don't cut myself, but I do like to wear dark clothes. I hate those stupid girly bitches that think they are so hot and are so full of themselves.
I don't know how my mother stands me. She says that I should wear more girlish clothes and be like the other girls at my school. Fuck the girls at my school and fuck my mother. I've hated her ever since she divorced my loving father Charlie. It's her fault I'm semi-emo. If she didn't force me to come here and live in this stupid city of Forks, I would be the sweet 10 year old I used to be and now I'm 17 and have changed completely.
Ever since my mother took me away, my life has been shit. I had my best friend Jake, who was my everyday sun, and my loving, protective brother Jasper. Now that all that is gone I'm always depressed and nothing, I mean nothing can make me happy again.
I have no friends at school and I'm the outcast of this tiny populated town. I am tormented by everybody at school and especially the queen bitch at the school, Jane. God, why does she hate me so much. I've never done anything to her and she just hates me. At least I only have one more year of torture ahead of me.
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I got out of bed and made my way to the shower. I used my strawberry and freesia shampoo, I hate it because it smells to girly, and rinsed it out. I made my way to my closet to pick out my outfit for the day.
I loved my clothes. They were the only thing that made me, me. I picked out black skinny jeans, a black fitted t-shirt that had a big gun and it said touch me and die. I pulled out my black converse and slipped them on.
With that I made my way downstairs to await probably more yelling from the bitch's, my mother's, husband Phil. I hated him and he hated me it was as simple as that.
I walked downstairs and saw the two parental were talking quietly and looking very suspicious.
"Oh Bella," my dear loving mother whom I hate so much started out. She always talked like this when something was up. "Me and Phil have some news to tell you."
"Oh joy," I said sarcastically while giving a fake arm pump.
"Now Bella, you are going to like this news," yea like anything you could would make me happy.
"Well then what is it," I replied back.
This time Phil took over. "Isabella," I hated it when he called me that. "We have decided that you are going to live with Charlie. We are tired of your emo attitude and want you out of this house," what a big dick. He doesn't even care about me neither does the bitch.
"Well good, at least I know neither of you care about me," I spat back.
"Go get your skinny, little emo ass up those stairs and get your bag packed, cause you leaving in one hour," the dick said to me with pure hate searing in his voice.
"At least I'll be able to get away from the most loving parents the world has ever seen ," I said sarcastically.
Next thing I knew Phil had gotten up and slap the hell out of me. Damn and it hurt to. I could feel it burning where he touched me and not in a good way. I felt tears drip down from my cheeks. I hadn't cried for years and now here I am crying, cause some douche bag slapped me.
"I hate you," pure hatred in my voice. " I hate you both."
I ran upstairs and packed my bags as quickly as I could. I couldn't believe they hated me so much that they would just send me off. Then the lightbulb went off in my head. Yes I cried in my head I'm getting away from the two worst parents in the world.
I rushed downstairs and found my plane ticket on the kitchen counter. Ha now I can get back at them. I took Phil's keys and a piece of paper that said: Ha I stole your car to take to the airport since you don't love me enough to buy me my own. Take that bitches.
With that I ran out to his car and drove as fast as I could to that tiny little airport. I boarded my plane and began thinking what my life was gonna be like now. I pulled out my Ipod and started listening to a song that reminded me of my life. Well kinda it did. The song was Down With the Sickness by Disturbed
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream!!!!
No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me Oh-oohh
Why did you have to hit me like that mommy?
Don't do it! You're hurting me Oh-oohh!
Why did you have to be such a bitch?
Why don't you,
Why don't you fuck off and die?
Why can't you just fuck off and die?
Why can't you just leave here and die?
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU!!!
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
Would you like to see how it feels mommy?
Here it comes, get ready to die!
That last part reminded me of my life. Why can't my mother just leave me alone. I laughed a little bit at all the stupid days I spent getting yelled because I wasn't perfect enough or I wasn't beautiful enough. Well screw her now she's sending me away and I'm glad for it. That brought on whole new thoughts.
Was my father going to except me, and what about Jasper I haven't talked to him since I was 12 which was two years after I left. Would he still love me like he used to or would he think I wwas stupid and push me away? I started to get a little scared of what was going to happen.
