I woke up in the morning as early as possible to have a long hot shower to think about everything. He's back. Deans back. I can't, I just can't. I'm with Lucas now. I got out of the shower and wrapped myself with a towel and that's when I heard a knock on the door.

I ran to my room and started looking for my clothes.

'Brooke, it's me '

I froze.

The man that wouldn't leave my mind for four years was standing outside the door and I just stood there.

'I know you wouldn't want to talk but –'he stopped speaking once I opened the door and we just stood there staring at each other.

'God, you're more beautiful than I left you' dean managed to get out.

He looked much older than before. He had large dark circles under his eyes. He had some grey. He looked much paler than before, but he still had those forest green eyes I always use to get trapped in.

He lifted up his hand to touch my face before I stopped him.

'Dean-' I was cut of from his masculine voice.

'Brooke, please forgive me'

I couldn't believe what he said. Did he just say 'please forgive me'? He wanted me to forgive him after he left and came back after four years. I couldn't speak I wanted to cry so badly but had to bite my lips to keep my tears in. I couldn't keep it all in …

'Forgive you for what ? Forgive you for leaving me for four years without any phone call or anything. Do you know how it felt sitting by the phone everyday waiting for you to phone? I guess you don't know how anyth-'

Before I knew it his lips where against mine. His hands started travelling down to my waist.I cant say I didn't miss his chapped lips against mine but this was wrong. I was dating Lucas. Lucas! the boy who picked up all the pieces of my heart after dean had broken it by leaving. The kiss started to deepen. I tried to find myself before this went to far.

I tried to get out his grip around my waist but the more I seemed to struggle the more he tightened the grip. I pushed my palms against his chest and started to take small steps back until our lips parted.

'Brooke, I'm sorry'

'Its okay,dean' I said trying to act like the kiss never meant anything. But it did. I just wanted to run up to him and crash my lips against his until we where out of breath.

I shut the door before I couldn't stop my tears and fell onto the ground. My back leaning against the door. I could still feel his presence on the other side of the door.

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When I and Lucas drove to Nathans and Haley's house we sat in silence.

'What's on your mind?' Lucas asked noticing that I haven't spoken yet

'Nothing' I said trying to avoid his gaze. Great I can't have made it any more obvious than that.

We didn't speak for the rest of the journey.

Lucas parked in front of Haley's house and grabbed my hand and looked at me.

'You sure nothing's wrong?' I nodded .I lied.

'You're not worried about the return of someone?' I could tell he was trying to avoid saying his name. Deans name.

'Lucas I'm with you now, and your who I want to be with' I think.

He looked at me and kissed my cheek.

******

We walked to the house hand in hand and rang the doorbell.

'I don't know what I will ever do without you'

'You will be fine' I told him,before his lips where against mine.

We were separated by the sound of the door opening.

I turned to see Dean standing by the door.

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