(authors note: in the time frame when after bella shut her window after edward broke her truck I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT)
after I had reopened my window I climbed in to bed and tried to subdue the traitor tears that I would not let fall . A thousand questions burned threw my mind would Edward be angry? Should I be angry? Is Edward upset? Should I be upset? Why am I crying?.. None I could get an answer to well not until Edward climbed in threw my window I waited. I waited an hour… two hours after three hours I began to panic quite a bit what if he was angry really angry what if he couldn't forgive me what if he had left again just as my breathing began to thicken and get raspy I heard a light thud. A whirled to sit up right and saw his glorious face it took me a while to notice it was blank. I couldn't really make out if he was mad so waited until he would speak. He did.
"Bella what did I tell you" he was angry
"Edward you don't own me I make my own decisions" wow I didn't expect to say that
"Bella I only want whats best for you to protect you from everything including yourself"
"I don't need protecting"
"well I'm sorry love but you obviously do"
"stop treating me like a child Edward I'm eighteen remember"
"I no how old you are… you new how I felt about this hole la push thing Bella"
"yes I no how you feel about it and that's your own problem now isn't it you don't and cant understand how I feel about it" that stung I could see it on his face I got up to leave the room I needed a minute before I said something I would regret.
"Bella what are you doing"
"I'm leaving you did it you should recognise the move"
I couldn't have said that could I.
"Yea Bella I recognize the move I might just use it" wait what no no no
before I could get the words I'm sorry out he was gone. I couldn't breathe did Edward just leave again? I fell to the ground clutching my heaving chest I still couldn't catch my breath I felt dizzy I reached for the phone and called the first person I could think of… Carilise Charlie was called out earlier so wasn't hear to take me to the hospital himself.
"Hello Bella?" he answered on the second ring
"Oh… Carilise…Edward…gone…can't… breathe… help"
I didn't have a chance to hear his reply I passed out
I woke up in one of the Cullen's bedrooms my eyes fluttered a few times that's when I heard the voices
"Bella?" Carilise asked "Are you alright"
"Carilise, Edward wheres Edward" my breathing began to get heavy again when the memorise of what had happened came flooding back
"Ssh Honey its ok he's here… Edward?" Carilise voice became more stern "Edward get in here this second" I sat up a little. Edward entered the room his face full of misery and grief Carilise left the room Edward walked closer to the bed and sat down.
"Bella…" he started but before he could continue I being me burst into what I can only describe as a water fall of tears
"Edward I'm so sorry please Edward please don't leave me I cant live without you please Edward please just don't don't go don't leave me don't leave me I cant I cant I cant" I couldn't finish the rest of the begging
"Bella oh my sweet Bella I love you I love you so much I'm not going anywhere I promise I'm sorry I'm so sorry sweetheart don't cry everything will be fine I love you"
I couldn't answer I just jumped at him wrapped my arms around his neck and held my self as close to him as possible I wouldn't let go I could never let him go.