I Hate Everything About You.
A/N: XD. Here's another one shot about Bella and Edward =/ I broke up with my boyfriend today so this is what brought this one shot on.
Song: I Hate Everything About You By Three Days Grace.
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything all about me
Why do you love me
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
He left me. That's all that was going through my mind when that bastard left me. He left me because he feared for my safety? I nearly died for god sake! James nearly killed me and he just tosses me aside like a bit of rubbish! Jessica was right … Edward is a player. He didn't care about my welfare at all. I loved him and he left. It's not Jasper's fault he lost control … it was mostly my fault. Now my family's gone and I have no one left. I got Charlie and Jake but it's not the same. Maybe I should head back to L.A., at least I had friends there. Like John and David.
I feel so bad. I just left them. Maybe I should tell Charlie I'm going back to L.A. Maybe it'll help me forget about him. Sure I'll miss Jake and all my friends here but everything reminds me of him. I need a clean slate. I need something to set me free. But the thing is though. I still love him. I hate everything about him. Why do I love him anymore? He doesn't need me, he has that girl Tanya. She's a vampire. There perfect for each other. I'm just a stupid silly human. I shouldn't have gotten mixed up with them. But I'll always think of Alice as my sister. Emmett as my big cuddly brother. Jasper my awesome clever beautiful friend. Rosalie as my well my friend as well. We didn't get along well but I knew she didn't mean the stuff she said. And you know what? I forgive her. She had a rough time and I'm sure if I ever see her again we'll be able to be good friends. Esme the motherly figure in my life (apart from Renee, she'll always be my mother no matter what) and Carlisle, the most brilliant father figure you could ask for. He helped me. He welcomed me into the family. So yeah I'll probably see them again … maybe I should 'thank' Edward for introducing me to them. After all they are like my family. They look after me when I'm upset. I just wished they had stayed.
But the thing is though ... I actually do miss him. Yeah sure he's a bit perverted , watching me change that time, but we were going out so that makes it okay right ? Yeah sure he maybe a rapist or a pedophile in the so many years he has lived but he's changed. I still love him , he broke my heart but i still love him. He must be a little good. It's just that I miss them. Ya know ? It's just they kept me company. But now i well feel ...
I just feel so alone.
A/N: So there you are. My solutions to a broken heart … write an one shot about Edward and Bella =D. Alright so I'm off to go write more Edward and Bella break up. Hey I'm heartbroken what do you expect?