Monologue
"Standing here in front of you, looking calmly to yours sincere eyes, I can mention that my head is full of thoughts and memories. All of them about or with you."
"Most of these memories are good; otherwise there are ones horrible, which hurt so badly, as one from the day you left me. Alone."
"This act of yours was extremely cruel and selfish! How could you leave me lonely after all I did for you?!"
"You won't answer me, will you? I could predict this. I don't even know why I asked you about it. How idiot I am!"
"Colonel, do you remember everything that I sacrificed for you, to realize your dreams?"
"Nopes?! Of course not, it was too many things!"
"What is so funny, sir?"
"The way my face is when I am angry, isn't it? It may be."
"If I hadn't done everything in these last years in your function, I would be so much better than I am today."
"If I hadn't disposed my time for you, I would have done my work properly. And because of this, I would be in a higher position, probably on the top of it."
"I would be in a better financial condition; I'd be living in an amazing house."
"I wouldn't be in this place crying crazily."
"I wouldn't be sad."
"I wouldn't be in pieces."
"I wouldn't have lived the best years in anyone's life."
"I wouldn't be in love."
"Perhaps, if I hadn't done anything that I did for you, I wouldn't have met loads of people who, nowadays, are essential for me to living."
"So I can't say that regret anything which I'd done."
"Oh! It's raining! It'll wash away all the bad things, all the sadness including mine. At the least, it's what I hope."
"This remember me what once you said to me, when Hughes died, after the funeral, a tear dropped from your face. And you told me that it was raining, just pretending you weren't crying, for my understanding."
"It was because of this, wasn't it?"
"Do you remember that I just entered in the army to protect you?"
"Do you remember the promise we did when I became lieutenant?"
"I was certain that you would. But you had broken it! I am the one who had to protect you, not the opposite."
"I recognize that you promised to my father, your sensei, to protect me and his researches, although with you far away from me, it's impossible."
"Had you even thought about me before risking your like that?!"
"I suppose that you just did it due to me, to protect me."
"Riza, are you planning to pass all night long here?" Gracie arrived.
"Gracie, please… I only want to stay some time more close to him, listening to his voice, looking at him." She sniffed.
"Come on, Riza! Don't stay here! You'll get a cold if you stay some minutes more in the rain."
"Please, let us alone for a moment and, then, I'll go home with you."
"OK! Whatever you want."
"I'll miss you so much! I wished to have said this before: I love you and I'll love forever, sir! Now, let me go because there are people waiting for me. I promise that I'll come back soon. Bye!" Riza kissed the top of his cold gravestone, she left flowers and, after all, she went away.
And in the cemetery, there was just some raindrops falling, his gravestone, white flowers to give him peace and her heart still beating left on grass.
This is the first fanfiction I have ever written, so it is not that good. Even though, english isn't my native language, thus please forgive my mistakes.
It has a lot of drama, but it's the one I love most.
I hope you enjoy it and send me reviews ;)