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Please note that this story is rated M for lemony explicit scenes of a slash and polyamorous nature between Edward, Bella and Jasper. Please do not read the story if you are under 18 or scenes of this nature will offend you.

Chapter 3 – It's Now or Never

Chicago 1957

I dropped Bella off at her parent's house and I returned home where Jasper was mysteriously absent. I was so worked up over what had just happened with Bella. She had been completely and gloriously naked perched on my lap coming apart in my hands. I was rock hard in seconds and knew that I needed to get some relief and quickly because it actually hurt pressed up against my trouser zipper. I went into the bathroom and scouted around for something to use that reminded me of Bella's arousal, so that I could close my eyes and imagine my cock was embedded deep inside her when I came.

I settled on some Vaseline and then removed my clothes and folded them neatly on the vanity as I would be taking a shower as soon as I had got myself off. Once I was completely naked and perched on the edge of the bath, I grabbed a scoop of the Vaseline in my hands and rubbed it all over my aching cock, groaning at the sensation. I couldn't hold off, my need was so great and I started pumping my hand up and down, paying close attention to the bulbous head and sometimes squeezing my balls. It felt so good. I leaned back and closed my eyes pumping up and down until I felt the familiar tightening in my stomach. I slowed down a little to prolong the feeling and that was when I heard the door open and Jasper walked into the bathroom.

Jasper was visibly startled to see me perched there and his eyes zeroed in on my hand wrapped around my rock hard purple-veined cock. He was wearing only a skimpy little towel slung low on his hips and as his eyes widened at the sight of my jerking off, his towel tented in the front. I couldn't take my eyes off his naked chest angling down into lean hips and the bulge in the front of his towel. I was too far gone to stop and the sight of Jasper being visibly turned on by what he saw sent me over the edge. With a growl, I came harder than I had ever done before, jets of white cum arcing up into the air, some of it landing on the base of Jaspers towel.

I sat there for a minute stunned and then jumped up more embarrassed than I had ever been in my life. I stepped into the bath, pulled the shower curtain across and turned the spray on full, sticking my head under the water to drown out my thoughts. I hoped Jasper had left the room. There was simply no way that I could face him right now after what he had just seen me do. And there was the rub. I knew I loved Bella and wanted to make love to her but seeing Jasper almost naked and aroused had been what had sent me over the edge just then. What the hell did it mean?

I stayed under the shower until I had used up all the hot water and gingerly moved the curtain aside. Jasper was no longer in the bathroom, and he had obviously cleaned up my mess on the floor as well. Was there no end to this embarrassing night? The house was in darkness when I left the bathroom except for the light shining from my open door. Jasper's room was in darkness and I tiptoed past it to mine, valiantly ignoring the muffled grunts and a rhythmic slapping noise.

It was no good, by the time I had closed my door and slipped under the bedcovers, my cock was as hard as before. I spent a restless night tossing and turning and, when the dawn light finally filtered through my curtains, I was ready to get up and leave the house, praying that I would miss Jasper. I couldn't face him just yet.

Jasper was still in his bedroom when I left the house so I grabbed the keys to my Chevrolet and drove to the Church. I found our normal pew and sat quietly waiting for Bella. When she walked into the door, she dipped her head and blushed when she saw me. She was delightful. I held her hand throughout the service and then suffered through a big lunch with her parents at the Country Club. I felt bereft as I wouldn't get to see Bella for a few days since she was visiting her elderly grandparents with her parents and leaving early in the morning.

At 9pm, I reluctantly left Bella with a quick kiss on her lips, her parents waving me off from the front door. I returned home to find the apartment empty again and decided to have an early night as we had an early shift the next morning. Sometime after ten, I heard the front door open and Jasper made his way straight to his bedroom and shut the door.

Jasper and I met up at six in the morning in the kitchen, had breakfast and headed into the station together. Jasper told me that he had had another gig at the Flame Club that night and he asked me to go with him. I agreed, anxious to get some normalcy back into our lives.