I was pulled out of my thoughts with someone tapping on my shoulder.
"Miss," the flight attendant said. "It's time to get off the plane now."
"Oh sorry," was all I said
Wow time really flew by with all that thinking. I was now in a town in Texas. Great cowboy city here I come. My dad used to live with Rene in Forks, Washington, but when they divorced he took Jasper and moved out here.
I stepped off the plane and saw really big signs that said Welcome Home, Bella! on them. Then I saw my dad smiling his head off and my brother Jasper waving at me. I walked up to them giving them hugs, then went back to the same old semi-emo Bella.
"Bella, you've really had a makeover now haven't you," Jasper said cracking up.
"Yea I guess," I said with no enthusiasm. I was tough and I wasn't going to show them that coming down here has affected me so much.
"Well we better get going we are going to go out to dinner tonight," Charlie said.
"Woo, where are we going the rodeo?" I said sarcastically. I really wasn't liking the whole cowboy thing.
"They thought I was just trying to make a joke, which I really wasn't, and started cracking up.
"Good one Bella," Jasper said patting me on the back.
"Yea whatever. Let's get going," I said hoping we could get out of this little chicken coop they call an airport.
In the car Charlie was telling me all about how he owns a small little café called Seasoned to taste, and how Jasper worked there with his two friends.
After a 10 minute drive we made it to his house in a town called Anna. His house was very simple. It was one story and red and brown brick on the outside. On the inside was a big screen TV and a couple couches. My room was purple and had purple sheets. Not my taste at all but I wouldn't complain just yet.
"Bella it's time to go now we are heading down to the café," I heard Jasper call from downstairs.
"Yea okay," I called back.
I changed into a comfy pair of black skinny jeans with a few holes around the knee, a dark blue fitted top with a bunch of tiny skulls on it, and my black converse with checkered shoelaces. I put on some smokey eyeshadow and black mascara. I did use come pinkish lip gloss to girl it up some though.
Satisfied with what I looked like in the mirror. I grabbed my phone and headed downstairs to and to the café.
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When we got there Jasper pointed out some people that didn't really care about and then I noticed a guy with jeans that fit perfectly, a green shirt and black converse. He turned around and I saw that he had emerald green eyes, and copper colored hair that sat messy looking on his head. He was super cute.
He caught me staring at him and I looked away feeling my face get very hot. Wait am I blushing I haven't blushed since I was ten. Whoa this is weird hopefully he didn't see me.
Jasper went over to talk to the God I was just looking at and then a really big guy came over to them and they all came towards me.
"Bella, these are the other guys I was telling you about," he said.
"Hi I'm Emmett," the really big looking guy said. He kinda scared me he was so huge. The nhe pulled me up from the table and into a big bear hug. I was so shocked it probably showed all over my face
"Put me down," I started screaming. I wasn't used to this attention. " Put me down right now you big oaf," I said again while kicking and hitting him.
"Dang man you scared her. I wouldn't blame her though, if some huge guy came up to me and tried to hug me too I would probably pee my pants," the god said. "And buy the way I'm Edward."
Emmett put me down and I glared at both of them. "It isn't funny, and since you feel like making jokes why don't you both just go and leave me alone," I said not really feeling like being in a joking mood.
"Oh come on Bella cheer up" Jasper tried to soothe me.
"No," I said stubbornly.
Jasper got up and Emmett and Edward went with him. Goodness I think I might have over reacted a bit. I'm just not use to that kind of physical contact. Oh well doesn't look like I'm going to be making any friends anytime soon.
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Tomorrow I have to start school right away, and I'm not happy about it. I decided to go to bed earlier then I normally would have so I could get up earlier. I could already tell that school was going to be a bitch.
I went to bed that night only to have a god invade my dreams. God I hope I don't have a crush on him.
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Edwards POV
That night I met an amazing brown eyed girl named Bella. I have always a thing for emo's and she looked emo. She looked amazing in her skinny jeans that showed off her butt really well and her shirt made her curves look extra yummy. I could tell she was going to get along great with my sister Alice, she was semi-emo too.
That night I fell asleep only for my dreams to be invaded by a brown eyed, semi-emo angel, and
I think I'm starting to get a crush on that angel too.
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