Lost in Time

I do not own twilight that is all Stephanie Meyer. The only thing I own are the thoughts I come up with for this story…I know I had originally made this a Bella and Edward story, but as I thought about it more my thoughts changed and I wanted her to end up with Jacob. But don't worry Edward will come in later. Will they get back together? Or will she stay with Jake? Just wait and find out.

March 2005

When I got to Charlie's house he took me upstairs to show me my room. After that I started to unpack my things putting them in proper drawers and in the closet. Today was Friday so Charlie didn't make go to school since it was the end of the week, so that ment I had the whole weekend to settle in and relax and figure out what im going to do about this pregnancy. On the plane I thought of many different ways to describe this to Charlie. And I had decided to say that I got pregnant from a "boyfriend" that I had in phoenix. But I was going to wait just a bit before telling him.

While unpacking, when I walked across the floor I found a couple of loose floor boards and decided to open the floor, and put the photo album in the floor where no one could find it and start asking questions. Right after I put the bards back I herd a car door slam. I walked out of my room and walked across the hall to the window. Looking out the window I saw a familiar face, my long bet friend, Jacob Black. When we were younger I always had a little crush on him. At that thought I looked at my wedding ring, "Oh shit I forgot to take it off so no one would notice" I said to myself. At that moment I herd charlies voice yell to me.

"Hey Bells why don't you come down here and say hello? Oh and I have a gift for you"

"Ok dad I'll be right down" I yelled out the window. "I forgot to do something, then I'll be coming down." I ran to my bed room and looked around for something to wrap my wedding ring in. at last with about 5 minutes of searching I found something like a silk square. I knelt on the floor and took the flor boards outs and wrapped my ring in the square and set it on top of the album and put the boards back. I got up and put some shoes on and ran down the stairs and out the door.

When I got outside Jake turned towards me and was about to say my name and hello when I ran to him and hugged him tightly. "I've missed you Jake, you have no idea."

"Well hello to you too Bella. I've missed you too." And he hugged me back tighter. When I realized it, Charlie and Billy were staring at us. We pushed away from eachother. "Well, Bella, this is for you." He said pointing to the Chevy truck. "I've totally rebuilt the engine for you. And to shift you have to double pump the clutch and that's about it." He then smiled and handed me the keys.

I took the keys from him and thanked him. "Hey Charlie there is something I have to do is it ok if I go out for a little bit?" I had to go to a clinic to be checked out to see if the baby was ok. After he nodded yes I ran back inside upstairs to get my purse. I made sure I had everything I needed. I ran back outside. "I'll be back before dark to make dinner." I said as I kissed him on the cheek.

On my way to the clinic I was remembering the time about when I told Edward I was pregnant. He was so happy.

June 1918

It was the middle of the night and I as woken from a dead sleep. I ran to the bathroom to throw up Edward came in after me helping hold my hair back and rubbing my back and saying everything as going to be ok. After I was done we sat on the floor. I curled into a ball and put my head in his lap still feeling queasy, but the coldness of the bathroom felt so good I didn't want to go back to bed. So I just layed there in his lap as he hummed my song and rubbed my head. I soon fell asleep.

I awoke the next morning still in Edwards arms. But not on the bathroom floor. He had moved us back to the bed surprisingly without waking me. I looked up at him and he looked down at me smiling. "Good morning love, you ere dead asleep last night I couldn't wake you to get you back to bed, so I carried you." He said then kissed my forehead.

"So that's how I got back to bed, haha, I was wondering how I got back to bed." I said getting up out of bed. "Did you stay up all night watching me?" I asked him while looking for clothes to wear for today.

"Yes I did, because you were sick and I wanted to be up for you incase you threw up again, and you still don't look good. You're still really pale. Are you alright?" He asked me all worried getting up outta bed and putting his hands on my shoulders looking at me with worry in his eyes.

"Yes, I'm fine. I'm just going to go take a shower an I'll be back." I told him turning to the bathroom. Closing the door behind me I locked the door. I know we're married and all but it was just force of habit to lock the door behind me. I turned on the water to the shower and waited for it to get warm. And when it finally did I took my night gown and underwear off and climbed in. I washed my body and my hair. I got out when I was finished. I wrapped a towel around my body, and grabbed another one to dry my hair with. After I got my hair mostly dried I brushed all the knots out of my hair. And then I was drying off my body then I put on my clothes. All of a sudden I felt the urge to puke again. All they were was dry heaves because the previous night I already threw up all I could. "Thank god this happened before I brushed my teeth." I said to myself. As I put tooth paste on my tooth brush I herd a knock at the door. Brushing my teeth I walked to the door and unlocked it. Edward opened the door.

"Are you alright love? I herd you throwing up again. We should take you to the doctor." He looked really worried about me. So I agreed to go to the doctor, the Spanish influenza is going around after all, so I understand why he's worried about me.

When we got to the doctor, he ordered a full check up and physical. Edward left the room so the doctor could examine me. When he was done examining me he left the room and Edward came back in and I got dressed. We waited for the doctor to come back. We only waited 5 minutes and he was back to tell us what was wrong with me. "Congratulations," he told us, and we looked at him confused, "Bella, you're about 4 weeks pregnant." We looked at him in shock, he just smiled and shook Edwards hand and left the room.