The day had been uneventful and I was enjoying the night at the club immensely. The crowd was singing and dancing to the band and when Jasper got up there on stage, I felt such pride that he was the one causing the chaos all around. When Jasper sang Its Now or Never, the girls went wild and at one point in the song he looked directly at me. When the significance of the words he was singing sunk in, my heart sped up and desire licked its way down to my groin.

Your lips excite me

Let your arms invite me

For who knows when

We'll meet again

This way

It's now or never

Come hold me tight

Kiss me my darling

Be mine tonight

When he came back down to the floor, he dragged me to the bar and we had another beer before heading back to watch the band come back on. By this time, the crowd had swelled and the bodies were crammed in but I didn't mind as I was buzzing from the beers I had had and from being with Jasper. A crowd favorite came on and bodies surged towards the stage pushing Jasper into my back.

My head whipped around and our eyes caught as I felt his large erection make contact with my ass. He shrugged and whispered into my ear, "I can't help it, E. You must know by now how I feel about you?" My breath caught and before I could think clearly, I pushed back into him, exactly like Bella had done to me the previous week. Jasper groaned into my ear and I felt a little accomplished that I could make this man feel this way. The crowd surged again and Jasper gripped my upper arms and leaned in. He shouted that we should get out of here before we were crushed. I nodded my agreement and Jasper drove my Chevrolet home as he had had the least to drink.

On the way home, Jasper placed his hand on my knee and announced that we needed to talk about what was happening between us. My heart sped up and I felt sick to my stomach but I nodded yes. It was time to clear the air. I had no idea what I intended to say, I just knew that there was something between us and I was torn between my feelings of love for Bella and a feeling of inevitability with Jasper.

When we walked in the door, Jasper grabbed two beers from the fridge and handed one to me as he sat on the couch. I joined him and clinked my bottle against his which had become tradition from day one of our partnership.

"Edward, can I ask you a question and will you answer me honestly?" Jasper tentatively started.

I sighed and nodded.

"Did you like it when I kissed you last week?"

I nodded. Jasper's sincerity touched me and I knew I couldn't lie to him.

"Did you like it when we hugged and we were both aroused against each other?"

I swallowed hard and ducked my head. Again, I nodded.

"Me too," Jasper whispered. "You have no idea how aroused I was to walk in on you pleasuring yourself the other night. E, were you thinking of Bella?"

I nodded and licked my lips as my mouth suddenly felt dry. I came clean, "I was thinking about you too Jazz. When I kissed Bella, I remembered your kiss. When I sucked on Bella's nipples, I wondered if yours would taste as sweet as hers. When Bella touched me through my trousers, I wished you were there with us so that I could feel your hands on me too. And then you walked in and I came thinking about Bella, glorious and naked on my lap, and you, Jazz, with your arms surrounding me with your cock pressed up against me."

Jasper groaned and palmed his obvious erection bulging in the front of his denims. "Thank you, E. Thank you for being so honest. I think about being with you and Bella all the time too. I've never felt this way before."

He took a deep breath and looked over at me from under his ridiculously long eyelashes. "Edward, would you let me watch you again?"

I knew I was powerless to resist this man who, in such a short time, I had become so fond of, so I stood up then and pulled him to his feet. I dragged him to my room, shed my clothes and kneeled on the cover. My erection was betraying my excitement over Jasper's request. Jasper stood at the foot of my bed stunned and not taking his eyes off my cock which strained to be touched. I wrapped my hand around it and slid my fingers up and down softly. I watched him swallow convulsively.

"Jasper, I would feel much better about this if you came over here, took off your clothes and touched yourself as well." Jasper's eyes widened and I snickered, shocked at myself for acting so forward.

