Disclaimer: :grumbles: I do not own naruto, blah blah blah. If I did Naruto and Sasuke would be living happily together in a cottage where they would have no one to disturb them! And the series wouldn't have so many darn fillers in it!

Just a one-shot, nothing special. My first fic though! I'm very excited to put this up! Sasuke's diary, just basically talking about how he feels about his life.

January 10th

What would it be like? What would it be like to have your family stripped from you by your own brother's hands? The brother that used to praise you and comfort you, and acted just like anyone else's brother would. Their hands now stained with blood. The blood of the family you once loved so much, you would do anything to get them back. Your insides would be torn apart from the pain of going through that. A heart that once pumped warm blood through your veins now running ice-cold. The smile you once lovingly held on to now gone, its emotions never to return to your face again.

January 15th

A nightmare, that's all it is, right? In a few minutes you'll wake up, sweating from the sheer terror the nightmare brought to you. But no, it's not a dream. The terror is real, the feeling of utter horror written all over your face as you see your parents' dead bodies strewn on the floor.

February 23rd

Will it ever be over? Will the pain end? Or am I to re-live those memories until the day my heart stops beating?

April 5th

I wish they would stop. The memories are forever in my head. They haunt my dreams; the images flashing through my mind, making me scream in terror and pain.

April 5th, later that day

No one can hear me though. The house is silent. Not a sound is made.

June 11th

I am always waiting for the day to come where I will be able to hear the soft breathing of my lover, boyfriend, or husband next to me. The moonlight hitting his face perfectly, making it look almost angelic. His soft blonde locks spread out on the pillow just so. And a small smile on his face while he dreams of me, thinking of all the happy memories we've made together.

July 30th

If only that dream would come dream. If only he would notice me in that way. He says I'm his best friend the one he feels he can trust the most. the one who knows what it's like to not have a family, to be whispered about, to be lonely.

August 19th

We understand each other. I am like his family, his brother, the only person he would do anything for. But he does not love me in the same way I love him. For he is my everything. The one that turned my ice-cold blood warm again. The person I constantly think about, day and night. He is my warmth, he is my sun.

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A/N: Well, that made me tear up when I wrote the end! This fic was kind of a spur of the moment thing! And, if you didn't get who his "lover" was, it was the ever-popular Naruto! Yeah, I'm a SasuNaru fan....but nowadays, who isn't? XD Hope you liked it! Rate and Review! Loves to you all! =3