Edward stood in front of me, I was still sitting on the exam table. He took both my hands in his. I looked down at his hands still in shock. "Bella, I am so happy. We're having a baby, can you believe it?" he had such excitement in his eyes and voice. I looked at him with a smile on my face and tears in my eyes. they weren't sad tears, they were happy. I was happy to be able to create this life with him. "Come on let's go and tell my parents the news" he said practically dragging me out of the office. He was so excited he acted like he was flying on cloud nine.

Back in the car

I got to Planned Parenthood, the office wasn't that full. So I only had to wait for 5 minutes before a doctor could see me. After the 5 minute I was called back in to a room. The doctor came in with an ultra sound a machine. I lifted my shirt up over my stomach for her and she put the ultra sound wand onto my stomach. She pushed a few buttons and printed out a picture for me. She told me the baby so far was quite healthy. When I left I didn't have to pay anything because I had no insurance. On the way back home I had to stop by the store so Charlie wouldn't suspect anything.

When I got home I went to the kitchen and put the bag o ingredients on the counter. I was making steak for dinner tonight, Charlie's favorite meal. When I was done I called out to him that dinner was ready.

"Mmmmm, smells good Bella, you make steak?" he asked me coming into the kitchen.

"Yes, your favorite." I responded, "I figured that my first night here I would make your favorite meal." I smiled at him and handed him his plate.

Most of dinner was quiet. He would ask me questions now and then about mom and my life. After dinner I picked up the dishes and washed them and put them away. I walked out to the living room when I was done. Charlie thanked me for dinner and I said my goodnight and went upstairs to my room. I grabbed my toiletries and pjs and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and change. After that I went back to my room and climbed into bed and fell asleep. I woke up at 1 am to my phone going off. I looked at it. It was a text from Jake.

The text read: look outside your window –Jacob B.

I got up out of bed and walked to my window. Jake was outside. I opened my window and said to him in a quiet voice, "Jake? What are you doing here?"

"I wanted to see you. So I thought I'd do it this way. Kinda bad huh? I guess I shoulda come in the morning?" he responded.

"No, this is fine. I would offer for you to come up but Charlie might wake up to me going downstairs." I had a little pout with a whine.

"That's ok, just stand back."

I did what he said and the next thing I knew he was through my window. I looked at him with question in my eyes. "What just happened? One moment you were outside. And the next you're here standing in my room. Man, what are you taking?" I asked him laughing.

"I can't really tell you, at least not yet."

"Ok, well anyways" I tried changing the subject, "what are you doing here again?" I realized I sounded stupid asking again, but I can't take it back now.

"I missed you and I wanted to catch up with you."

So we hung out for hours talking about what's been going on in the time we lost touch. Then we got to the subject about when we were kids and I confessed I had a huge crush on him and still kinda do. My heart raced and my hands started to shake. And then he said something I never expected.

"I like you too Bella . I always have and that's kinda why I'm here." I looked at him shocked. "I wanna be with you Bella. You being gone was the hardest thing I had to go trough, but in that time I realized how much in love I was with you. It wasn't until you were gone that I found out my true feelings for you and I thought I'd never see you again. But then I found out you were moving back, so I decided to take the chance in telling you and asking you to be with me." I still looked at him in shock. So many thoughts went through my head at this moment. I didn't know what to say. I just lost Edward and I was still heart broken.

"Jake, all I can say is, that I really need to think about this. I really like you a lot, but I still need to think." That was all I could respond with. I've lost Edward how can I jump into a relationship so soon. And I'm pregnant on top of that. "I'll think about it for a couple of days. And I'll let you know what I figure out." After that I looked at his face, I could see disappointment and hurt. "Why don't you stay a little longer and lay with me, it's like 4 am and we need some sleep." I chuckled. I saw a slight smile on his face. He liked the idea of that. Shortly after we got under the covers he wrapped his arms around me, I felt comforted and I snuggled up to him and feel asleep.

I woke up around 10:30 am. I looked around for Jake and didn't see him anywhere. I noticed a piece of paper on my desk next to my laptop. It read,

Bella,

Sorry, I had to go because I herd Charlie waking up around 7. I just couldn't wake you, you looked like you needed sleep, you got really tired before you fell asleep. Well I will just text you later, I miss you already. I know you said you needed to think about it. Well I hope this helps. I love you Bella. I would never hurt you and I'd always be there for you when ever you need me. well sweet dreams. And I hope to hear from you son and what you decide.

-J

I smiled and a little tear fell down my cheek. *I really need to think about this hard* I though to myself. He is really sweet.

I grabbed my toiletries and went to the bathroom to clean up for the day. I brushed my hair and teeth and went back to my room to get dressed. After I got dressed I went downstairs to make myself some breakfast. I decided to have toast with peanut butter, I herd it sticks good to your stomach so you don't throw it up. Charlie came into the kitchen to get a beer. "Well good morning Bells." He said to me "What are your plans for today?"

"I think I'm going to go down to La Push to hang out with Jake in his garage today."

"Oh, ok Bells. I have to go into work now. Will I see you for dinner? I was thinking about picking up some pizza is that ok?" he asked

"Yes that's fine." I answered him. And he walked out the door. And I ran back upstairs to get my purse and keys. I went back down outside to the tuck. And was on my ways to Jakes house.

Thank you everyone for reading my story. And I just couldn't wait for 10 reviews before I could put this up.