Jasper shed his denims and almost ripped his shirt off and when he was bare, I could not take my eyes off my first sight of his cock. It was amazing, so long and thick and standing proudly. He stood there for a minute basking in my approval before clambering up onto my bed on his knees facing me. I placed the open jar of Vaseline between us and took a scoop out before rubbing it all over my cock. I watched Jasper's face as I was rubbing myself and his eyes darkened considerably from a few moments earlier. He reached in and coated his palm with the greasy substance and I was mesmerized at the sight of his large hand gliding up and down his veiny length. His head was arched back slightly, his lips slightly pursed and his eyelids had fluttered closed so that I could see his ridiculously long eyelashes fan out on his cheek. I took a deep breath and pumped my cock in response. Jasper groaned, his eyes flashed open and then he started pumping his cock in time with my hand strokes.

The eroticism of the moment was not lost on me and I felt my release escalating quickly. Jasper looked up at me then and my eyes were drawn to his, drowning in his heavy lidded desire. He licked his lips and when he whispered that he wanted to kiss me. I nodded, no thoughts of denying him. We both leaned forward and when Jasper flicked his tongue out and slipped it between my lips, I opened to him like a flower.

His tongue tangled with mine and I was reminded of the hot kisses I had received from Bella on Saturday night and how much I had loved the feel of her breasts rubbing against my nipples. With my free hand, I reached up and dragged my fingernail over the tip of one of Jasper's nipples. He groaned and leaned his forehead against mine and together we looked down at our jerking hands, my fingers pulling at his nipple. He whispered something so softly I couldn't hear him and I asked him to speak up.

Jasper swallowed and then said, "E, I need to touch you."

It was my turn to swallow then. I knew without a doubt he wasn't talking about reciprocating and touching my nipples. He wanted to touch me there…. my breathing felt laboured and I felt torn. What started out as a simple exercise in watching each other masturbate was fast escalating into making love. My baser side was cheering and doing a little dance. My sensible side was worried about the implications, both with Jasper and with Bella.

Jasper's whispered, "Please, E." shredded my self control and against my better judgement I nodded again. He reached out with both hands and pinched my nipples. I groaned at the sensation and then wondered if I had got it all wrong. A minute later, I knew I hadn't when his hands lifted away from my nipples and traced down the muscles of my chest and abdomen. Then for the first time ever, a hand other than my own, clasped my naked erection in a firm grip. My cock pulsed at the unfamiliar skin enclosing me and I groaned at how fucking good it felt. Saturday night, I had felt Bella's fingers touch me briefly through my trousers but nothing prepared me for the feeling that shot through me when Jasper pumped my cock in his large fingered hands.

I groaned my appreciation and all inhibitions dropped from me as Jasper pushed me back onto the bed and leaned over me kissing me quickly before dropping back on to his knees. His hand left me for a brief moment and I winced at the loss. Then my body jerked when I felt Jasper straddle my right leg, his tight balls brushing against the hair of my thigh. He dipped his fingers back into the Vaseline pot then and coated my throbbing cock again before starting to slowly pump up and down. I could feel his balls rub against me and I opened my eyes to watch Jasper pump his own cock with his right hand in time to the strokes he made on mine. I groaned and went to take his cock in my hand but he brushed me away saying that he wanted to concentrate on me this time. I grabbed the slats at the head of my bed, and arched up into his grip.

The combined feeling of his hand around me and watching him get himself off guaranteed that I was not going to last long. Jasper sped up and my legs started shaking with the intensity of the feeling shooting through me. I shouted out that I was so close and Jasper groaned out that he was as well. I reached my left arm down and grasped Jasper's tight balls in my hand, squeezing gently as I started to come. My release fell hotly onto my stomach and as I shouted out, Jasper grunted and spilled his release onto my leg and down onto my hands still massaging him.

Jasper collapsed on me then, completely drained. His arms came around my torso and hugged me before whispering thank you into my chest. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders contemplating the feel of his manly body sprawled over mine and was surprisingly content. Jasper's legs were linked with mine and I could feel his shrinking erection slide against my hip and the feel of our combined release was an intimate reminder of what had just transpired between us. Jasper's hair tickled my ear and as I drifted into a deep sleep, I could feel Jasper snoring quietly into my chest.